multi task

9.50am:
I'm in class right now. very sleepy. my eyes can't open. worst still have to stare the monitor. this course makes me face the screen 24/7. today's topic ADVANCED SPREADSHEET.
aarrgghh~ sleepy...hungry... yawn~

oh by the way, didn't knew that my lecturer is a malay. she looks like a chinese to me.
come to know about it when I signed my attendance. in kepo mode, browsing through the attendance and that's where I saw.... Trainer: Ms Sabrina Zainal... oh melayu....
C-Rai-Years-Ly... she don't look and sounds like one. k will side track again later heh~!

10.22am:
haha... ophelia what you doing early in the morning? you not working right~ yeah lets go get Jack Sparrow today babe! check the show time already? text me soon kay~
hmm next movie would be SHREK 3!!!
oh I brought the Qabil Khusry Qabil Igam today babe. Will pass it to ya later... sure thing kau melalak, emotionally disturbed!

10.35am:
oh Janz you another bummer. how syiok not working or schooling today. yeah babe me pun melalak giler~
having a break now. freezing cold in this IT lecture room. I'll be back in 20 mintues time.
TerrA!

10.57am:
I'm back in action pack! whey~ it's not that I don't pay attention to Ms Sabrina ok, but she's going through some basic skills which I'm familiar with c"p)
pseudochic, you another bummer peeping here eh... hehe. you wanna know about Anggun Seminar that I went to? It's about body & health management babe. how to keep your body fit, and not like YO-YO. the secret is YOU MUST EAT! hehe... kay will elaborate more when I see ya...
Lesson starts!

12.35pm t0 1.45pm :
out for lunch!!!

2.24pm:
confirmed with ophelia the time & venue to catch Pirates. c ya later babe~
noted - tampines century square, 6.30pm show time...
I'll zoom there once I'm done,
latest by 6.15pm....

2.50pm:
BWUEK~!
I'm having this oats & honey crunchy bar... yum yum, jemput~
anyway, sheesh.. I'm having cramps today, 1st day lah...
just remember that I didn't pin up the entry on my colleagues farewell dinner, last last friday.
hmmm....

3.00pm:
*yawn*.... continue with the assignments given....
poor thing Mr Tan who sits across me. he lost his voice and so when he speaks he sounds like a BAPOK! haha... so please DON'T SPEAK~ I know what you're saying~ so please stop explaining~ don't tell me cause it hurts~....opps!
k back to study...

5.03pm:
gosh its 5pm already... and yet we have not finish...
kay I shall end here.....
see ya peepz! take care~

new watch

oh baby~

can't wait to own you.

come to mama.

nice ey!

DKNY Women's Brown Mesh Strap Watch

and I'm watching Pirates of Carribean today~

woo hoo!

oh my darling Jack Sparrow,

I'm coming to rescue you...

c"p)

//Updates//

as you can see the entry title. heh~ well not only I need to find the time, but also mood you see.okay let's start with my sis went to the country down under. organizing a conference for MOTOROLA... Hello Moto~ she came back last saturday. and of course Ibu & me were in tears *sooOo swwweeeTtt* Ayah too, but he controlled *hah~ ego!* hihi....





she gain weight?! hehe... chubby is cute DeQ~
these are selective pictures I edited:


aaAAaawWWw~ we miss you too *sob*sob*


here comes the bus....


finding Nemo... Nemo is in Sydney not Perth dear~ try again!


I have no idea where and what this is, but love the picture.


to the ..... hotel ey!


she bought me a dress. from dotti... nice~ love it......

hehe... ok enough of this aussie thingy. wanna view more as usual click to where? you should know where =) okay~ another update story...... had a sisterly hang out with both DeQ and Janz last thursday, the vesak day. kind of a belated birthday outing for me especially from Janz *wink*. had indian cuisine, very full feeling. never tasted briyani dam. hmmm oklah, to me the taste is like normal briyani, so what's the diff? we drop by SGH, as our dear Aunt was admitted the day before. later then, we chilled at Gloria's Jeans. and yeah Janz, I agree with you, what a bitching session we had hehe~ no! we'll never stop talking.....


snappy snappy SNAP!!!


I love this too Janz~ Cool huh....

lastly,

thanks Janz~ I love you even MORE!!!

.:. can't wait .:.

