Hepii 1st AnniversaryyYY!!

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY MY BLOGGIE!!!

hehehee...was reading all my "bygones"...den realise my 1st entry was on 30th May 2004...n tmr wil b exactly a yr...COOL~~

neway 2day i feel much betta..unlike yesterday...later gettin ready accompany my mum to 2 weddings...dua-dua kerja kawin kawan dia...gerenti nanti her frens tanye bila pulak my mum nak terima menantu...MENANTU ke HANTU?? heheee...

baguslah bagi mereka-mereka yg dah ketemu jodoh...ramaikan umat..lagikpun ia wajib bagi mereka yg mampu...nak ikutkan semua org memang mampu..sebab mas kawin skarang minimum $100...nak kasi lebih pun boleh~ tapi ape yg buat kita kata bukan senang nak kawin is bcos da hantaran n blanja...org skarang nak bangga-banggakan wang hantaran..sedangkan mas kawin tu yg penting..

tt day i followed farizan survey fer her wedding...sama-sama lah ikut2 do calculations..mak aiii~~ total 15 -16K fer her side jer...she told me so far she has 5K..hahaa..nak kawin ape tu? kesian member..stress..comin june dah 2yrs dia tunang...

aku ade suggestion...kenapa tak buat combine jemputan? kan budget..economical..mcm buat kat padang lapang...pasang kemah besar(eg. padang lapang sebelah blk aku nie jer..ade stage lagik..glamor kan~)..both jemputan buat kat situ..dah tu bila org nak salaman...buat lah 2 booth..place sign board..indicate on it "Mak bapak pengantin lelaki"/"Mak bapak pengantin perempuan"....kalau takut nanti dia dapat kurang ataupun lebih..jemput sama rata..both sides jemput 1000...end of da day nasib2 lah...

but den again...adeke parents yg boleh agree ngan suggestion aku nie?? seriously...kalu buat combine jemputan budget gileerrr....Awie ke..Erra Fazira ke or Ziana Zain pun kalah...neway memang pun diaorg dah kalah...hantaran diaorg ngan kita sporean gerls sikit lebih kurang sama..Awie kasi hantaran RM10 ribu convert to Sing dollars $5K..Erra dapat from Yusry RM22,222 (mcm golden chance)..convert to Sing dollars abt $10K..we spore gerls lagik mahal..

hmmm....since aku yg suggest kenapa tak aku buat dulu? heheee...tapikan ni mcm aku kena carik yg tinggal dekat2 sini lah...kalu dapat org Woodlands tak kan parents dia nak buat jemputan jauh dari rumah sendiri...heheeee...hmm..ade advantage n disadvantage nyer~~

boleh pulak melalut ke topic nie eh...Wak SENDUK betul aku nie~~ eh Nek SELAMPIT sounds betta~ hahahahaaaaa......Chaow!!

UpdatezzzZ

Wo..mann...been a busy weeks fer me lately..lots to update i guess..
hmm...where shld i start wif?? let's seeee....ok!

16th to 18th May...
had a 3 full day course at tanjong pagar...some self-development course i was sent to...was kinda shock to see tt da class had onli 3 ladies (n tt include me)..at 1st ingatkan dah masuk salah class..but saw da room number was right...n when i entered back again da trainer called my name...haizyoo..soo paisey~~ da room was packed wif pakcik2 n abg2 from CIA,ICA,SCDF,SPF...same goes to da other 2 ladies..onli mua from MOE...ish ish..on da 1st day of da course..gua takde kawan to go fer lunch..no one to miggle wif..malu lah nak hang-out wif da guys...but da 2nd n 3rd day..aarr...dah mesra gituuu..hahaaa...overall da course not bad lah..frankly its a very dry course..tapi kerana kehadiran pakcik2 n abg2 jokers tu semua...tak lah boring sangat...da trainer pun bleh tahan dia punye kaklar... heheeee

19th May...
Broadrick's Launching da ArtsFest....da skool was very very well decorated...full of balloons here n there...started da ceremony ard 9am by Mr Benson Puah da CEO of the Esplanade...this is one of da big n grand event fer broadrick tis yr...lots of performances,exhibitions,crafts stalls,etc...

21st May...
wow...kejam kelip dah seminggu Boy kawin..attend his wedding last sat wif Ida..saw many familiar faces there..yea da tp-reans who else~~ he nikah on friday nite 20.05.2005..nice number huh..


sweet couple rite~~ Indra Iskandar Syah & Norazlin...Semoga Kekal Hingga ke Akhir Hayat! InsyaAllah~~

23rd May...
supposed to hav our post morterm but too bad some cld not make it..so end up me,wid,hashim n razil chill out at Ambrosia...n den we proceed to marina square fer bowling...its been long since i bowl..had so much fun..oh ya fid bibir works at Ambrosia..hahaa..wat a coincidence...

guess tts all fer da past few days...am suppose to finish up my work review..but am now soooo DAMN FOOKIn LAZY...plus havin this diarrhea...shittin all day~~ lembek badan nie aku rasa...didnt get to meet up wif yan n noli...eeerrr SUCK-8-NYEr-PeYuuTTTTT!!! pprroott~ oopps..hahahaaaaa

MuMMy's DaY...&...BDS reunion CHALET

7th May 2005..Saturday:

Da Afternoon....

