Thursday, April 27, 2006


......Kau Teristimewa......

Suaramu menusuk di kalbuku
Kau bak permata di lautan biru
Ku tidak ingin ianya berlalu
Segala kenanganku lalui denganmu.......

Kau ku anggap hanya teman biasa
Tidakku sangka hatiku berubah
Rinduku kini menjadi cinta
Buatmu teman teristimewa.......

Segala detikku rakamkan di minda
Detik manis yang dilalui bersama
Hilangkanlah keraguan dihatinya
Agarku dapat merasakan cinta.......

Aku tahu pasti ada yang cemburu
Sekiranya kau bersama denganku
Namun itulah dugaan yang harus ku tempuh
Jika aku ingin memiliki dirimu.......

Mampukah aku untuk menyatukan
Hati dua insan yang tiada kepastian
Aku tunggu saat untuk lafazkan
Segala perasaan yang lamaku pendamkan.......

.......................pen on Monday, 24th April 2006

Ok Ok..fer da 1st time i ADMIT...

admit wat?? ok ok i admit "I'm....Not....F...A...T!!! no more!!!...." 60kg not fat meh? haha...

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ok tis b4 n aft pic above...b4 was 78kg...da aft one was 66kg...
it took me abt 2 and half yrs to reduce 18kg(started since late 2003)...
wif those crash diets..supplements...
fitness centres...slimming centres....but of cos i did slack in between...
but da will power in losing more weight continues.....
i shld aim fer da minimum is 57 or 58kg....2 to 3 more kg....
can lah~~ can lah~~
siao chabo! hahahaaaaa......
suka hati bapak tiri laki mak aku lah kan?~~ ;p

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

@>--BeCause oF YOU--<@

I've been in darkness for so long just waiting for the light,
And now that you have come my way, my days don't seem like nights.

I've never really felt this way about a guy before,
You've truly touched me deep inside, you've opened, unlocked, the door.

I know it's nothing serious, but surely it's a start,
You've treated me so equally, I feel it in my heart.

And even if this does not work, I'm glad I've had this chance,
To see how great you truly are, even just for a glance.

We never know what'll come of this, it really just depends,
I'm glad we're taking the first step, we're becoming better friends.

With you I never have to guess just how you really feel,
You talk to me about the facts and tell me what's the deal.

With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong,
I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song.

So hopefully from this day forth, I'll know just what to do,
If ever I come across a guy, another guy like you....

.............pen on Sunday, 5th Sept 2004

WeDDinG DatE PredictoR by TicklE....

Tuty Alawiyah, you're a Total Opening Soon!

YOU ARE CLOSE to finding "the one!" We have carefully calculated your responses according to our scientific formula and harmonized the results to the Venutian lunar calendar. But don't get your hopes up to hear those wedding bells soon, because your bridesmaid days aren't over just yet.

YOU WILL BE MARRIED BY: Saturday, July 24, 2010 (wow..tts 4 yrs from now... nice date thou)
A number of different factors influenced your result.

Social Factors:
On the social front, you are not looking at an immediate marriage prospect. Prince Charming, for now, is waiting in the wings. But keep in mind that he is slowly warming to the idea. Thankfully, now that you know your destiny, you can enjoy your single life to the fullest. Get out there and use it, girl.

Emotional Factors:
Emotionally, you seem to be fairly ready for marriage. You show strong signs of being a contender, and you've got what it takes to make the plunge. Maybe any hesitation is just a small case of the "jitters." In any case, for Mr. Right, it's practically a done deal. He's just waiting for the right moment, so sit back and let it happen.

Sexual Factors:
It appears that you have a number of sexually motivated reasons for avoiding marriage. Perhaps you view relationships as a series of unsolved mysteries, and you are not quite ready to turn in your badge and weapon. It's clear that the carefree single life can pose a strong attraction, but don't forget that the right person changes everything. When the day finally arrives that you're ready to say "case closed", just remember that Tickle told you so.

p/s: any comments peeps?? heheheeeee....

Tuesday, April 18, 2006


You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to be
You're frozen
When your heart's not open
You're so consumed with how much you get
You waste your time with hate and regret
You're broken
When your heart's not open
Mmmmmm, if I could melt your heart
Mmmmmm, we'd never be apart
Mmmmmm, give yourself to me
Mmmmmm, you hold the key
Now there's no point in placing the blame
And you should know I suffer the same
If I lose you
My heart will be broken
Love is a bird, she needs to fly
Let all the hurt inside of you die
You're frozen
When your heart's not open
Mmmmmm, if I could melt your heart
Mmmmmm, we'd never be apart
Mmmmmm, give yourself to me
Mmmmmm, you hold the key
You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to be
You're frozen
When your heart's not open
Mmmmmm, if I could melt your heart
Mmmmmm, we'd never be apart
Mmmmmm, give yourself to me
Mmmmmm, you hold the key
If I could melt your heart

Friday, April 14, 2006


me have a lot of dreams...not a day dreamer...but real i mention abt maself... ".. I was able to turn most of my dreams into reality and some are still waiting to become reality..." juz tt its a matter of time....dont b afraid to dream....we muz hav BIG DREAMS & DARE to DREAM....and of cos dreams muz b SMART....