DeQ coming back tomorrow night.
we all miss her.
can't wait to fetch her.

meeting my beauteous this coming monday for dinner.
miss them, can't wait.

can't wait going back to school.
studious, bookish, bookworm and busy.

can't wait to watch Pirates of Caribbean.
At World's End.
Johny Depp the beau.

off she goes to PERTH

yesterday night we sent her. flight at 1.20am. checked in at 12am.

miss her already!!! alhamdulillah, she reached her destination safe and sound.

she message me this morning at 6.50am. take care DeQ~

this afternoon went to tan tock seng hospital with ayah and ibu. visit wak wadi.

sudden stroke and coma attacked. according to doctor, its critical.

nothing much can be done. it's all matter of time.

kita hanya dapat doakan yang terbaik untuknya. dan redha.

best shots

natural, candid, best shots and edit.
taken on Mother's day last sunday.

view more? visit my multiply page ayte... do place some comments. thanks!

=)

7th month in 2007

number seven "7". I guess its a lucky number for this year. I just notice that July is also known as the BONUS month for us the civil servants. money will be credit into my account - begining of the month and mid too... wow~~ weeEEeee!!! ching~ ching~

my parents had received the letter from the CPF board (GST offset). already done for them through online minutes ago. but where's mine & adeq's? hmmm..... probably today. later. if not......... aku memberontak~~!!!! hehe....

and July would be a Nasi Minyak Feast for me. noted, practically every weekends I have a wedding/engagement to attend....

currently I have been watching this malay drama - without miss! considering hunky Fahrin Ahmad the main cast, charming guy. tall... dark... handsome...haiz~~~ and so the theme song has been like playing & stuck in my brain. very old school, classic song. by an indonesian singer, DWEN his name. very schmaltzy, sentimental & emotional song. the lyrics below....

Kau yang ku sayang

Dari dulu, kini dan selama-lamanya

Sebelum kenal dirimu

Sebelum jumpa dirimu

Kau sering datang dalam mimpiku

Kata hatiku

Selalu membisik kau adalah milikku

Biar lama pun kutunggu

Saat kedewasaanmu

Daku tak pernah jemu menantimu

Disaat ku sendiri

Ku bayangkan wajahmu

Terkadang ku berilusi

Tentang dikau dan aku

Ku harapkan semua ini

Esok kan jadi kenyataan

Dan aku berjanji

Kan ku bahagiakan dirimu selamanya

Kuharapkan semua ini

Akan segera terjadi

Dan semoga nanti

Bukan hanya sekadar impian belaka

who shall I serenade this song to?! anyone?

...........

I know He saw me,
it was obvious.
He turned around and walked away.

He brought me in and He resigned then,
not even once He seems to appear.
He thanked me through messages He can,
and that's that all I could hear.

it's not attention I asked for,
simply courtesy, sincere appreciation comes from Him.

but anyway,
may euphoria be with Him always.
be indebted and bless for He,
shared and directed me.

hopefully through these deeds that I've contribute,
in one way or another
ballyhoo me...
in our next world....
InsyaAllah.........

show me the MONEY~!

wooHoo~!
we'll receive money again on 1st July...heh~!
watch news yesterday? regarding GST offset package? NO?!
oh well you are not too late to know more about it, especially when it concern money $$$ Ching~ Ching~!
visit www.gstoffset.gov.sg to read more...
remember not to miss the deadlines...
we'll receive this GST credits for conservative 4 years okay~
so quick start signing up using ATMs/online - easiest way for me.....

I'll upload the Mother's Day pics soon... sorry cuzzies~!
check out my multiply ok?
chEErs~~~!

12th evry mth, $$$

I suppose today is the happiest day for all civil servants. why? well indeed, we received again the performance bonus(PB). normally its once a year, in March, but provided you are being graded C and above, based on your work review & development. and I heard this year would be the last year, hmmm... not sure about that.

we were excited about the pay raised for this month, but instead we were surprised with the PB of 0.5 that is the net salary plus 50% of your gross salary(minus 20% of course for the CPF.. ish!) Lumayan kan~~~ hehe... inilah untungnya kerja dengan gobermen... I suppose the reason why they raise our pay basically of the GST coming in July. ultimately there's nothing to be glad of. like my mum said, " besar periuk besar lagi keraknya... yang penting biarpun sikit tapi berkat tu ade... berkat yang kita nak... " true enough....

it's sad to hear people(around me) who are married decided to go separate ways. some are young, less than 5 yrs and some already more den 10yrs married. I can't comment, only listen. but on the whole, they mention the same line, " takdir~ dah takde jodoh... " sad very sad...