Had a MOTHER's DAY celebration at Vu's place..

Before we start..while waiting fer Aunty Sah n Uncle Tahir..we look thru all Vu's wedding pics..very very nice..especially those taken outdoors...very nice~~ i like da effect..hmm..feel like taking up photography..hehee..semua aku nak cuba..i saw tt day latest software by photostudio...ORIGINAL beb...mahal seyy..but i heard from Kak CT..Abg Sani ade..hmmm can borrow den...Vu n Airon went to da AIM awards last saturday (30th April)...damn u Airon!! he took pics wif Anuar Zain n Ning Baizura!!! my god~~ Anuar sooooo HANDSOME!!! n Ning sooo pretty~~ her face sooo FLAWLESS...

And so we had a lil doa slamat..cut cake ceremony..buffet lunch..followed by givin away the presies to all our mothers... a fun n great celebration...tak habis2 ketawa aje..siapa lagik jokers dia kalu bukan Airon n Fir..full of laughter n happy tears..aaawww~~~~


A fruity heart shaped cake~~ yummy..ice-cream cake from SWENSONS...


***Da MOTHERS***


And we in da picture

Wat a great afternoon...left da place ard 5 plus...time fer me to ZOOM myself to changi fer da chalet...

Da evening...


So tis is how our chalet looks like...scary??? nah~~

not many pple were ard when i reached..our gerls was juz Noli..Zana accompany Sunny to see doctor...n fer da guys..Hashim,Nazri,Effendi n Hanafi were there...its a surprise to see Cikgu Aisyah managed to drop by...she hardly recognise me..but after i mentioned my FULL name..she said "oh ya...Tuty yg terkenal dengan rambut panjang awak tu kan?~~" hahahaaa...yea cikgu..me da Rupanzel..juz tt my hair is not GOLD...kalu gold kan bagus...AKU KAYA!!! tak payah keje..pajak aje rambut nyahahahaaaa~~~

poor Cikgu Aisyah..blum ade ape2 yg siap masa dia datang..BBQ pun blum start...so she helped me n Noli at da kitchen...da best part..me offered Cikgu coffee...thought wanna make her one but den i realised our dear Zana didnt brought her 3 in 1 coffee sachet...hahaa...Malu ge-gerl~


+*+* zana, Cikgu Aisyah. me & noli *+*+

Ard 7 plus...pple starts to come...Wid n Yan lost their way..hehee...anyway not bad sambutan nyer...we estimated abt 20 coming...Alhamdulillah almost 40 came by...aku pulak kena panggil "mak pengantin" hahaaa...


one of da grp photo tt we had fer tt nyte

Wat a lovely time wif all those who came by...great chats..updates abt one another...a refreshing and nostalgic... Cikgu Aisyah herself encouraged us to have more events in da future...

pple were stil ard til midnite...we later den watch some scary movies..Hashim brought da vcds...not soo scary lah..funny lagik ade..especially tt MOMOK story..ade ke pocong boleh langgar pokok? hahaa...lepaks! den followed by a thailand movie..not bad lah~

Me, Zana, Sunny, Wid, Hashim, Effendi n gf were few tt overnite...Razil was da last one left tt nyte...Tahir n frens slept in da van...we slept ard 5am...i cant really sleep...tydo2 ayam...hehee..

8th May 2005....Sunday:

on sunday morning hujan..tak berhenti til afternoon...so we didnt wake up fer breakfast...but we did hav BRANCH..hehee..Me, Zana n Wid panas2 kan da food...end up left wif da 5 of us in da chalet...da guys were onli Sunny n Hashim..

after branch...we played some card games...Hashim sempat pegi tempat keje dia to take up some pizzas..



and so we ate again...hahaa...and played card games again...get to sabo each other...hahaaa...FUN!! although onli 5 of us...but we had a soo much fun..so called "quality time"...we decided to check out ard 6...while waiting fer da officer..we explore da OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL..juz behind our chalet...


++ Da OLD changi hospital ++

it was Wid's idea...and so da FAMOUS 5 pun pegi lah..senja2 pulak tu..kinda dark inside...scary~~ adelah bunyi2 yg tak mengenakkan..aku ade bau ubat-ubatan...they all were teasing me wif da HEELS n LONG SKIRT...kalau ade anjing nanti aku lah da last one lari..but hey..it was an ACHIEVEMENT fer me to climb up n down those stairs wif heels ok~~ dan biasalah kasut aku paling memekak bila turun tangga dlm hospital tu....