  • S = specific
  • M = measurable
  • A = attainable
  • R = realistic
  • T = time

hmmm...well one of those dremas i have is to own a car...and my dream cars are like Ferrari, Porche, BMW and Mazda....

lets start wif Ferrari F430:

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Ferrari F430 is the successor of Ferrari Modena....its shape has been honed to generate special flows to increase downforce and improve cooling....outstanding performance and maximum driving pleasure...i'll op for the red one of cos..heh~

:::General Info:::
Price: $229,955
Main dimensions (L x W x H): 193 x 77 x 53 in (4,902 x 1,955 x 1346 mm)
Curb Weight: 3197 lbs
Layout: Mid-Engine/RWD
Transmission: 6-Speed Manual/5 Speed Auto

Type: V8
Displacement: 4308 cc
Horsepower: 490 bhp @ 8500 rpm
Torque: 343 lb-ft @ 5250 rpm
Redline: 8500 rpm

0-60 mph: 3.9 sec
0-100 mph: 9.2 sec
Top Speed: 196 mph
Miles Per Gallon: 10/17 mpg

next, introducing Porche 911 Carrera S :

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Porsche Carrera has a newly developed six-speed gearbox and a reworked chassis....which includes active suspension as standard in the S a 911 which is even more dynamic, clear, powerful and, at the same time ELEGANT~ but this one no red...but can be done~

:::General Info:::
Price: $79,100
Main dimensions (L x W x H): 175.6 x 71 x 51 in (4,460 x 1,803 x 1,295 mm)
Curb Weight: 3131 lbs
Layout: Rear-Engine/RWD
Transmission: 6-Speed Manual

Type: V6
Displacement: 3824 cc
Horsepower: 355 bhp @ 6600 rpm
Torque: 295 lb-ft @ 4600 rpm
Redline: 7300 rpm

0-60 mph: 4.7 sec
0-100 mph: 10.7 sec
Top Speed: 182 mph
Miles Per Gallon: 18/26 mpg

coming up my heartthrob...da BMW Z4:

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BMW Z4 is a 2-door, 2-passenger convertible sports car with long and sweeping hood...short front and rear overhangs...low and rearward seating...and soft top - a modern, athletic and assertive new design....sophisticated, full-featured sport roadsters....yeah baby yeah~

:::General Info:::
Price: $41,300
Main dimensions (L x W x H): 161 x 70 x 51 in (4,089 x 1,778 x 1295 mm)
Curb Weight: 3042 lbs
Layout: Front-Engine/RWD
Transmission: 6-Speed Manual/4 Speed Auto

Type: V6
Displacement: 2979 cc
Horsepower: 225 bhp @ 5900 rpm
Torque: 214 lb-ft @ 3500 rpm
Redline: 6000 rpm

0-60 mph: 5.6 sec
0-100 mph: 14.7 sec
Top Speed: 155 mph
Miles Per Gallon: 21/29 mpg

lastly...oh yes~ Mazda RX8:

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MazdaRX-8's unique freestyle four-door design...effectively demonstrating that a true sports car does not need to sacrifice space or convenience...with enough passenger room for four full-size adults and enough trunk space to fit luggage for a weekend or two full-size golf bags, soulful driving is no longer solely for the driver....RED!! I LOIKE~

:::General Info:::
Price: $26,875
Main dimensions (L x W x H): 174 x 70 x 53 in (4,419 x 1,778 x 1,346 mm)
Curb Weight: 3029 lbs
Layout: Front-Engine/RWD
Transmission: 6-Speed Manual/5 Speed Auto

Type: Renesis 2-Chamber
Displacement: 1308 cc
Horsepower: 238 bhp @ 8500 rpm
Torque: 160 lb-ft @ 5500 rpm
Redline: 9000 rpm

0-60 mph: 5.8 sec
0-100 mph: 15.9 sec
Top Speed: 155 mph
Miles Per Gallon: 18/24 mpg

so which one do u think suits me da best?? but den fer a start i go fer Mazda RX3....

