SalaM AidilfitrI

me went fer salam aidilfitri recording last sat (1st oct..on children's day)... together wif Ida,Lina & Lina's Mum@ Mediacorp... seated by 7.30pm...and da show begins at 8.30... we sat at da 20 bucks seat...

overall i shall say..GEREK~~ but among those previous raya shows...i like best da one they have LIVE music orchestra...where da artiste sang LIVE too!!..tu baru POWER!!i think tt was 2/3 yrs ago...how i wish i cld watch tt yr's show...anway,during da intervals..while waiting fer da crews set da stage and da artistes change clothes and everything..we were entertained by comedians Mahadi Shor & Ahmad Stokin..me betul punye kekek...da raya comedy segment was very dissapointing ah..tak kelakar mane...Aaron Aziz was one of dem in it..well guess dia kan menang pelakon comedy terbaik fer last yr...so they place him in...oh Kumar was there..hehe yerlah Deepa-Raya...i like da ladies clothes this yr...lots of lacey2...definitely baju2 bridal..so da Fatima Moksin's bridal type..definitely she's one of da sponsors lah...i like her bridal clothes...very EX liao~~~

Aniwe of cos da 4 finalist from anugerah performed tt nyte...their's was da 2nd item...they sang lagu joget...cute to see dem singing joget song...they were in red,maroon,purple~~ uuuUUuu...very my color..hehee... da show ends ard 10plus...so this is da part tt i've been waiting fer...dinner reception 2gether wif da artistes..hehee...ape lagik gue cepat2 lah makan...nak ber-photo session lah katakan...very excited~~~ Haliff did a collage fer Azmir...which i found its cool~ he did fer da grp as well...i did a favor by going round da foyer fer da 4 finalist's signatures (and fer tt..as a complementory..i get a copy of those pics!! woo hoo~~~!!!!) ..and at da same time took pics wif dem..heheee...haiz~~ sejuk dan mengeletar dibuatnye daku bila berdepan ngan Syed Azmir~~ hahaaa...(isk! gatalzzzzz) tapi gua masih MAINTAIN beb~~tak ketara sangat...took pic wif Fauzie pun cool...he's cute~both Azmir & Fauzie were impressed wif Haliff's work~ i didnt show Khairul da pic..juz asked him to sign...me fergotten~..but Khairil hilang terus...dunno where..quite a number of dem didnt came down fer da dinner... me took pictures wif others too like Hazrul Nizam, Norfa, Suzhaire, Mahira, Suhaimi Yusof, Wahid Satay....wanted to take pictures wif Hetty Sarlene, Ezlyn & Aaron...but they were not there...eh~ Kumar pun takde..heheee...btw me was like expecting Khairudin Sharom..Fadly Awalludin..Daud Yusof..Adi Rahman to b there....but nah~~ we left ard 11 plus...

and so tts fer da saturday... there's another event by Mediacorp on sunday tt is Malam Radio Warna & Ria.. Kak Zaza did asked me on friday if i wanna go..cos she can get free tickets fer me... I'm not interested cos definitely its boring~~~ did went last yr... but after tt i regret~~ why?? cos SYED AZMIR was there!!! hehee...DAMN!!! takde rezeki ku..kalau tidak jumpa dia 2 hari turut2 eh...hehee... takpelah...mesti ade hari lain...

hmmm..oklah~ guess hav to go back to werk...am now gonna start preparing fer O level practicals..which starts on da 18th of Oct...busy busy bumble bee me....

HyruL sooo red~~ i LOIKE...merah pak ngah!!

Amcam?? mcm pinang dibelah kapak ke atau dilanggar lori cement?? hehe...oh his charming though~~

da cute n da cutette...

lastly...SLAMATZ BERPUASA PPLE!!!!

p/s: btw i think i saw Sulaimi's bro (Hamdan his name if i'm not wrong...) he's one of da back up singers...so check it out da show on 2nd Nov ya~

Champion...Penuh dgn Gaya, Mutu & Keunggulan

Finally, Anugerah found its 2005 Champion. Siapa sangka siapa menduga..Khairul Anwar tampil sebagai juara?? A guy wif a metrosexual personality & loves to play wif hats ala ala Micheal Jackson...and he's from SP too juz like Taufik..Wah wah..SP bolot nampak? heheee...

Betul kata Khairul (in da preview episode), kalau boleh semua org nak menang tapi depend pada nasib & rezeki siapa yg lebih...rupa-rupanye nasib diri sendiri yg lebih...guess u can smell it huh?? Nasib Badan~~~ $12 ribu dok~ dia dapat...wah open table lah nampaknye...ape lagik gunakanlah voucher2 tu yer tak?

Still remember Khairul's past performance??

• Hanya Memuji
• Kasih Tak Sampai
• Bla bla
• Menaruh Harapan

Kalau Rahimah Rahim dipanggil Kak Girl....well kat sini Kak Tutz bobual..hehee....basically Khairul pun ade cara tersendirinye bila menyanyi...Kak Tutz suka cara Khairul nyanyi chorus fer songs Hanya Memuji & Menaruh Harapan...sampaikan terikut2 cara dia nyanyi...plus coat yg dia pakai fer semi-final tu..ala ala George Micheal...slalunye lelaki pakai straight cut coat...nie lain dari yg lain...ade CLASS~~

So, dimanakah terletaknye kekuatan Khairul Anwar? Di gaya metro nya kah? Di topi nya kah? (mcm nujum pak belalang bunyinye ;> ).... Jawapannya~~ tentu lah suara nya...DUH~ walaupun Kumar ade comment suara dia beza bila berbual dan menyanyi...tapi suara tulah yg membawa TUAH... he received da lowest number of votes at da begining but after Edry spoke to da viewers to make a 2nd thought & vote correctly..Khairul's vote shoots up!!! wow~ viewers really listen to Edry huh? Edry seems like favor Khairul from da begining...Khairul managed to hook him..hehee silap hari bulan Khairul jadi recording artist KRU? eh~ sape tahu masin mulut Kak Tutz~ heheee

Guess ini hadiah yg paling terbesar utk Khairul fer his birthday... Nasib baiklah dia tak terpelecok ke ape ke while performing eh~ kalau tak dah melatar yg mcm kat dlm bloopers preview tu...cute kan fer a guy to melatar..hehee...(if i were to b ard when he melatar..i tink i pun kekek ketawa~~)

So to Khairul..all da best in ur singing career...harap2 dapatlah dia capai cita2 nak menyanyi dgn idolanya, Siti Nurhaliza...whereas fer Azmir, Khairil & Fauzie...i believed they did their very best last nyte...

Mr Cool, Azmir...fer da 1st time, this time round he received a lil negative comments...walau mcm mane pun...performance dia memang cool..tak bleh angkat~~ like wat stylist Dean said "You are the BEST!"

As fer Khairil, he really suits singing malay ballad songs...yg tangkap feeling..jiwa2 retak kecundang roboh...though he's not tt versatile but he has good vocal control...paling Kak Tutz suka bila dia nyanyi kan~~ kening sampai ternaik2...betul2 menjiwai lagu...

Fauzie bad boi?? n yesterday not bad enuff?? hey he's not bad boi lah...me dont see da bad boi look or image in him...look at da way he speaks during da interview...he sounds more like a cute geek next door...selamba jer~ has good sense of humor...yeah like ur fan said " U ROCK!!"