and what a coincidence, yesterday, friday night, as usual had my religious class. Ustazah Habsah touched on how easily people point finger at FATE (takdir). she said, " jodoh bukan datang dengan sendiri... kita/manusia yang sebenarnye menentukan... kita diberi AKAL untuk BERFIKIR, dan HATI untuk MEMILIH... suatu kebaikan yang datang pada diri kita adalah takdir yang diberi oleh Allah... tapi keburukkan yang datang pada diri kita adalah atas pilihan/kesilapan diri kita sendiri... melainkan ajal dan maut, itu ketentuanNya... selain dari itu kita yang corak perjalanan hidup kita... "

" Tuhan tidak akan mengubah nasib seseorang manusia itu, melainkan manusia itu sendiri yang mengubah nasibnya... "

" Tiada manusia yang merancang untuk gagal, tapi manusia selalunya gagal untuk merancang..."

p/s: I wanna take part in DeaL or No DeaL... $$$~!!!!!

deLaY

the flight is delay...
from 11.40am to 2.40pm, then to 4.30pm...
doesn't matter what the time would be, we pray that their fly back to singapore would be a safe one...
InsyaAllah...

My Collections

*base on my own true stories, dedicate to Mr S, guess you are not meant for me *

Just Tell Me

I don't know how long I can go on living this lie,
Pretending I don't love you when I look into your eyes.
You told me not to fall for you, you wouldn't be there to catch me,
But my heart just wouldn't listen and now this feeling scares me.
I'm running around in circles, not knowing what road to take
Scared to take the roads unknown the decision is so hard to make.
I wish you felt the same for me that I so strongly have for you.
I pray at night that God will hear and make this one wish come true.
You confuse me with your actions, sometimes I feel like you more than care.
Other times your cold and bitter like when ever she is there.
I'm tired of hiding how I feel so please be honest with me,
If you love me then just tell me, if you don't then let me be.

Thoughts of Love

I wonder if he realizes how much I care about him...

That I spend hours thinking about him...

Hours talking about him...

I wonder if he realizes that all my friends know all about him,

But he doesn't even know them...

Does it even cross his mind that someone right under his nose cares so much for him?

That everything makes me think of him....

Many song lyrics remind me of him....

Does it occur to him that the person who loves him is right in front of him?

I guess it's not that obvious....

One day I'll tell him everything...

How I've day-dreamed about us being together...

That I've dreamt of being in his arms...

Maybe one day I'll tell him,

But today is not that day.

Luv,

.:.dollyduz dove.:.

Tua Mengejar Kita

april gonna end soon. hehe...
very tired lately. busy with science mid year practicals exam preparation. body ache everywhere. climb up and down the stairs. I just hate the moment where I forgot to either bring down or up stuffs to the labs. frustrating. so forgetful. OLD I suppose. it's a sign~

while surfing the net, found this old school video. suits with what I'm blogging right now. ha ha ha..... Enjoyz!

performing Umrah

went to changi airport yesterday evening...

send-off my dearest grammas, aunties & uncles...

performing Umrah for about 2 weeks...

they'll be back on 5th of may, the evening...

I would love to perform one, one day InsyaAllah...

probably Haj instead of Umrah...

since Haj is the 5th pillar of Islam...

wishing them a safe and wonderful journey...

=)

p/s: doakan untuk saya yg baik2 ye~ *wink*

tanda 100 hari sebelum mati....

reading this scare me....
some wakefulness....
Sesungguhnya mengingati mati itu adalah bijak.....

TANDA 100 HARI:
Ini adalah tanda pertama dari Allah SWT kepada hambanya dan hanya akan disedari oleh mereka yang dikehendakinya. Walaubagaimanapun semua orang Islam akan mendapat tanda ini cuma samada mereka sedar atau tidak sahaja. Tanda ini akan berlaku lazimnya selepas waktu Asar.Seluruh tubuh iaitu dari hujung rambut sehingga ke hujung kaki akan mengalami getaran atau seakan-akan mengigil. Contohnya seperti daging lembu yang baru saja disembelih dimana jika diperhatikan dengan teliti kita akan mendapati daging tersebut seakan-akan bergetar. Tanda ini rasanya lazat dan bagi mereka yang sedar dan berdetik dihati bahawa mungkin ini adalah tanda mati maka getaran ini akan berhenti dan hilang setelah kita sedar akan kehadiran tanda ini. Bagi mereka yang tidak diberi kesedaran atau mereka yang hanyut dengan kenikmatan tanpa memikirkan soal kematian, tanda ini akan lenyap begitu sahaja tanpa sebarang munafaat.Bagi yang sedar dengan kehadiran tanda ini maka ini adalah peluang terbaik untuk memunafaatkan masa yang ada untuk mempersiapkan diri dengan amalan dan urusan yang akan dibawa atau ditinggalkan sesudah mati.