{{ we somewhere ard da hospital area }}

i don dare to take any pics in da building itself cos afraid nanti ade ape2 yg jelma...and so we spent almost an hour exploring da building...penat~~berpeluh2..da officer came ard 7...and Tahir came fetch us to send us HOME...

b4 we left...last picture fer da SUNDAY...

To my Committees..Zana, Wid, Noli & Hashim...thanks fer being so supportive in making this reunion happened...da whole week from 2nd may..we had been so busily planning on da arrangements..kind of hard to meet up but we manage to settle everything via email n sms...and wow..great job peps..juz within a week..hehee...berbaloi jugak lah usaha kita... And fer tt I'm looking forward fer our POST MORTERM n feedback..hehee..our next meetin..in 2 weeks time or perhaps end of tis mth..wil wait til our dear NOLI comes back from LONDON...

Wat a weekends...great way to de-stress from WORK...heheee...

p/s: i'll attached a picture gallery soon..so check it out ya..I'm using "imagestation"...its cool..slideshows..check out more happening pictures..

Labour Day Baby....

We received a call ard 11 plus...me was watching tv..Bik Nia called..Aunt Ct has given birth to a baby BOY!! hehee..

so after zohor..ma family n me we went down to KK hospital...its been long since i visit someone in KK..hehee..



he's soooo cute...Uncle Hosni cant decide which name to choose..either Muhd Zul Izzat or Muhd Zul Dani...well me prefer the 2nd one...

well this is Uncle Hosni's (my dad's youngest brother) 4th child...hehee..slamatz lah cle..banyakkan keje overtime ye..hehee...

tiRING wEEk!!!

Since Monday i wake up at 5am..have to be in skool by 6.30am..so 2 papers dah settle..left wif pure chem n pure bio...kepala otak tak pikir lain..sharp..on the dot..pukul 4 aku blah...tak kuasa nak lama2..

At last i received my BODYSHOP membership card..dah complain baru nak kalam kabut..hehee..standard~ me typical singaporean..bukan skali aku complain...tapi 3 kali..hahaaa..RAS'in Lu~ jgn main2 sama gue..maka'in laku'in kerjak itu biar bener~~~

ida msg me said tt she too received invitation card from BOY..cool~~ can go 2gether2... but probably if her fiancee not werkin..he'll tag along..alermek..org nak bawak tunang pulak..abih aku?heheee...takpe..nanti aku carik juz fer tt day..hahaa bleh gituk~

Wanna relief STRESS so took some uncencored self pics wif ma hp panasonic X400...location..where else..in ma room lor~ hehee...

amcamz?? mcm2 style aku buat ngan "mahkota" ku..heheee..

hmm..time really flies...upcoming events..BDS reunion chalet at Netheravon terrace Aloha changi on da 7th may...n on da 8th may is MOTHERS's day...wil be havin da celebration at Vu's place...kauzz...dunnoe wat to buy fer all da mothers...DUIT..FULUS..CIAN...$$$ hahaaa...
alah~ duit bleh di cari~

currently ma fav songs r LONELY NO MORE by rob thomas n GIRL by destiny's child...these songs keep on playin in my brain...n I LOIKE~~

GIRL

[Beyonce]
Take a minute girl, come sit down
And tell us what's been happening
In your face I can see the pain
Don't you try to convince us that you're happy (yeah)
We've seen this all before
But he's taking advantage of your passion
Because we've come too far
For you to feel alone
You don't let him walk over your heart
I'm telling you
[chorus]
Girl, I can tell you've been crying
And you needing somebody to talk to
Girl, I can tell he's been lying
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl, you don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't know that we love ya
[Kelly]
See, what y'all don't know about him
Is I can't let him go because he needs me
It ain't really him, it's stress from his job
And I ain't making it easy
I know you see him bugging on me sometimes
But I know he be tired, he don't mean it
It gets hard sometimes
But I need my man
I don't think y'all understand
I'm telling you
[chorus 2x]
Girl, I can tell you've been crying
And you needing somebody to talk to
Girl, I can tell he's been lying
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl, you don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't know that we love ya
[Michelle]
Girl, take a good look at yourself
He got you going through hell
We ain't never seen ya down like this
What you mean, you don't need us to help
We known each other too well
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Yeah
[chorus 2x]
Girl, I can tell you've been crying
And you needing somebody to talk to
Girl, I can tell he's been lying
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl, you don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't know that we love ya

(specially dedicate this to all ma girls...esp to u NURLI...WE LOVE YA~)

Busy..Busy..Busy..did i said busy?

Well basically tis week is a busy week fer me..tis week all da science labs r closed..we r preparing fer da o level mid yr prac..Monday did da shiftin of apparatus/items from one lab to another..Tues n wed preparing da chemicals fer sc/chem..n today set up fer pure physics..tmr wil start fer da pure chem..busy busy busy week..