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Nice?? hehee....well i have da strong believe tt i'll own one...and again its juz a matter of time n $$$ heh~

so take note of tis... "Never Laughs At Anyone's Dreams...People Who Don't Dreams Don't Have Much..."

there's another thing tt involves time but not money....instead PATIENCE...and wil this patient yield delicious fruits? i don hav da answers...anyway patient is its also a matter of HEART...was like dicussing da matter wif my gerls tt nyte....n til today i'm stil waiting...many things tt i wld like to clear...clear da juz waiting fer da day....

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"...You want the best & will often wait forever for the right lover...and to you money & love do go together..."

TV & more TV...

considered i'm bored rite here i am adding more entries fer da day...hmm wld like to talk abt tv programmes.....well watched AI5 ytdy...Ace Young was one of da bottom 3...kinda sad at first...but heng ah~~ instead Bucky was out....Ace u better sings da rite song next week....i was like surfin fer his best pic...n i FOUND ONE!! not wif his long hair...a very clean cut...hensem!! i loike~~

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look at his BOD~~ uummm...heh!

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oh my mum's long lost fav spanish drama returns....Gaby, Hanya Kau many conspiracy...but both da actors & actresses in da drama not bad looking....even if i miss many episodes..i can still catch da story..u noe y? cos ibuk very good in providing synopsis...short n simple...hahaaaa...btw i find Gaby very a Doll...

another full of conspiracy & complications..heart pain, can i miss FAV!!! well sad to say last monday Dwi died....actually knew da ending...Irfan n Dia wil b 2gether to grant Dwi's last wish....Fifi, me feel like killing her but her act is good thou....definitely she's da best actress in this drama... btw Dia,Eka & Dwi wil b coming to spore...wil b here fer mother's day event...need to buy tix if wanna see them.....hmmm they shld do tt fer Ari tt time...hmph! not fair!
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i wanna watch tt japanese horror movie...the reincarnation~~ hmmm....

Birthday Updates!

oh yes~~ been like enjoying cleberating ma own birthday last week..til didnt get da chance to update...btw a picture worth a thousand words ryte? very da lazy to type much u see...anyway here goes...

4th April, Tuesday.........

Met Ida & Dayah fer dinner @ Eastz19...

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MAD bag from MAD chabo...hahahaaaa....thanks to Ida fer all da pics....

we took neoprints too... 2 of those tt i like among da rest....

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8th April, Saturday..........

Celebrate wif my very dearie ladies....though its quite late....we stayed late too...anyway thanks to zainab fer da ride...chey~ one day u'll b our chauffer can jay? hehe.... we had our dinner at Marina Square Pizza Hut and followed by coffee at Starbucks @ Suntec City....and of cos PICTURE TAKINGZZZZ!!!!!

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some cast away letter...hehe...Wid not wif us tt nyte...she went to KL...look at da prezies...hmmm i muz say i like da bag most!!! when do u gerls think i'm gonna play those bunga api? hmmmm.... tt belt cum long necklace nice too...THANK U SOOOO MUCHIES LADIES!!!
fer more pics can surf thru my fotopages ya? (am answering ur qns pseudochic? hehe...)

On top of all again....Thank you vely vely much peepzzzz!!!

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Gadis Melayu Memang Menawan =>

"...Siapa bilang gadis melayu tak menawan...tak menarik hati tiada memikat..."
"...Kalau lah memang tak mungkin aku tertarik...kalau lah sungguh tak mungkin aku kan jatuh..."
haiz...lagi2 Taufik yg nyanyi...
lembut nye...lemah gemalai suara~~~
love his moves too...

24th Birthday Me!!!


dah 24....
wat can i say...
nuthin much...
i received my 1st bday presie from my cuz....
Kak Zaza...
da best thing is tt there's a line says...
"..for liars,cheaters & wrong-doers..."
hmmm...wat is she trying to imply? hahaha....

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well as usual every sunday morning i give tuition...
rite aft tuition i quickly dash off...
meet my mum at da bus-stop n we both zoom to PLAZA SINGAPURA!!!
Y?? to meet ARI WIBOWO!!!
but of cos didnt get to b da 1st 100 pple...
pple came as early as 8am...
typical kiasu singaporean~~~~
nevertheless i managed to get maself quite near to da stage...
sweat like a pig thou....
but fer my ARI panas terik pun ku rasa dingin~~~ heh!
he's soooo good looking~~~ cakep banget deh~~ YUMMY!!

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anyway he's not using any lipstick~~ its natural color...
moist pink ya...
da reason is bcos he's not a SMOKER~~
ARI, if onli u cld sing a birthday song fer me~~~