Hopefully u guys dont juz stop here..tak kira lah juara ataupun tidak...u muz move on, achieve ur dreams, cos u guys have da package...never say die...kalau tak bagus tak kan sampai final ye tak? i like da 1st performance best by all 4...Gerak kan badan..kiri ke kanan..ikut irama..pop yeh yeh...

And so thats how last nyte story goes...satisfied?? not satisfied?? well judges lah yg lebih arif tentang seni suara...mungkin pada kita suara contestant pilihan kita suara sedap n shld win...tapi bagi judges mungkin ade yg terseliur ke..terpeleot ke..pitching lari ke..terkehel ke..dan mcm2 lagi..

But this time round Kak Tutz puas hati ngan reaksi penonton...viewers did da rite thing...u noe da use of SMS vote..unlike previous anugerah..viewers did not vote base on talent instead they are being emotional or sensitive..ikut kan perasaan..tak suka kan peserta tu dia vote banyak2 biar org tu kluar ring...kesian kan~~so thumbs up viewers!! u are more civilised...and hopefully coming anugerah (dunnoe which yr) we will hav something like American Idol, where we viewers are da judges...100% SMS vote...GEREK~~~

Lastly they wrap up da show, performance by Ezlyn & Ressa Herlambang...u peeps saw da way he dance? isn't he C-U-T-E?? he reminds me of Justin Timberlake....hurhurhur....

ok den..last words..akhir kata..above all...U GO TAUFIK!!! (eh..salah channel lah...) hehee...

Once again..CONGRATS KHAIRUL ANWAR....Dulu aku sendiri~ Kini masih sendiri~Hadapi hidup ini

p/s: Kak Tutz c u 4 musketeers this sat ya... Selamat~~selamat hari raya...oooiii puasa dulu oooiiii..hutang dah bayar belum??

~meSSy TuTsIe~

messy kan table gue...hehehe...pple said u can tell wat type of person or da personality of a person by looking at their work desk, their room, wat they do 1st when they reach home etc etc...n pple who loves messy wld b an easy-going type...nie kata org...kita same2 dengar kan jerlah..betul atau tidak wallah waklam...

hmm, my room messy too?? well u bet it is...hahahaaaa...standard daku ini ANDALAS~~ mim alif lam sin....weekends jer baru kemas bilik...kalu nak hari2 bilik ku nampak kemas..akan ku carik maid...

see tt yellow piece of paper on my desk? tt is some survey tt i hav to do..regarding how i feel working here..how i feel abt da pple tt includes da P...hav to comment somemore...write a few lines...hmm ape aku nak 'complaint ' eh?

hmm..better don enclose much...u noe eversince tt two guys kena caught abt bloggin...den timbul pulak pasal students write abt their teachers in their blog...well teachers r not GOB-BLOG ok...can use da search engin...haiz mcm2 lah kisah BLOG nie eh...

anywaste... i'm soo excited fer tonite's ANUGERAH final.........poor DeQ cant watch...but wil keep her update wats happening....

til den... TuTsIe outz!!

p/s: shld see my colleagues table...more messy liao~ teruk den me....sampai ade yg tumbang2..haha

:*:*:* F4 *:*:*:

read yesterday new paper???
check out tt 4 'hunks'...hahahaaa...
hmmm..so tmr gonna b their big day...
who do u think shall win da competition??
most pple said Azmir gonna make it..
cos he has da style, da personality, husky voice...wat they say?

WHOLE PACKAGE~~~
well u never noe.....it depends on LUCK...
cos to me all four are good...

so dont ferget to catch dem LIVE tmr...

VOTE lah..jgn tak vote...hehee

Format nye---> ANU space code peserta

dan hantarkan ke...76647
hahahaaaaaaa~~~

:01: Syed Azmir :02: Khairil Yusoff :03: Khairul Anwar :04: Fauzie Laily

Fans have asked for his phone number from his family and friends. 'I've even heard of someone posing as my girlfriend.' said Azmir in New paper...

sape pulak lah yg berangan tu~~ FeeLING~~PERAS SANTAN betul...perasan i mean..heh

JuJuR

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bukan sumpah atau janji

Bukti kan lah bila kau ada cinta

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Bukan sekedar bersama....

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Jujur lah padaku

Bila kau tak lagi suka

Tinggalkanlah aku bila tak mungkin bersama

Jauhi diriku lupakalah aku

selamanya........

sooOo da ME!~

for da 1st time i bought a note book tt "represents" me...

2gether wif Jann watch da longest yard..

so while waiting fer da movie to start, we drop by TIMES....

and look wat i've found~~

well as u can see...

look at da gurl...i muz say we are soooo similar

her long royal black hair juz like me...juz tt i don hav tt fringe...

specky juz like me...

vogue thick lips juz like me...

she's in long sleeve dress juz like me...

and look at da items tt she has...wat a similarities we have...

da heels (yes me always wif heels at least 1 n a half inch high),

da coffee (muz have a sip esp in da morning),

da computer (everyday online...),

da long sleeve WHITE shirt (white sooo my color~ n formal is my style),

da Purple handbag (juz had one...),

da handphone (hmm..everyone has this gadget),

da shades (always in my bag but seldom use it),

car keys?? hmmm...soon~ InsyaAllah by 2007 or 2008...wil own one hopefully heh...

if not muz at least hav license by tt time....

best of all look at way she pose...juz like ME...hahahaaaa....

oh btw tis morning i went to fetch Huda from her play group....

all da kids in her class were so cute...onli 2 boys in her class..

i helped dem to wear shoes...hurhur~

den after tt went to my gramma's plc in da afternoon...

late evening met my sec skool gerls...

fun~ fun~ fun~

slackin @ work

da upper secs are havin prelims...
tot of watchin HERBIE..tt Linsay Lohan movie 2day..
skali juz remember tt tonite ade ANUGERAH lah~~
how can i miss it...




my fav contestant...
Jann said he's married?? asal bleh jer tu pompuan spread info...
terkejot beruk aku kejap...
hilang semangat nak vote fer him...
he's single but not available rupanye...
chey~~ aku pun SAMA...

HAIZ~~ last last Wednesday saw him wif da rest of da contestant at SAKURA far east...
was havin dinner there....
he SMILED!! hahahaaaaa....
kau smile kat aku punye pasal~~ takpe...
nie mlm aku vote kau 1 dollar ok?
banyak2 nanti bill aku naik ah bro...hahahaaa....
Hai Syed Azmir...u r sooo smooth man...
geram...mcm ku nak gigit jer...
gigit jari? hehee...(eh jann?...u ask me to gigit jari ryte?)
wish all da contestants very da best ah....

ape crita lagik ade eh tonite?