Last sat (16th April) met kak shahada @ city hall burger king..juz wanna pass me a bday gift..hehee..den later on went to parkway parade to meet my sec skool frens..hmm..another complication..kind of weird, uncomfortable..guess its my fault..shld hav listen..I had promise tt such situation wld not happen again..NEVER..dunnoe wat to do..dunnoe how to mend it..guess juz let da time heal all wounds..nature takes its course..cant force if da individuals don want to..

this from kak shahada..she n her awesome packaging..

from Zu..pierre cardin coin pouch..nice~ butterflies i LOIKE~

wat else to update eh?? Hmmm..let me seeeeee..oh yes..on da Sunday ie. 17th april..went out wif da whole family..we went to tamp pizza hut fer lunch..me treat my family as April is da mth of my bday cum my parents 24th anniversary..no pics taken..fergot to bring my digi..damn!! but its alrite..its permanently saved in my head..brain n the vessels..hahahaaa..

heard tt huda was sick…so ma sis went to visit her wif shida..

They r sooo cuteee APPLEkin!!!!

And they r sooo sweeettt STRAWBERRYkin!!!

last minute plan..met yan n jnab on tues..after werk..we chill at bugis coffee bean..da motive was to meet noli..plan to cheer her...but too bad she cant make it..well guess she’s not in da mood..its ok there is next time..hmm is it? Well maybe not sure..cos heard tt she’s leavin fer London next week…not confirm tho’......

oh yes..how can I ferget abt tis..received an invitation card from BOY (indra iskandar shah)..pink color somemore..sooo sweet..his big day on 21st may,sat..nazri bds fren getting married too..in august but yet to receive card from him..hmmm am I invited? Marly from bwps too..heard from erni in September..wow..tu hari musim frens tunang..nie ber-rumah ber-tangga pulak..heheee..happy fer all of u peps..Moga2 kekal hendaknye…

juz cant get enuff of huda..here more pics of her.......

anyway while bloggin..me listening to a song titled CINTA by melly goeslaw feat krisdayanti..very nice song..very meaningfull..i lurve this song..sesuai untuk UMUM..hehee

Melly: Menapak jalan yg menjauh

tentukan arah yg ku mau

tempatkan aku pada satu peristiwa

yg membuat hati lara

KD: Didekat engkau aku tenang

sendu matamu penuh tanya

misteri hidup akankah menghilang

dan bahagia diakhir cerita

Melly: Cinta tegarkan hatiku

tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau

naluriku berkata

tak ingin terulang lagi

kehilangan cinta hati

bagai raga tak bernyawa

KD: Aku junjung petuahmu

cintai dia yg mencintaiku

hatinya luluh belaian kini telah menepi

bukankah hidup kita akhirnya harus bahagia

*THE END*

fEASt n prESIEzzz..

Met my sec frens on Thurs, 7th April...had dinner at Seoul Garden...wat a SCRUMPTIOUS dinner...


busily cooking~~ yum yum~~


Your SMILE makes me SMILE


JNab wats tt? Is it a bird?or is it a plane?NOO..its flying marinated chicKEN!!


yak yak yak...hahaa..mcm makcik2 KPO


this is COOL~~ distorted Nurlie..btw fadzuli a primary skool fren joined us..a torn among da roses fer tt day..

Had a great nyte wif u gurls...meet u gurls again soon...

Time fer a snapshots of presiezzz....


these r from my skool boys..hahahaa..its been long since i received a musical box..sooo romantic ryte~~ n they really touched me..POOH jewellery compartment!!hav to blanja dem one day..



mcm hantaran pulak..heheee..tis is from a colleague..nice ryte~~


Ok jay..tis one like i said..u noe i noe..public don hav to noe..hehee..very da ethnic..I LOIKE!~~


I LOIKE tis toooo...yan u really can read my mind huh? great minds think alike..

On top of all this...THANK YOU THANK YOU SOOOO MUCHIESS TO U PPLE... tanpa anda semua..siapa lah saya~~~

hAPi BurFdaY ME!!

Allah selamat kan kamu..
Allah selamat kan kamu..
Allah selamat kan Tuty Alawiyah..
Allah selamat kan kamu..

Happy birthday to u..
Happy birthday to u..
Happy birthday to Tuty Alawiyah..
Happy birthday to u..

Selamat hari jadi..
Selamat hari jadi..
Selamat hari jadi Tuty Alawiyah..
Selamat hari jadi..

hehee...nyanyi utk diri sendiri pun ok jugak pe..

Tanggal 2 haribulan April 1982..bersamaan dengan 8 Jamadil Akhir 1403..Lahirlah seorang insan yang diberi nama Tuty Alawiyah bte Ahmad...

Hari ini..mengikut kiraan..genaplah umurku 23 tahun..selama 23 tahun telah ku diperlihatkan dunia..apakah yang akan terjadi di dalam perjalanan hidupku ini seterusnya? tiada siapa yang tahu..tulisan tertera di azali..InsyaAllah tercatitnya perkara-perkara yang baik..moga-moga perjalanan hidupku tenang..aman..bahagia dan sentosa...

