Wednesday, September 22, 2004

3 monTHs LONG?!

Wow!! its eactly 3 mths i didnt update this blog..gosh..wat hav i done fer tis 3 mths? lots of things happened..happy ones, sweet ones, sad ones..indescribeable,unexplainable,pretty awesome though but at d same time heart pain too lah..hehehee..haiz~

Anyway despite of all tt..i shld say "I WILL SURVIVE" ~I've got all my life to live n I've got all my love to give~ yeah!! shld i note it in here wats wrong wif me lately? or wat happend actually? nah~ i don think its appropriate to enclose it here yet..meanwhile i'll juz take note in manual diary..hahahaa..

Gosh..i juz dunno how exactly i feel..happy? yes i am happy indeed surrounded wif my family,dear cuzzies,lovely n happening colleagues b it in school or in pruden..but still there is tis particular thing or shall i rather say a particular person tt keeps on haunting me..haiz~

Fancy..fantasized..tts wat i normally do..should i stop? HELP!!HELP!!

p/s:help me if u do read tis~

Monday, June 21, 2004

biCArA riNdu...

Sesungguhnya keadaan suasana
Hidup makin terpisah
Perpisahan telah mengajakku
Berbicara soal rindu
Rindu kepadamu
Rindu pada keindahan
Yang tak dapat meramalkan
Bilakah rindu ini akan berakhir
Akan terus beginikah aku
Berbicara dengan rinduku
Sehingga aku menyedari rinduku
Sudah tak terhitung
Sakitnya sayang
Merasakan keperihan
Dari bautan rindu
Yang makin memeritkan
Akan terus beginikah aku
Berbicara dengan rinduku

Sunday, June 06, 2004

bLow D CaNDleZ

Today is my Monsta Burfday…hahaha…19th birthday...19 my lucky number n her fav number (I noe why… :p) Well bought fer her a denim jacket…pheewww really cost me man…anyway no usual ayah baca doa slamat, small tahlil and its juz among us family mum bake her fav cake..chocolate marble cake…my fav too!! Hehehe…wish her all the best in her 3rd yr, long life, stay jembu always..n keep on irritates me..cos I LIKE~ hahahaha…

Oh yah.. I didn’t went out last thurs cos kinda cloudy tat evening…instead me n adik went out on Friday…we went to CPF building at tampines..then window shopping at TM n CS..nothing interesting as usual..oh yes..met a fren n guess wat..he said I’m pretty lah hahaha…face sooo flawless..sempat buat sound effect SHING~hahaha..ape sajek!! Nice compliment… my greatest gratitudes to M.A.C hahaha…wat the hell..

So our next destination was to town…went to KFC far east fer lunch..followed by this boutique (cant remember wats the name) and there a denim jacket which caught her eyes..sooo feeling minah2 bike..the best part she wore it on the spot…hahaha…thought of watching Shrek2 but we have religious class that nyte..

Oh yes~ me bought something fer myslelf too..a digital camera..hehehe..had been longing fer this since last yr..thought of buying it last December.. too bad the money was used fer something else more important…On our way cuz called n said that she’s coming down to my place (going fer religious class together wif us) waited fer her at orchard mrt... home the whole day...clean the house,eat,watch tv,vcd,karaoke and when the nyte comes..we sleep…..ZzzzzZZzzzzZZzzzz

Thursday, June 03, 2004

LazY @ hoMeY~

Hmm..has been skipping fer 2 days..fer Tues n Wed…so lets update..hmmm recall..recall..

Tuesday...working as usual..cant wait fer Wednesday as its public holiday..and after that I will be having or perhaps enjoying my annual leave..woo hoo..taking leave from thurs to next Monday..great isn’t it? So much things to settle actually..that’s the reason why I’m taking leave..and will be taking leave again in middle june..hahaha..still have 28days more..hmmm…

Oh yes..i met noli on was a last minute plan..she sms me around 2 plus in the afternoon...asked me if I’ve bought presie fer zurina…so we met tat day..went down to town..browse into some accessories shops..noli was thinking to buy her a bracelet…found one..very in color..suits her…later then we went to geylang hahaha…me looking fer a tudung and at the same time juz wanna kill the time coz noli is meeting rafi later on at 9plus at pasir ris..

Wednesday…it’s a holi-holiday(singing it in tat cheekygirls tune~)hahaha…watch tv all day..hahaha hmm.. not really actually..clearing my wardrobe with my there were so many clothes tat we decided to discard and give them away..hehehe..more coming I guess..;) then later at nyte as usual I have religious class…

And fer today…Thursday…here I am writing a blogspot..guess maybe later I’m going out..looking fer my sis bday presie…shit~ I don’t know what to get her..k then better get ready now…perhaps going down to tampines..oh hell wat do they have there?aarrgghhh!!

P/s: at the same time..Chatting wif Diana on msn now…great to hear from her..World Peace!!

Monday, May 31, 2004


Haisyh..What a day..Monday blues..had a terrible stomach cramp today..eerrghh!! cant stand this f***in crampzzz..was suppose to visit my colleague today..but..ergh~say no more…

Nothing much was done at work..was doing scanning all the way today..out of 8 hours..about 4 hours sitting in front of the computer and the rest..hehehe..ssshhh cannot tell ;)

Oh yeah..just finished emailing Boy.. I seriously believed that he’s one of the policeman in the crime watch advert last Saturday…well if its true..hahaha..he’s soooo chubby...can see he put on weight especially on his face..sooo obvious…Anyway had been seeing his clone everywhere I go lately… that a sign? Hahaha..what the hell…saw one in the bus on my way home today…looks like Boy from the side…but he’s a Chinese guy…

By the way..listening to Neng Nyno final mega perdana 2002 now..another Boy’s look alike..but Didi more good looking lah..listening to his voice now..aaaaaa..I’m melting..hahaha..oh Boy gonna kill me if I said this in front of him...don’t know why he just hate it when people said they look alike..hahaha..wateva~ Hmmm..kinda miss both of them..hope they are doing part..both are now in police (ns)hahaha…cant separate this “twins” hahaha…

Guess that’s that for today…Khalifah..khalifah..khalifah…ha..ha..ha.. c”,)

Sunday, May 30, 2004


Sunday, half an hour time its midnite. Still chattin wif zainab, and wait for our dear noli,don't know where she goes.

Anyway nothing interesting..was discussing about guys again with zainab n noli..n my cuz too. My sis here non stop chattin on the phone..just now was with her bf..and now with her best fren shida..yak yak yak..

A guy by the name of Riez juz msg me good night...he said he cant sleep even the lights are off..he sent me his mms pic posing with his guitar. I told him to count sheep..hahaha...

Its great to keep in touch with primary school friends. I was chatting with Saiddhin just now.

I just dont know why and what is wrong with me lately. It's this feeling that i cant explain....its all the matter of heart..k then that's all for today..TeRRa!!