Syasya 3 yrs..

me and da bday gerl...

her bday actually on da 9th..
so we celebrate yesterday...
we r soooo pink!! I LOIKE~

btw while we were happily celebrating Syasya's bday...
we received bad news...
Uncle Halim passed away...
somewhere in da afternoon at SGH...
baru itu hari me saw him n his family...nampak sihat...hmm, dah sampai janji...
kita semua pun akan mati...scary eh~..
my parents pergi melawat tis morning...
me tot of going 2..but suddenly had crampz...
neway semoga roh uncle halim dicucuri rahmat..InsyaAllah..
Al-fatihah....

haiyoo...yesterday's RAPSODI...not so good lah..
boring~~
2day seems like no story...
my fav drama tt nasha aziz act wif akor not showing tonite...
ade tilawah Al-quran...
hmmm..ape nak buat eh after tis?

nEw lOOk {5th layout}...

how's my NEW LOOK gang? hehee..
did this at work...ssshhhh dont tell pple ya...
u noe i noe..public don hav to noe..
esp my P..hahaa..

neway me yesterday caught a fashion show by some thailand designers...
they wil hav another show..much much grand den this @ continental today abt 7.30pm..
very interesting fashions they parade n stylish too...
took pictures but mostly blur...
they walked kinda fast...hehee..
thailands models chiobu to da max...envy their body... sexy gilerrrr...


nice rite~~




hmmm...flat abdomen but no washboard..hehee...
haiya tt man...i stand up he stands up...


hmmm...gonna lv my workplace soon...
not feelin tt well today...


feel like watchin SEPET again later...
this wil b my 3rd time watching...




da story tells of a 19-year old Ah Loong who is in charge of a stall selling pirated vcd's...
Ah Loong is an incurable romantic with an unlikely hobby...
he loves to read and write poetry. ...
Ah Loong's life takes a sudden turn one day when a 16-year old Malay schoolgirl arrives at his stall in search of a vcd...

i like da way they act...no specific dialogs i guess...
very natural...no stiffness...n definitely uncensored..nice movie indeed
this is wat we call good movie...
no sekat2...
no wonder they won some festival awards....
n bcos of their simplicity...banyak pulak yg jeles meles....
dah takde rezeki tu buat hal lah takde rezeki...
manusia~ manusia~

hmm oklah...
time fer me to pack my stuffs n go home...
where da buffalow romes...
heheee...
ttfn!!

DamN i'M oLD!!!

was combing my hair last nyte...
n look wat i've found~~~
2 LONG strands of WHITE HAIR....



one wif 28cm long n the other is 25cm...

i tried to convince myself tt those are my damage hairs..
probably caused by rebonding...
but NOOOOO~~~
my dad says... " ini UBAN lah~~"

iiissyyyhhhh...tak best ah nie mcm....
aku dah tuek!!!

miSS bloGGin

hav no idea wat to say...juz tt i miss bloggin..hah~
guess da interest has gone eversince ma laptop was sent fer servicing..
its back though...but another problem arise...
and dont nooooeee wat to do wif it..
da more i try to tackle da problem...da more it gets into my nerves...
and as usual i hav no patience...

well..juz finished wif da pure chem prelim prac exams...
left one more next tues... pure bio

tmr half day...
we gonna celeb broadrick's 35th Anniversary @ Hyatt...
starts @ 7pm...
hmmm...hav no idea wat to wear...mini miny mini moe~~

last sat , 20th Aug...
Zana engaged...
Nazri married...
wow~

these two used to b in da same class 2gether wif me in Sec 2...

Zana sat infront of me..

while Nazri on my right, da next row...

Zana..

remember her as someone who used to b fancied by Samad...

da love letters she received from him...

i read them..

haha..so da berbunge n jiwangz sejiwangz-jiwangznye~

did helped her in some ways...

Nazri...

2gether wif noli...

we loved to play paper shoots, u noe wif tt rubberband thingy...

hehe..

we'll shoot at Nazri, Razali n Fairus..

me n noli helped Nazri write love letter to his admirer..

haha..lepakz~

hmm...

smiling...

remembering those days...

but its juz weird...

why...

sometimes we can cry over happy moments...

n laugh over sad ones...

*wEt* *WeT* dayzzz

Alhamdulillah..
these few days..raining all da way..sooo da cooling...sedap tydo..hehehee..kain baju pun belambak me blum cuci..tot of washing dem today but c lah da weather..very nice~~malas pulak..

Neway last friday 15th July was my sis convocation day... she was in her PURPLE suit...very nice..mestilah nice..sape lagik kalu bukan aku yg pilih~~ n sponsor~~ duh~~...she really look good tt day..her lecturers said she look very da sophisticated lady...me n mummy pulak were in maroon..heheee..camouflaged~ oh btw on da same day was my birthday too!!! hehee...mengikut kiraan calendar Islam..8 JamadilAkhir 1426...me baru 23..heheee...

ma laptop blum balik2 lagik..sesat agaknye..hehee..ma sis said it cost us 190bucks..she will go n pick it up one of these days during her lunch time...oklah~ rasa mcm tak miss sangat skarang..baru2 jer mcm tak bleh hidup tanpa laptop..but now gua dah OK~ hehee..luckily ade cable..they hav tis DEMAND TV on-going til late august...been slacking watchin all those movies tt i didnt get da chance to watch..purchased online spiderman2 n 50 first dates...

hmmm...rasa2 cik ct kita sampai spore tmr agaknye...cant wait fer this wed...ma second LIVE concert..da 1st one was robbie williams..fuh~~ SEXY~~ SUAVE~~ SLICK~~ unforgetable one..I DONT WANNA ROCK~ DJ~...sanggup gua buang duit...went wif ma poly frens tt time..gerek..stil fresh in ma mind..hmm so me wonder bagaimanakah agaknye gegaran,suasana concert by kuala lipis gurl?? apekah sehebat di Royal Albert's Hall London?? hmmm...kita nantikan malam Rabu ini..8.30mlm di stadium tertutup Singapura...bagi mereka yg blum dapat kan tickets...dapatkan nye SE-KA-RANG!!!! heh~

**looking at da clock** times up..

I miZZ my TWINHEAD!!!

Gosh~~

ma life is soooo not complete without ma laptop....

twinhead sayang~~~~~ when r u coming back to mamma??

da man said sumthin wrong wif da mother-board?? wateva da f***in problem is...

make it quick!!!!

aarrgghh!!!!

cannot tahan liao!!!

i mizz chatting on MSN too...haisyh~~

ade jer yg buat hal lah bila bonus masuk...

mcm2 hal...but luckily ma sis said we pay half2....

or else~~ all my bonus gone to da mother f***in board...hahahaaa...

gonna b busy next week cos its science week...

havin this workshop on DNA extraction..

wil discuss on it more during tmr's meeting...

other than tt..

oh yah lookin 4ward fer tis sat...

woo hoo!!!

celebrating dayah's bday...

insyaAllah..

hopefully Ida can make it...or else wil postpone to da follwing sat den...

but its alrite...kalu tak jadi pun there's a plan B..hehee..

tot of bringing my mum jalan-jalan to suntec city...

or perhaps to arab street...cari kain fer raya...

Ibu dah sound nak RUBIAH lagik!!!

ade lain jugak dia sound actually...

nak tambah gelang...

aisey Cik Naemah~mane tempat lagik kalu bukan Ming Seng..

tingkat dua tepi tangga...

hmm...y not try berbelanja di Golden Chance...

siapa tahu untung nasib anda dapat menang wang besar...

$22,222!!!

~tuah anda siapa yg tahu~

heh~

advert ckit!

cakap pasal golden chance..

lately i read newspaper..

walauwe~~

da owner..Encik Mohd Salleh Marican..

he owns a $1.8 million banglow!!!

fuuhh yooo~~

ape tidak...he also invest his money to SIA n Capitaland...

kalu aku banyak duit pun aku nak invest...

yerlah kalu tak keje pun duit tetap masuk beb~~

hahahaa...

angan pulak kita~

eh~ mesti berangan baru datang azam dan usaha...

usaha itu tangga kejayaan...