Terima kasih Ayah...terima kasih Ibu..tanpa kamu berdua..tiadalah aku di dalam dunia ini..tiadalah aku dapat melihat dunia yang fana ini..

Semoga usiaku dipanjangkan..agar dapat aku isi diriku dengan ilmu yang diberkati...semoga senantiasa melakukan amalan-amalan yang baik..di permurahkan rezeki..dan bahagia selalu hendaknye...InsyaAllah...Amin amin ya rabbal a'lamin....

ALlahumma ikhtim lana bi husnil khaatimah
wa la takhtim 'alaina bi suu'il khatimah.

p/s: hmmm...mudah-mudahan aku dapat jodoh yg baik2~~ heheee...
and Thanks gals n guys fer all those wonderful wishes...

My BaBy U~~ AIBI~~

front view...

side view...

At last i own one...woo hoo!!

i think the next one wld b a treadmill?? hahaaa..nak jadikan rumah aku nie mcm gym centre...COOL~~

it came ard 7pm yesterday, monday..guess wat..the whole family were like soooo ambitious...esp my dad..hahahaa..ride like as if never ride b4..poor mum..she's short..hard fer her to climb up the air bike..n den baru buat sikit jer dah complain butt sakit~~heheee..ibu ibu~~kata nak kurus..

well me tried too of cos...cycled fer 10km..had burn 550 calories...hahaha..ya ya..lepas tu makan keropok..amcam nak kurus~~

Well...welcome to the Ahmad's family AIBI air bike!!! n be prepared for these GIANTS to ride on u..let us practice a HEALTHY LIFE STYLE...bersenam lah anda sebelum anda di senamkan..hahahaa...ape sajek!! takde kena mengena...

PeNAt tApI SYIOK~~

aduh hai~~
sakit seluruh tubuh aku nie...mata aku pun naik penat "renovate" ini blog...dari semlm ie good friday aku online...sampai ini hari...da 2 whole days aku mengadap ini benda yg tak bawak hasil...hahahaaa...tapi syiok jugak..kinda addicted...but still blum puas hati lagik...aku tak bleh hide tu comments...so experts peeps who read tis pls pls pls help me...guide me...n i also wanna noe how to add tt tagboard n music n pics...pls help tis dummy here...hehehe...

havin bodyache n its every where aching...i'm suppose to type out the layout of coming mid yr o level prac n lower sec prac test...but instead of doin those important ones..i did this...cant believed it...cant resist it either...hahahaaaa....

so amcam gang?? ok tak?? need comments...hahahaaa....ah jay..kau nak sangat kan aku update...so i've granted ur wish...hehehee....


cute tak?? nie testing jek...

MengHiTunG hARi

Sayang
Ku menghitung hari dengan debaran dihati
Saat-saat berjauhan teramat menyiksakan

Sayang
Sejak engkau pergi waktu seakan terhenti
Dalam rinduku bisikkan lagi namamu

Belum pernah ku alami keresahan yang begini
Siang malamku bagai tiada berbeza
Dalam hatiku bertanya apa kau juga gelisah
Menghitung hari untuk segera kembali

Sayang
Dalam perpisahan terlalu banyak godaan
Demi kejujuran ini tidak ku hiraukan

Sayang
Bila kesunyian ku diburu kebimbangan
Apakah aku berdosa merasa curiga

Al-KiSah..taib~

So tiring today...sooo much work to do...plus me got eye infection..standard..never change my contact lenses..heheee.. dengan mata cojack nie aku singgah rumah mak..amik daging korban..hai..biasalah..dah sampai rumah mak malas pulak nak balik..but heng ah..peen ade rumah..n he's goin out meetin his frens at bugis..so he drive me home..poor peen..next wed he'll b hospitalise..doc said a tumor grows in his left side gums..but its benign..hopefully he'll b alrite..macam2 lah anak kesayangan ibu cik nie..heheee...

Haisyh..risau betul lah..salah aku jugak suruh dia reply dengan tulis surat..macam lah dia ade masa..nak email aku je payah.."yerlah sapelah kita nie kan..." eee aku benci kalau org gunakan this line..tapi skarang aku sendiri gunakan..hahaaa...yerlah aku nie kan bukannye org terpenting dalam hidup dia..tapi tu semua aku tak kisah..yg aku kisah dan risaukan..dia dapat ke tidak tu postage? gambar aku ade kat dalam!!! bukan 1 tapi 3 beb!!! haisyh...kalaulah tu postage tak sampai kat tangan dia..sape pulak lah yg terima agaknye...surat cinta n bday card aku tak kisah kalau hilang..tapi gambar BETA!!! oh tak rela daku~ oh~

suspen betul lah...brape lama actually postage tu bleh sampai eh? 1 wk? 2 wks? nie dah 2 mths..dia dapat ke tidak? aku rasa macam nak cekik2 je batang leher dia..takde initiative lah..slalu macam nie tau..mesti diketuk baru nak bersuara...ataupun aku try email dia tanye if he receives it? eh..susahnye jantan satu nie lah..eeee..blum jadi boyfren aku..dah cekik darah..kalau dah jadi amcamz? Mampoi lah aku nanti..kurus kering..tak perlu exercise aku bleh lose weight easily...eee..geram..geramnye aku kat kau Syafuan..eeee...

