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*base on my own true stories, dedicate to Mr S, guess you are not meant for me *

Just Tell Me

I don't know how long I can go on living this lie,
Pretending I don't love you when I look into your eyes.
You told me not to fall for you, you wouldn't be there to catch me,
But my heart just wouldn't listen and now this feeling scares me.
I'm running around in circles, not knowing what road to take
Scared to take the roads unknown the decision is so hard to make.
I wish you felt the same for me that I so strongly have for you.
I pray at night that God will hear and make this one wish come true.
You confuse me with your actions, sometimes I feel like you more than care.
Other times your cold and bitter like when ever she is there.
I'm tired of hiding how I feel so please be honest with me,
If you love me then just tell me, if you don't then let me be.

Thoughts of Love

I wonder if he realizes how much I care about him...

That I spend hours thinking about him...

Hours talking about him...

I wonder if he realizes that all my friends know all about him,

But he doesn't even know them...

Does it even cross his mind that someone right under his nose cares so much for him?

That everything makes me think of him....

Many song lyrics remind me of him....

Does it occur to him that the person who loves him is right in front of him?

I guess it's not that obvious....

One day I'll tell him everything...

How I've day-dreamed about us being together...

That I've dreamt of being in his arms...

Maybe one day I'll tell him,

But today is not that day.

Luv,

.:.dollyduz dove.:.