"pandang kehadapan..baru ade kemajuan.." kata Cik Siti Wan Kembang

heh~

tapi aku pun ade angan2 lain jugak~~

Angan-angan

Bila mencari pasangan

Yang bakal jadi pilihan

Si hartawan

Angan-angan

Jejaka pilihan hati

Punyai personaliti

Segak tinggi

Cari-cari

Tunggu-tunggu

Masih belum bertemu

Hari-hari

Yang berlalu

Meningkat usiaKU

Pilih pasangan

Memang tak mudah

Asyik berangan

Tak jadi nyata

Angan-angan

Biarlah berbatasan

Jangan sampai penantian

Berpanjangan

Angan-angan

Hanya indah dikhayalan

Yang harus AKU hadapi

Kenyataan

and sooo.."WAKE UP TUTY!! WAKE UP!!"

(say it like Darla in Finding Nemo)

tiMe reallY flieS...

isyh...next week skool reopen...teachers start to submit requisitions...juz settle Ms Sin's request...n so here me bloggin..mak dara takde..on afternoon course today..n tmr annual lv..yek eleh satu hari jer sepanjang satu bulan hols nie..pekerja contoh betul ah dekni~ so bila dia blah jer tadi aku pun duduk lah sini..hehehee..laptop ku buat hal ah..seriously hav to send fer service...so can onli surf net in skool..missed chattin late nite on msn...hmm.. ke miss lain?? hahaha..u noe i noe lah eh~

kak ct msg tadi ajak gie port dickson this weekends...hmmm..nak pegi ke tidak eh...kena tanye daddy dulu..but me myself rasa mcm malas lah...cos sure sunday petang sampai spore..nanti malas pulak nak keje da next day..tengok ah camne...

eh~~~my fav song played on RIA now!!! SEGALANYA sang by 5 divas..siti nurhaliza,liza hanim,misha omar,siti sarah n ning baizura...they sang this song at AIM 2004.... its da malay version of MY ALL by Mariah Carey...i juz love da siti nurhaliza's part...

kumentafsirkan kelemahan dan kesilapan

adakah tertanya dariku mungkin sebaliknya

ataukah waktu merubahkanmu hingga terkeliru

kuberikan emas intan dan permata

bukan kaca kilau tiada berharga

tetapi sayangnya kau terpukau lupa segalanya

yang pernah kita ciptakan semua ini

tiada bertepi atau terlintas di penjuru hati

untuk kau kembali menyambung mimpi kian punah

sungguhpun payah biarpun terubat segala-galanya

sooo da sleepy...oh RIA~~ plzzz play good good songs...jgnlah yg mengantuk kan....kan nanti aku tertydo kat sini...hmm..emails2 dah check..friendster..anakmelayu..semua dah check..oklah...time fer tele-tuty bubbye!! balik ooiii...balik...dah times up....ape lagik kau tunggu???

Da fiElD trIP

yesterday me feel like a student goin fer an educational trip/excursion...hehehe..very knowledgeable,interesting...and should have this kinda type of trip more often every school holidays...so tt we staffs learnt sumthin...or else do nuthin in skool...eat snake..goyang kaki goyang tangan..goyang kepala goyang goyang goyang~~~ hahahaaa...

So we had to report at CHIJ katong convent school tt mornin...there r 5 skools altogether under cluster 7...Victoria,CHIJ,Eunos Pri,Broadrick and Opera Estate Pri...had breakfast 1st b4 we on board...

its like a tour thing we had...had a tour guide wif us..quite a number of places we went to..1stly was da Hajjah Fatimah Mosque,den Sri Srinivasa Perumal Temple,had lunch in a cruise from Clifford Pier to Kusu Island,den to Chinise Heritage at chinatown, Sikh Temple and lastly shopping at Mustaffa centre...

Mr Singh our tour guide gave us a very useful historic informations from one place to another...sumthin new i learnt...i went like "ooohhh..." "i see..." "waaahhh.." soo da jakun...so many things in spore tt we need to explore...angan2 nak gi hols overseas..negeri sendirik tak tahu sangat tempat2 dia...padahal banyak jugak tempat2 yg interesting..

like Hajjah Fatimah Mosque...i noe i've learnt da history of it in sec skool from Vasu..but manelah daku ingat~ never pay attention during her lesson...but this time attentive giler~ hehee..very unique structure..pple might b mistaken of da mosque as church..i mean its like a church juz rite besides a mosque...

fer da hindu temple..hmm so many gods they hav..total of 10..mcm2..interesting to noe each one of dem..somehow da stories mcm tak masuk diakal..but anyway we hav to respect their believes..bottom line is semua agama percaya pada hari khiamat.. adenye syurga dan neraka...

lunch in da cruise was great..I HAVE NO SEA SICK!! yea~~ heheee...quite a number yg mabuk2..vomitted..maybe bcos aku ade darah org kapal tak? sia2 bapak aku jadi org kapal bertahun2 tapi anak nyer sea sick~~hahahaa...sempat jugak aku feeling mcm titanic at da very front of da cruise.. paling best skali when da waves cause by a speed boat pass by...fuhh yooo..da feelin best gilerrrrrr....and so we ahead to kusu island(KI)..

at KI..there's a tok pekong..hehee..but we didnt visit it cos its not part of da tour..so we went str8 to da keramat..tak tahu berapa tingkat kita naik..berpeluh-pelay..hehee..very da high..very da quiet..it suppose to b keramat org islam..but somehow pple took advantage of it..according to da history..lelaki melayu kawin ngan pompuan cina..n this family ade kena mengena ngan hang nadim yg crita spore dilanggar todak tu..shld c my pics under my gallery..i'll attch soon..banyak betul nombor 4D kat situ...hahahaaa...

next da chinese heritage at chinatown..mahal jugak nak masuk..$8.50..but free ah all sponsor by skool...very inetresting..they show all those cina2 origins..dulu2 their lifestyle..cina very da biz minded..me bought fer my mummy mini sewing machine..mahal jugak nie dok~fer her bday..cute kan..bleh move tau...

sikh pun believes mcm kita...tak sembah manusia,berhala ataupun binatang...hanya sembah satu..kalu kita kata Allah..dia pulak panggil Wahidu..wahid tu kan satu dlm bahasa arab? hmmm...banyak persamaan nye jugak kepercayaan dia...they also hav to tutup aurat bila nak masuk temple..to dem man n woman are of da same standard...not like ours..lelaki ketua keluarga...they don believe tt...

lastly we went to mustafa centre...SHOPPING!!! tapi kejap ajer..abt half an hr..me didnt buy anything ah..jln2 jer..so tts all fer da tour...ends abt 6...penat n mengantuk~~ balik gua tydo berdengkur!! ngorokzzz terus~~hahahaaa...

btw today n tmr i took half day lv...heheheee..best kan~~ anyway today after work i went str8 to hair salon...betul tak bleh tahan wif my hair...guess used to str8 hair?? ngada-ngada ;p...neway easier to maintain ah beb~~ so went down to my usual hair salon..REBOND my hair fer da 3rd time!!!! heheheee..but this time my hair is long..juz cut an inch...n its very(5x) cheap..got 20% discount...regular customer mah~woo hooo....I FEEL SOOO WORTH IT..hehee...