:*:*Geram jgn engkau geram..geram geram..*:*:

Nie kisah jantan lagik satu..entah ape kena lah...tiba2 je somewhere last week dia msg aku..almost midnite..dah brape lama tak sms..berbual jauh skali..tiba2 aje muncul..takde angin takde ribut dia msg aku.."Sorry to disturb you..I miss You..Good nyte"...nie ape case pulak nie...ngigau ke sasau? nie mestilah 'collection' dah berkurangan ataupun 'collection' semua dah dikebas org...

abih aku nie ape? parking lot? port? harbour front sound betta...heheee..eh PUHLEASE..no way...aku pun reply dia tanye wassup..dia kata "saje je..just wanna let u know tt i miss u..who knows there is no tmr for me.." Yek eleh...feeling pulak dia..mat kental bolaichi..jiwangz buah ladung ah dekni..Apo kono eh Jang~hahahahaaaa...

aku pun malas lah nak tanye panjang2..pasal aku tahu mesti nak luah kan perasaan lah tu..jelak aku dengar..si pompuan nie yg dia suka..kawan dia pun suka lah..so he gives way lah..ade pompuan nie dia suka dah dilamar..ade yg dah jadi tunang org tapi rupanye ade hati kat dia..tak bilang early2..dan dia pun suka kan pompuan tu tapi tak bersuara..(ape guna jadi jantan?) blah blah blah...feeling reserved lagik lah...biar semua terlepas...entah betul entah tidak semua crita2 nie..wallah waklam..sebab sorang pun pompuan yg dia crita tu aku tak kenal..onli Ida yg aku tahu associated dgn dia...

ha..nie Ida dah nak tunang tak lama lagik..tak sedih ke cik abg oooiii...adeke dia kata by the time aku 27..kalau aku masih single..dia nak ehem2...ehem2 waklu!! juz bcos i ever told him tt i wld prefer to settle down at age bet 27-30..and juz bcos he knew my dad n they at times bebual kat bawah blk..kirakan line clear kepe...life aint tt easy lah brader~ ape aku nie last resort kepe...boleh blah ah~ don c me no up..don make my blood go up stairs..wat makes he think i'll accept him? gua cakap sama lu Fuad...lu relek suah~

oh yes..according to him..his bday is coming..27th ke 28th gitu..wateva..abih suruh aku blanja..tak tahu malu sey..alah terus terang aje lah..kau sebenarnye nak ajak aku dating..ape..tu pun perlu reserved ke?

Nas Rudy..alamak..nie mamat aku dah salah kasi signal agaknye..lain macam je lately dekni..sie mamat nie pulak kena tinggal ngan gerlfren dia..actually tt gerl n him takde ape2..but he treats her special..they are not officially 2gether..hmm..but somehow the gerl suddenly starts to ignore him..never reply his msg n calls...so understand understood lah kan..dekni pun tangkap sedih jugak..

niat aku cuma nak motivate je..tapi entah eh..dekni mula msg aku siang mlm pagi petang..tanye dah makan ke blum..hows ur day..naik rimas aku..lain macam lah..ke aku nie yg perasan tak? tapi kata org kalau seseorg tu keep on msg-in..tu ada makna tu~ Eeerrr...goosebumps kejap..heheee..alamak Nas..jgnlah kau pikir lain..kita mutual frens je..mentang2 aku tahu kisah kau..tak kan kau feelin ngan aku pulak kan..aisey bedah~ susah lah hidup akak nie macam...hehehee

Tapikan..since Syafuan takde nie..ok jugak ape kalau aku flirt? heheee...alah untuk mengisi kekosongan yg ade..heheheee..ok pe..lagik pun Syafuan ade pesan yg kalau aku nak notty sikit2 je...hmm sikit lah nie kan? hahahaaaa c"p) hey...options stil open...i'm stil free like a bird..free WOMAN~

aSMaRa

Sendiri..
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Asmara...
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p/s: my al time fav song by novia kolopaking....neway sorry jnab..tot tt was yan..heheee

anoTHer cosy sUNdaY...

Yeah I’m back..but I might b disappear again? Hahaaa..well hav no idea who posted in a comment there..guess muz b yan..heheee..

Entah ape kena lah aku nie hari..wake up sooo early in the morning..after solat subuh..i cant sleep...its SUNDAY fer god sake!! Oh wat the hell…nuthin much to do besides doin house chores later...