TANDA 40 HARI:
Tanda ini juga akan berlaku sesudah waktu Asar. Bahagian pusat kita akan berdenyut-denyut. Pada ketika ini daun yang tertulis nama kita akan gugur dari pokok yang letaknya di atas Arash Allah SWT. Maka Malaikat Maut akan mengambil daun tersebut dan mula membuat persediaannya ke atas kita,antaranya ialah ia akan mula mengikuti kita sepanjang masa. Akan terjadi Malaikat Maut ini akan memperlihatkan wajahnya sekilas lalu dan jika ini terjadi, mereka yang terpilih ini akan merasakan seakan-akan bingung seketika. Adapun Malaikat Maut ini wujudnya cuma seorang tetapi kuasanya untuk mencabut nyawa adalah bersamaan dengan jumlah nyawa yang akan dicabutnya.

TANDA 7 HARI:
Adapun tanda ini akan diberikan hanya kepada mereka yang diuji dengan musibah kesakitan di mana orang sakityang tidak makan secara tiba-tiba ianya berselera untuk makan.

TANDA 3 HARI:
Pada ketika ini akan terasa denyut nadi bahagian tengah dahi kita iaitu diantara dahi kanan dan kiri. Jika tanda ini dapat dikesan maka berpuasalah kita selepas itu supaya perut kita tidak mengandungi banyak najis dan ini akan memudahkan urusan orang yang akan memandikan kita nanti.Ketika ini juga mata hitam kita tidak akan bersinar lagi dan bagi orang yang sakit hidungnya akan perlahan-lahan jatuh dan ini dapat dikesan jika kita melihatnya dari bahagian sisi. Telinganya akan layu dimana bahagian hujungnya akan beransur-ansur masuk kedalam. Telapak kakinya yang terlunjur akan perlahan-lahan jatuh ke depan dan sukar ditegakkan.

TANDA 1 HARI:
Akan berlaku sesudah waktu Asar dimana kita akan merasakan satu denyut nadi sebelah belakang iaitu di kawasan ubun-ubun di mana ini menandakan kita tidak akan sempat untuk menemui waktu Asar keesokan harinya.

TANDA AKHIR:
Akan berlaku keadaan di mana kita akan merasakan satu keadaan sejuk dibahagian pusat dan ianya akan turun kepinggang dan seterusnya akan naik kebahagian halkum. Ketika ini hendaklah kita terus mengucap kalimah syahadah dan berdiam diri dan menantikan kedatangan malaikat maut untuk menjemput kita kembali kepada Allah SWT yang telah menghidupkan kita dan sekarang akan mematikan pula.

castle in the sky

ok this is just some flight of fantasy.

how I wish I could get one.

I have things over japanese/chinese/korean look.

serious~!

and so at the moment, kinda falling in LURP with...............

QUE HAIDAR!!!

heh...

or he's real name is Tengku Iskhan Shah Tengku Haidar.

nice name, suits the person.

ok dah, tu jer~!

to those who are working tomorrow...

HappY WorkinG~ MondaY BlueSssSSss~~~

Hady and Taufik at Malay Heritage Centre

I'm helping a friend who works at MHC to spread & publicizes this.

help the Malay Heritage Centre by supporting the event attached.

so to all Taufik & Hady die hard fans out there,

what you waiting for? pick that phone of yours & call NOW!

for 2007

for this year I bought myself........................
teRRa!!!



yes baby.... front, back, centre, side shots.....
but only these 3 are the best it models for me....
hahaha.... WTH~!
its green yo~ very refreshing indeed.....
it makes my face radiant & glow....hehe like real~
you don't believe me? see for yourself....

hahaha, crappy reason....
wateva lah eh~~~

again, HappY BirthdaY to ME~!

HeR GiFTs

thanks to all for the gifts & dinners too.... I do really appreciate it.... for those who perhaps missed wishing me or feel like adding more gifts.... by all means, while April last~! heh~

again, thank you all very very muchies *muaksS*

kokoru kara... watashi aishe teru!!!

(from the bottom of my heart... I love U!)

anyway I'm "broken-hearted" today....

I accidentally drop my Fossil watch =(

it was my 22nd birthday treat....

so now the LCD half heart, half blank red....

see what i mean??? =(
guess someone should buy me a watch? hmmm... can i have DKNY? hehe~~~
been longing for one actually....
but the one that I've been eyeing on, is no more to be found at any stores...
another sad case =(
oh well~

HaPPy BirthDaY to ME~!

HappY BirthdaY to ME!~

thanks to all gals and guys for the wonderful and thoughtful wishes!~
I do appreciate it....
the thought that counts....
c",)