I fEEl SooOOOoo Bloated..n FAT!!

haizyoo...perut ku punyelah buncit~~ ape tidak..semlm weddings 2 tempat den today 3 tempat...cant run away..have to accompany my mum...

goin to weddings are not my cup of tea...usually deq yg rajin teman kan ibuku tersayang..but bcos deq now working practically everyday...even weekends..den i hav no choice but to follow ma mum...

normally eat rice once a week..nie dah lebih nie...aaarrgghhh!!!! aduh duh~mana tahan~~~ hehee..

and so i telan da jamu langsing juz now...definitely aku buang air besar yg teramat besar~~ hahahaaa...slamat lah aku kat tempat keje nanti...

***Great WeekendS***

A splendid, impressive, fabulous, superb and spectacular weekends...tiring but GEREK~~~

~~4th June~~

Went down to da Taman Warisan Melayu (TWM) early in da morning cos Wid needs me n Zana to assist her wif da labelling n seating arrangements for da VIPs and guests launching seatings n dinner at Tepak Sirih..my goodness it was sooo hot tt day..

Anyway we were assigned to do da registration of VIPs and other guests..da GLAMOUR registration GERLS heheee..n definitely we get to meet up-close wif da MPs, Ambassadors, orang2 seni, those we c on tv pple holding big2 organisations, etc..ade yg sopan..ade pulak yg kurang sopan..biasalah kan~~ As fer da rest, Noli, Aden, Hashim, Azhar n Syafiq..they did da ushering..


Our guest of honour PM Lee came ard 5pm....

Begitu GAH skali sambutan nyer bila PM kita tiba..dengan iringan penari2 dari Sri Warisan..hehe mcm reporter pulak yer~~ beautiful performances especially by da small ones..sooo cute..feel like joining them....

Kawalan betul punye ketat...police n CIDs were all ard...infact b4 we start there's a bomb sweep..bodyguards PM Lee pun ramai jugak...metal detector so on n so forth...

And so da lauchin ends almost 6pm..n PM Lee was brought to view da Museum n tour da area...as fer us..we standby positioning ourselves at Tepak Sirih to usher our VIPs and guests fer dinner...I was stationed to ushers da VIPs..hehee COOL...n yes manage to meet PM Lee closely...he was sooo nice sey..he stop talking to Prof Madya Yakob..turned,smile n said "HI" to me..

I cant stand his bodyguards..they move here n there..kanchong spider semcm...me asyik accident jer ngan diaorg..tapi hensem2 jugak..tuff~but all chinese lah..hehee I LOIKE~~

Kampong Glam was den open to public after 7.30pm...ramai jugak yg turun..not bad sambutannyer~~ As fer us..kita pun ade dinner jugak lah..lepak at Wid's office fer dinner plus a small celebration fer our belated bday GERL Wid n bday BOY fer da day Hashim...bought them a chocolate TRUFFLE cake..oh yes how can me fergot abt Wid's colleague.. infact she's our leader...da BUBBLY Rhaihana..Rhai too join in da fun....

Azhar n Syafiq, unbelievable..jokers jugak diaorg..bleh tahan jokes2 dia...nice noeing dem...sayang skali didn't get to take pics wif da guys in baju kurung melayu..but its alrite..we did took some snapshots...took a video clip..aarr there they stil wif baju kurung....



Da nyte never ends, da museum was open til wee morning.. performances from Brunei, Indonesia, Malaysia...me,Zana n Wid didn't wait....we were so tired but don't feel like goin home yet..so we lepak at BREKO cafe til 11pm...

~~5th June~~

Have 2 weddings tt day..my 2nd cuz n dayah sis's wedding.. luckily both at Tampines.. and so rush myself cos had promised Wid n Zana...n juz nice reached home at 4.30pm..we went down to TWM..at 1st our intentions was juz to hang ard n most importantly wanna catch TAUFIK BATISAH LIVE!!!!!

Rhai didn't wanna activate us..but kesian lah..so we did da fund raising by selling da museum's coupons cum lucky draw..not bad laris jugak..hehee..

Shows continues.. performances by schools, pple playin traditional games everywhere n after magrib, dikir barat by a primary school (cant remember from which school) n KELANA PURBA..yea~ I LOIKE~

Da finale concert..da one tt all been waiting fer.. it starts after isyak..more n more pple started to come.. i bet they r here fer Taufik.. wat else~ da concert starts wif Nuradee, Elfie n Iskandar R. Ismail, Eka Marina, Papa ROCK Ramli Sarip, hip hop dancers, new appearances of which never heard of dem b4..n oh HELL when is Taufik's turn?? Semua kat situ dah binggit cos Taufik tak kluar2.. pple thought dia tak jadi perform..

But hey~ at last..my goodness we were like shouting our hearts out.. TAUFIK!!! TAUFIK!! AARRGGGHHH!!! TAUFIK!!! TAUFIK!!! AARRGGGHHH!!! (non-stop)..there's these guys were asking wats wif him tt we go gugu-gaga abt..well honestly to me he's charming..LURVE HIS SMILE N EYES~~ his eye lashes..uuurrgghh.. i'm melting~

He sang Belaian Jiwa n One Last..took video of him singing..n when he looked at us..we shout again~~ hehee..dah tu kejap jer..he didnt stayed long..ape sey~ pple tunggu bertangga juz to c him..he left by da back gate..when we saw tt..we quickly ran after him.. DAMN!! Masa tu lah digicam aku low batt.. bodyguards sampai 6..garang2 pulak tu..takut gegerl~ HAIZZZ.....

Everything ends almost 12pm..oredy planned took leave til 7th June..heheee..so gue bayar hutang tydo lah~~ hahaaa SooOOoo CLEVER~

Oh YES!! Today is MY MONSTA's bday~~ heheee...my sister lah...her 20th bday...didnt get to wish her this morning cos she had left to work sooo early..n not back yet til now...she's been busy lately..didnt get to chat wif her much too..hmmm me miss u Deq~

AwaY frOm WorK...

yes!! yes!! at last am now havin my hols..hmm but still have 32.5 more annual leaves..kauzz pey banyak~~

neway..feelin so so excited..takin lv from 1st to 7th june..gerek kan~~ but sure when i return start to stress again...hehee...ape tidak..have to start packing all da science stuffs..shiftin end of tis yr..alah tak jauh jer...juz one stop ahead...

den again don stress mua-self..cos should enjoy my hols...looking forward fer da grand opening of da Kampong Glam tis comng 4th & 5th june...volunteering work..wow dah lama jugak tak buat keje mcm nie..and so am helping Wid tis sat..and later part of da day..in da evening we gonna have da meeting at kampong glam itself..seriously cant wait..pakai baju tradisional melayu lagik~~ hehee mcm hari raya lah kita nanti~~ GLAMOUR habis~~~

On 5th da sunday my 2nd cuz wedding...man..she's soooo young lah..juz a yr older than my sis..ape nak buatkan...dah jodoh dia...

gerek sey yan dapat gie KL..well its alrite..there's always next time fer me..heheee...

otay lah...jap lagik dah subuh~~~ melek2 lah aku nampaknye..hehee

Hepii 1st AnniversaryyYY!!