Anyway yesterday me whole family went to gramma’s plc..ade doa slamat sikit cos both my beloved aunts akan berangkat ke tanah suci mekkah on this coming Wednesday 12th jan..as usual we cuzzins gathered..Vu is back from her honeymoon..lucky her she went to bali instead of Maldives..Vu senyum memanjang..pengatin barulah katakan..hahaa…kitaorg pun ape lagik..attack!! luckily ahmad not ard..hahaaa..Vu so excited abt the baby bonus..$$$ sape tak nak..hahahaa..lagik2 sie mak buyung kak ct kita explained to her..and there she started her calculations..hahaaa lepakzzz!! Georgie (airon) and aiman not ard yesterday..so tak gempak sangat ah..especially georgie..our best joker
hehee..so our hunks abg sani n peen(firdhaus) for the day..we watched that soccer match between Singapore and Indonesia..Singapore won 3-1..as usual Singapore is so complacent..Indonesia manage to score the very last minute before the game ended…2nd league on 16th jan at kallang stadium..Singapore better win..

Khir will b ard either late February or by 1st march..InsyaAllah..hehee..huda gonna hav a brother soon!! N me gonna hav a nephew soon!! Best nyer~~ huda is soooo cute yesterday...her straight fringe..her eyes squint when she salam n she put on weight..she looks betta now..her 2nd birthday is coming..18th jan..hmm..wat to get her…hmmm..

Brad Pitt and Jenifer Aniston at last separated..wOO hOO!! my Brad is single now...wait fer me Brad..i'm coming to get u..heheee..

Oklah…selamat pagi singapura dah start…hehehe…seldom catch the show..anyway hungry ah..wanna eat breakfast…my mum goreng roti telur…hehe yum yum..jemput makan~

THe return oF ME

Bismillahirahmanirahim…hehehe

How time really flies…n yes the return of me here writing a blog..requested by many?hehe..not exactly lah..anyway Happy New Year!! I hope its not too late rite? Its betta late than never~ c”p)

Bagus jugak skola dah bukak…if not I’m so bored in skool..nuthin to do..shake leg..eat snake..makan gaji buta..sit ard..chit chat tak habis2..banyak duduk..makan..eeeEEeerrggh~ I hate skool hols..me gain weight!! Butt gets wider..DAMN..but hey..bonus 2004 gerek siol~hahaha..gerek pun gerek jugak…blanja pun blanja jugak…hahahahaa..then plus wif ERS..tak ke lumayan tu~hehehe…

Met Ida n Dayah on Xmas eve..Guess wat..Ida getting engage soon..so tts the good news she wanna tell us tt day..date dah fix..on 20th February 05..hehehe..we were so excited..tt day we went survey2 fer her engagement ring..oh my..she’s next after Dayah’s somewhere in august(2004)...berjangkit kepe..tinggal lah aku sorang in this grp..pressure beb..hehe nolah~speaking of which..Hilmi(bds) getting engage too this 9th January 05..my dear Vu dah slamat diijabkabulkan dgn Syed Ahmad(nama bapak aku nie..hehe)on 25th Nov 04..semoga kekal ke akhir hayat InsyaAllah…

Hmm..talking abt Vu’s wedding..Vu kan budak teater..so of cos ramai lah celebrities suria yg ade..so ade chance lah me cuci2 mata hehee..Fadly Awalludin came down..hehehe..he’s wif Norseha Sani..they came 2gether..pakai sepasang lagik..cute..but wateva it is..Fadly was there!! Haiz~macam nak peluk jek..he’s sooo charming..tall..dark..handsome..haiz~tergugat jugak iman aku..hahahaa…tengokkan Fadly teringat pulak me kat Syafuan..hehehe…bleh gitu eh ;)

Met my sec skool frens on new year’s eve..been quite sometime we didn’t meet up..as usual we went shopping..then we had dinner at swensons..had a great time..plan to meet up wif my poly frens too b4 yr ends..but it was cancelled..

Tapi akhirnya tahun 2004 bukan lah sesuatu yg kita semua duga...yea I’m talking abt tt tsunami tragedy..hanya sebak saja yg dapat kita sama2 rasa..inilah dia tanda2 kecil hari khiamat..Namun demikian aku tetap bersyukur kerana tuhan masih mahu memanjangkan umurku serta umur orang2 yg aku sayang..InsyaAllah..mudah-mudahan tuhan mencucuri rahmat keatas roh mereka2 terutama saudara se-Islam kita..InsyaAllah..Amin Amin Yarabbal A’lamin..Al-Fatihah…

3 monTHs LONG?!

Wow!! its eactly 3 mths i didnt update this blog..gosh..wat hav i done fer tis 3 mths? lots of things happened..happy ones, sweet ones, sad ones..indescribeable,unexplainable,pretty awesome though but at d same time heart pain too lah..hehehee..haiz~

Anyway despite of all tt..i shld say "I WILL SURVIVE" ~I've got all my life to live n I've got all my love to give~ yeah!! shld i note it in here wats wrong wif me lately? or wat happend actually? nah~ i don think its appropriate to enclose it here yet..meanwhile i'll juz take note in manual diary..hahahaa..