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY MY BLOGGIE!!!

hehehee...was reading all my "bygones"...den realise my 1st entry was on 30th May 2004...n tmr wil b exactly a yr...COOL~~

neway 2day i feel much betta..unlike yesterday...later gettin ready accompany my mum to 2 weddings...dua-dua kerja kawin kawan dia...gerenti nanti her frens tanye bila pulak my mum nak terima menantu...MENANTU ke HANTU?? heheee...

baguslah bagi mereka-mereka yg dah ketemu jodoh...ramaikan umat..lagikpun ia wajib bagi mereka yg mampu...nak ikutkan semua org memang mampu..sebab mas kawin skarang minimum $100...nak kasi lebih pun boleh~ tapi ape yg buat kita kata bukan senang nak kawin is bcos da hantaran n blanja...org skarang nak bangga-banggakan wang hantaran..sedangkan mas kawin tu yg penting..

tt day i followed farizan survey fer her wedding...sama-sama lah ikut2 do calculations..mak aiii~~ total 15 -16K fer her side jer...she told me so far she has 5K..hahaa..nak kawin ape tu? kesian member..stress..comin june dah 2yrs dia tunang...

aku ade suggestion...kenapa tak buat combine jemputan? kan budget..economical..mcm buat kat padang lapang...pasang kemah besar(eg. padang lapang sebelah blk aku nie jer..ade stage lagik..glamor kan~)..both jemputan buat kat situ..dah tu bila org nak salaman...buat lah 2 booth..place sign board..indicate on it "Mak bapak pengantin lelaki"/"Mak bapak pengantin perempuan"....kalau takut nanti dia dapat kurang ataupun lebih..jemput sama rata..both sides jemput 1000...end of da day nasib2 lah...

but den again...adeke parents yg boleh agree ngan suggestion aku nie?? seriously...kalu buat combine jemputan budget gileerrr....Awie ke..Erra Fazira ke or Ziana Zain pun kalah...neway memang pun diaorg dah kalah...hantaran diaorg ngan kita sporean gerls sikit lebih kurang sama..Awie kasi hantaran RM10 ribu convert to Sing dollars $5K..Erra dapat from Yusry RM22,222 (mcm golden chance)..convert to Sing dollars abt $10K..we spore gerls lagik mahal..

hmmm....since aku yg suggest kenapa tak aku buat dulu? heheee...tapikan ni mcm aku kena carik yg tinggal dekat2 sini lah...kalu dapat org Woodlands tak kan parents dia nak buat jemputan jauh dari rumah sendiri...heheeee...hmm..ade advantage n disadvantage nyer~~

boleh pulak melalut ke topic nie eh...Wak SENDUK betul aku nie~~ eh Nek SELAMPIT sounds betta~ hahahahaaaaa......Chaow!!

UpdatezzzZ

Wo..mann...been a busy weeks fer me lately..lots to update i guess..
hmm...where shld i start wif?? let's seeee....ok!

16th to 18th May...
had a 3 full day course at tanjong pagar...some self-development course i was sent to...was kinda shock to see tt da class had onli 3 ladies (n tt include me)..at 1st ingatkan dah masuk salah class..but saw da room number was right...n when i entered back again da trainer called my name...haizyoo..soo paisey~~ da room was packed wif pakcik2 n abg2 from CIA,ICA,SCDF,SPF...same goes to da other 2 ladies..onli mua from MOE...ish ish..on da 1st day of da course..gua takde kawan to go fer lunch..no one to miggle wif..malu lah nak hang-out wif da guys...but da 2nd n 3rd day..aarr...dah mesra gituuu..hahaaa...overall da course not bad lah..frankly its a very dry course..tapi kerana kehadiran pakcik2 n abg2 jokers tu semua...tak lah boring sangat...da trainer pun bleh tahan dia punye kaklar... heheeee

19th May...
Broadrick's Launching da ArtsFest....da skool was very very well decorated...full of balloons here n there...started da ceremony ard 9am by Mr Benson Puah da CEO of the Esplanade...this is one of da big n grand event fer broadrick tis yr...lots of performances,exhibitions,crafts stalls,etc...

21st May...
wow...kejam kelip dah seminggu Boy kawin..attend his wedding last sat wif Ida..saw many familiar faces there..yea da tp-reans who else~~ he nikah on friday nite 20.05.2005..nice number huh..


sweet couple rite~~ Indra Iskandar Syah & Norazlin...Semoga Kekal Hingga ke Akhir Hayat! InsyaAllah~~

23rd May...
supposed to hav our post morterm but too bad some cld not make it..so end up me,wid,hashim n razil chill out at Ambrosia...n den we proceed to marina square fer bowling...its been long since i bowl..had so much fun..oh ya fid bibir works at Ambrosia..hahaa..wat a coincidence...

guess tts all fer da past few days...am suppose to finish up my work review..but am now soooo DAMN FOOKIn LAZY...plus havin this diarrhea...shittin all day~~ lembek badan nie aku rasa...didnt get to meet up wif yan n noli...eeerrr SUCK-8-NYEr-PeYuuTTTTT!!! pprroott~ oopps..hahahaaaaa

MuMMy's DaY...&...BDS reunion CHALET

7th May 2005..Saturday:

Da Afternoon....

Had a MOTHER's DAY celebration at Vu's place..

Before we start..while waiting fer Aunty Sah n Uncle Tahir..we look thru all Vu's wedding pics..very very nice..especially those taken outdoors...very nice~~ i like da effect..hmm..feel like taking up photography..hehee..semua aku nak cuba..i saw tt day latest software by photostudio...ORIGINAL beb...mahal seyy..but i heard from Kak CT..Abg Sani ade..hmmm can borrow den...Vu n Airon went to da AIM awards last saturday (30th April)...damn u Airon!! he took pics wif Anuar Zain n Ning Baizura!!! my god~~ Anuar sooooo HANDSOME!!! n Ning sooo pretty~~ her face sooo FLAWLESS...

And so we had a lil doa slamat..cut cake ceremony..buffet lunch..followed by givin away the presies to all our mothers... a fun n great celebration...tak habis2 ketawa aje..siapa lagik jokers dia kalu bukan Airon n Fir..full of laughter n happy tears..aaawww~~~~


A fruity heart shaped cake~~ yummy..ice-cream cake from SWENSONS...


***Da MOTHERS***


And we in da picture

Wat a great afternoon...left da place ard 5 plus...time fer me to ZOOM myself to changi fer da chalet...

Da evening...


So tis is how our chalet looks like...scary??? nah~~

not many pple were ard when i reached..our gerls was juz Noli..Zana accompany Sunny to see doctor...n fer da guys..Hashim,Nazri,Effendi n Hanafi were there...its a surprise to see Cikgu Aisyah managed to drop by...she hardly recognise me..but after i mentioned my FULL name..she said "oh ya...Tuty yg terkenal dengan rambut panjang awak tu kan?~~" hahahaaa...yea cikgu..me da Rupanzel..juz tt my hair is not GOLD...kalu gold kan bagus...AKU KAYA!!! tak payah keje..pajak aje rambut nyahahahaaaa~~~

poor Cikgu Aisyah..blum ade ape2 yg siap masa dia datang..BBQ pun blum start...so she helped me n Noli at da kitchen...da best part..me offered Cikgu coffee...thought wanna make her one but den i realised our dear Zana didnt brought her 3 in 1 coffee sachet...hahaa...Malu ge-gerl~


+*+* zana, Cikgu Aisyah. me & noli *+*+

Ard 7 plus...pple starts to come...Wid n Yan lost their way..hehee...anyway not bad sambutan nyer...we estimated abt 20 coming...Alhamdulillah almost 40 came by...aku pulak kena panggil "mak pengantin" hahaaa...


one of da grp photo tt we had fer tt nyte

Wat a lovely time wif all those who came by...great chats..updates abt one another...a refreshing and nostalgic... Cikgu Aisyah herself encouraged us to have more events in da future...

pple were stil ard til midnite...we later den watch some scary movies..Hashim brought da vcds...not soo scary lah..funny lagik ade..especially tt MOMOK story..ade ke pocong boleh langgar pokok? hahaa...lepaks! den followed by a thailand movie..not bad lah~

Me, Zana, Sunny, Wid, Hashim, Effendi n gf were few tt overnite...Razil was da last one left tt nyte...Tahir n frens slept in da van...we slept ard 5am...i cant really sleep...tydo2 ayam...hehee..

8th May 2005....Sunday:

on sunday morning hujan..tak berhenti til afternoon...so we didnt wake up fer breakfast...but we did hav BRANCH..hehee..Me, Zana n Wid panas2 kan da food...end up left wif da 5 of us in da chalet...da guys were onli Sunny n Hashim..

after branch...we played some card games...Hashim sempat pegi tempat keje dia to take up some pizzas..



and so we ate again...hahaa...and played card games again...get to sabo each other...hahaaa...FUN!! although onli 5 of us...but we had a soo much fun..so called "quality time"...we decided to check out ard 6...while waiting fer da officer..we explore da OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL..juz behind our chalet...


++ Da OLD changi hospital ++

it was Wid's idea...and so da FAMOUS 5 pun pegi lah..senja2 pulak tu..kinda dark inside...scary~~ adelah bunyi2 yg tak mengenakkan..aku ade bau ubat-ubatan...they all were teasing me wif da HEELS n LONG SKIRT...kalau ade anjing nanti aku lah da last one lari..but hey..it was an ACHIEVEMENT fer me to climb up n down those stairs wif heels ok~~ dan biasalah kasut aku paling memekak bila turun tangga dlm hospital tu....


{{ we somewhere ard da hospital area }}

i don dare to take any pics in da building itself cos afraid nanti ade ape2 yg jelma...and so we spent almost an hour exploring da building...penat~~berpeluh2..da officer came ard 7...and Tahir came fetch us to send us HOME...

b4 we left...last picture fer da SUNDAY...

To my Committees..Zana, Wid, Noli & Hashim...thanks fer being so supportive in making this reunion happened...da whole week from 2nd may..we had been so busily planning on da arrangements..kind of hard to meet up but we manage to settle everything via email n sms...and wow..great job peps..juz within a week..hehee...berbaloi jugak lah usaha kita... And fer tt I'm looking forward fer our POST MORTERM n feedback..hehee..our next meetin..in 2 weeks time or perhaps end of tis mth..wil wait til our dear NOLI comes back from LONDON...

Wat a weekends...great way to de-stress from WORK...heheee...

p/s: i'll attached a picture gallery soon..so check it out ya..I'm using "imagestation"...its cool..slideshows..check out more happening pictures..

Labour Day Baby....

We received a call ard 11 plus...me was watching tv..Bik Nia called..Aunt Ct has given birth to a baby BOY!! hehee..

so after zohor..ma family n me we went down to KK hospital...its been long since i visit someone in KK..hehee..



he's soooo cute...Uncle Hosni cant decide which name to choose..either Muhd Zul Izzat or Muhd Zul Dani...well me prefer the 2nd one...

well this is Uncle Hosni's (my dad's youngest brother) 4th child...hehee..slamatz lah cle..banyakkan keje overtime ye..hehee...

tiRING wEEk!!!

Since Monday i wake up at 5am..have to be in skool by 6.30am..so 2 papers dah settle..left wif pure chem n pure bio...kepala otak tak pikir lain..sharp..on the dot..pukul 4 aku blah...tak kuasa nak lama2..

At last i received my BODYSHOP membership card..dah complain baru nak kalam kabut..hehee..standard~ me typical singaporean..bukan skali aku complain...tapi 3 kali..hahaaa..RAS'in Lu~ jgn main2 sama gue..maka'in laku'in kerjak itu biar bener~~~

ida msg me said tt she too received invitation card from BOY..cool~~ can go 2gether2... but probably if her fiancee not werkin..he'll tag along..alermek..org nak bawak tunang pulak..abih aku?heheee...takpe..nanti aku carik juz fer tt day..hahaa bleh gituk~

Wanna relief STRESS so took some uncencored self pics wif ma hp panasonic X400...location..where else..in ma room lor~ hehee...

amcamz?? mcm2 style aku buat ngan "mahkota" ku..heheee..

hmm..time really flies...upcoming events..BDS reunion chalet at Netheravon terrace Aloha changi on da 7th may...n on da 8th may is MOTHERS's day...wil be havin da celebration at Vu's place...kauzz...dunnoe wat to buy fer all da mothers...DUIT..FULUS..CIAN...$$$ hahaaa...
alah~ duit bleh di cari~

currently ma fav songs r LONELY NO MORE by rob thomas n GIRL by destiny's child...these songs keep on playin in my brain...n I LOIKE~~

GIRL

[Beyonce]
Take a minute girl, come sit down
And tell us what's been happening
In your face I can see the pain
Don't you try to convince us that you're happy (yeah)
We've seen this all before
But he's taking advantage of your passion
Because we've come too far
For you to feel alone
You don't let him walk over your heart
I'm telling you
[chorus]
Girl, I can tell you've been crying
And you needing somebody to talk to
Girl, I can tell he's been lying
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl, you don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't know that we love ya
[Kelly]
See, what y'all don't know about him
Is I can't let him go because he needs me
It ain't really him, it's stress from his job
And I ain't making it easy
I know you see him bugging on me sometimes
But I know he be tired, he don't mean it
It gets hard sometimes
But I need my man
I don't think y'all understand
I'm telling you
[chorus 2x]
Girl, I can tell you've been crying
And you needing somebody to talk to
Girl, I can tell he's been lying
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl, you don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't know that we love ya
[Michelle]
Girl, take a good look at yourself
He got you going through hell
We ain't never seen ya down like this
What you mean, you don't need us to help
We known each other too well
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Yeah
[chorus 2x]
Girl, I can tell you've been crying
And you needing somebody to talk to
Girl, I can tell he's been lying
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl, you don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't know that we love ya

(specially dedicate this to all ma girls...esp to u NURLI...WE LOVE YA~)

Busy..Busy..Busy..did i said busy?

Well basically tis week is a busy week fer me..tis week all da science labs r closed..we r preparing fer da o level mid yr prac..Monday did da shiftin of apparatus/items from one lab to another..Tues n wed preparing da chemicals fer sc/chem..n today set up fer pure physics..tmr wil start fer da pure chem..busy busy busy week..