Gosh..i juz dunno how exactly i feel..happy? yes i am happy indeed surrounded wif my family,dear cuzzies,lovely n happening colleagues b it in school or in pruden..but still there is tis particular thing or shall i rather say a particular person tt keeps on haunting me..haiz~

Fancy..fantasized..tts wat i normally do..should i stop? HELP!!HELP!!

p/s:help me if u do read tis~

biCArA riNdu...

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bLow D CaNDleZ

Today is my Monsta Burfday…hahaha…19th birthday...19 my lucky number n her fav number (I noe why… :p) Well bought fer her a denim jacket…pheewww really cost me man…anyway no celebrations..as usual ayah baca doa slamat, small tahlil and its juz among us family members..my mum bake her fav cake..chocolate marble cake…my fav too!! Hehehe…wish her all the best in her 3rd yr, long life, stay jembu always..n keep on irritates me..cos I LIKE~ hahahaha…

Oh yah.. I didn’t went out last thurs cos kinda cloudy tat evening…instead me n adik went out on Friday…we went to CPF building at tampines..then window shopping at TM n CS..nothing interesting as usual..oh yes..met a fren n guess wat..he said I’m pretty lah hahaha…face sooo flawless..sempat buat sound effect SHING~hahaha..ape sajek!! Nice compliment… my greatest gratitudes to M.A.C hahaha…wat the hell..

So our next destination was to town…went to KFC far east fer lunch..followed by this boutique (cant remember wats the name) and there a denim jacket which caught her eyes..sooo feeling minah2 bike..the best part she wore it on the spot…hahaha…thought of watching Shrek2 but we have religious class that nyte..

Oh yes~ me bought something fer myslelf too..a digital camera..hehehe..had been longing fer this since last yr..thought of buying it last December.. too bad the money was used fer something else more important…On our way home..my cuz called n said that she’s coming down to my place (going fer religious class together wif us)..so waited fer her at orchard mrt...

Saturday..at home the whole day...clean the house,eat,watch tv,vcd,karaoke and when the nyte comes..we sleep…..ZzzzzZZzzzzZZzzzz

LazY @ hoMeY~

Hmm..has been skipping fer 2 days..fer Tues n Wed…so lets update..hmmm recall..recall..

Tuesday...working as usual..cant wait fer Wednesday as its public holiday..and after that I will be having or perhaps enjoying my annual leave..woo hoo..taking leave from thurs to next Monday..great isn’t it? So much things to settle actually..that’s the reason why I’m taking leave..and will be taking leave again in middle june..hahaha..still have 28days more..hmmm…

Oh yes..i met noli on Tuesday..it was a last minute plan..she sms me around 2 plus in the afternoon...asked me if I’ve bought presie fer zurina…so we met tat day..went down to town..browse into some accessories shops..noli was thinking to buy her a bracelet…found one..very elegant..black in color..suits her…later then we went to geylang hahaha…me looking fer a tudung and at the same time juz wanna kill the time coz noli is meeting rafi later on at 9plus at pasir ris..

Wednesday…it’s a holi-holiday(singing it in tat cheekygirls tune~)hahaha…watch tv all day..hahaha hmm.. not really actually..clearing my wardrobe with my sister..wow there were so many clothes tat we decided to discard and give them away..hehehe..more coming I guess..;) then later at nyte as usual I have religious class…

And fer today…Thursday…here I am writing a blogspot..guess maybe later I’m going out..looking fer my sis bday presie…shit~ I don’t know what to get her..k then better get ready now…perhaps going down to tampines..oh hell wat do they have there?aarrgghhh!!

P/s: at the same time..Chatting wif Diana on msn now…great to hear from her..World Peace!!

CrampzZz

Haisyh..What a day..Monday blues..had a terrible stomach cramp today..eerrghh!! cant stand this f***in crampzzz..was suppose to visit my colleague today..but..ergh~say no more…

Nothing much was done at work..was doing scanning all the way today..out of 8 hours..about 4 hours sitting in front of the computer and the rest..hehehe..ssshhh cannot tell ;)

Oh yeah..just finished emailing Boy.. I seriously believed that he’s one of the policeman in the crime watch advert last Saturday…well if its true..hahaha..he’s soooo chubby...can see he put on weight especially on his face..sooo obvious…Anyway had been seeing his clone everywhere I go lately…hmmm..is that a sign? Hahaha..what the hell…saw one in the bus on my way home today…looks like Boy from the side…but he’s a Chinese guy…

By the way..listening to Neng Nyno final mega perdana 2002 now..another Boy’s look alike..but Didi more good looking lah..listening to his voice now..aaaaaa..I’m melting..hahaha..oh Boy gonna kill me if I said this in front of him...don’t know why he just hate it when people said they look alike..hahaha..wateva~ Hmmm..kinda miss both of them..hope they are doing fine..best part..both are now in police (ns)hahaha…cant separate this “twins” hahaha…

Guess that’s that for today…Khalifah..khalifah..khalifah…ha..ha..ha.. c”,)