Last sat (16th April) met kak shahada @ city hall burger king..juz wanna pass me a bday gift..hehee..den later on went to parkway parade to meet my sec skool frens..hmm..another complication..kind of weird, uncomfortable..guess its my fault..shld hav listen..I had promise tt such situation wld not happen again..NEVER..dunnoe wat to do..dunnoe how to mend it..guess juz let da time heal all wounds..nature takes its course..cant force if da individuals don want to..

this from kak shahada..she n her awesome packaging..

from Zu..pierre cardin coin pouch..nice~ butterflies i LOIKE~

wat else to update eh?? Hmmm..let me seeeeee..oh yes..on da Sunday ie. 17th april..went out wif da whole family..we went to tamp pizza hut fer lunch..me treat my family as April is da mth of my bday cum my parents 24th anniversary..no pics taken..fergot to bring my digi..damn!! but its alrite..its permanently saved in my head..brain n the vessels..hahahaaa..

heard tt huda was sick…so ma sis went to visit her wif shida..

They r sooo cuteee APPLEkin!!!!

And they r sooo sweeettt STRAWBERRYkin!!!

last minute plan..met yan n jnab on tues..after werk..we chill at bugis coffee bean..da motive was to meet noli..plan to cheer her...but too bad she cant make it..well guess she’s not in da mood..its ok there is next time..hmm is it? Well maybe not sure..cos heard tt she’s leavin fer London next week…not confirm tho’......

oh yes..how can I ferget abt tis..received an invitation card from BOY (indra iskandar shah)..pink color somemore..sooo sweet..his big day on 21st may,sat..nazri bds fren getting married too..in august but yet to receive card from him..hmmm am I invited? Marly from bwps too..heard from erni in September..wow..tu hari musim frens tunang..nie ber-rumah ber-tangga pulak..heheee..happy fer all of u peps..Moga2 kekal hendaknye…

juz cant get enuff of huda..here more pics of her.......

anyway while bloggin..me listening to a song titled CINTA by melly goeslaw feat krisdayanti..very nice song..very meaningfull..i lurve this song..sesuai untuk UMUM..hehee

Melly: Menapak jalan yg menjauh

tentukan arah yg ku mau

tempatkan aku pada satu peristiwa

yg membuat hati lara

KD: Didekat engkau aku tenang

sendu matamu penuh tanya

misteri hidup akankah menghilang

dan bahagia diakhir cerita

Melly: Cinta tegarkan hatiku

tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau

naluriku berkata

tak ingin terulang lagi

kehilangan cinta hati

bagai raga tak bernyawa

KD: Aku junjung petuahmu

cintai dia yg mencintaiku

hatinya luluh belaian kini telah menepi

bukankah hidup kita akhirnya harus bahagia

*THE END*

fEASt n prESIEzzz..

Met my sec frens on Thurs, 7th April...had dinner at Seoul Garden...wat a SCRUMPTIOUS dinner...


busily cooking~~ yum yum~~


Your SMILE makes me SMILE


JNab wats tt? Is it a bird?or is it a plane?NOO..its flying marinated chicKEN!!


yak yak yak...hahaa..mcm makcik2 KPO


this is COOL~~ distorted Nurlie..btw fadzuli a primary skool fren joined us..a torn among da roses fer tt day..

Had a great nyte wif u gurls...meet u gurls again soon...

Time fer a snapshots of presiezzz....


these r from my skool boys..hahahaa..its been long since i received a musical box..sooo romantic ryte~~ n they really touched me..POOH jewellery compartment!!hav to blanja dem one day..



mcm hantaran pulak..heheee..tis is from a colleague..nice ryte~~


Ok jay..tis one like i said..u noe i noe..public don hav to noe..hehee..very da ethnic..I LOIKE!~~


I LOIKE tis toooo...yan u really can read my mind huh? great minds think alike..

On top of all this...THANK YOU THANK YOU SOOOO MUCHIESS TO U PPLE... tanpa anda semua..siapa lah saya~~~

hAPi BurFdaY ME!!

Allah selamat kan kamu..
Allah selamat kan kamu..
Allah selamat kan Tuty Alawiyah..
Allah selamat kan kamu..

Happy birthday to u..
Happy birthday to u..
Happy birthday to Tuty Alawiyah..
Happy birthday to u..

Selamat hari jadi..
Selamat hari jadi..
Selamat hari jadi Tuty Alawiyah..
Selamat hari jadi..

hehee...nyanyi utk diri sendiri pun ok jugak pe..

Tanggal 2 haribulan April 1982..bersamaan dengan 8 Jamadil Akhir 1403..Lahirlah seorang insan yang diberi nama Tuty Alawiyah bte Ahmad...

Hari ini..mengikut kiraan..genaplah umurku 23 tahun..selama 23 tahun telah ku diperlihatkan dunia..apakah yang akan terjadi di dalam perjalanan hidupku ini seterusnya? tiada siapa yang tahu..tulisan tertera di azali..InsyaAllah tercatitnya perkara-perkara yang baik..moga-moga perjalanan hidupku tenang..aman..bahagia dan sentosa...

Terima kasih Ayah...terima kasih Ibu..tanpa kamu berdua..tiadalah aku di dalam dunia ini..tiadalah aku dapat melihat dunia yang fana ini..

Semoga usiaku dipanjangkan..agar dapat aku isi diriku dengan ilmu yang diberkati...semoga senantiasa melakukan amalan-amalan yang baik..di permurahkan rezeki..dan bahagia selalu hendaknye...InsyaAllah...Amin amin ya rabbal a'lamin....

ALlahumma ikhtim lana bi husnil khaatimah
wa la takhtim 'alaina bi suu'il khatimah.

p/s: hmmm...mudah-mudahan aku dapat jodoh yg baik2~~ heheee...
and Thanks gals n guys fer all those wonderful wishes...

My BaBy U~~ AIBI~~

front view...

side view...

At last i own one...woo hoo!!

i think the next one wld b a treadmill?? hahaaa..nak jadikan rumah aku nie mcm gym centre...COOL~~

it came ard 7pm yesterday, monday..guess wat..the whole family were like soooo ambitious...esp my dad..hahahaa..ride like as if never ride b4..poor mum..she's short..hard fer her to climb up the air bike..n den baru buat sikit jer dah complain butt sakit~~heheee..ibu ibu~~kata nak kurus..

well me tried too of cos...cycled fer 10km..had burn 550 calories...hahaha..ya ya..lepas tu makan keropok..amcam nak kurus~~

Well...welcome to the Ahmad's family AIBI air bike!!! n be prepared for these GIANTS to ride on u..let us practice a HEALTHY LIFE STYLE...bersenam lah anda sebelum anda di senamkan..hahahaa...ape sajek!! takde kena mengena...

PeNAt tApI SYIOK~~

aduh hai~~
sakit seluruh tubuh aku nie...mata aku pun naik penat "renovate" ini blog...dari semlm ie good friday aku online...sampai ini hari...da 2 whole days aku mengadap ini benda yg tak bawak hasil...hahahaaa...tapi syiok jugak..kinda addicted...but still blum puas hati lagik...aku tak bleh hide tu comments...so experts peeps who read tis pls pls pls help me...guide me...n i also wanna noe how to add tt tagboard n music n pics...pls help tis dummy here...hehehe...

havin bodyache n its every where aching...i'm suppose to type out the layout of coming mid yr o level prac n lower sec prac test...but instead of doin those important ones..i did this...cant believed it...cant resist it either...hahahaaaa....

so amcam gang?? ok tak?? need comments...hahahaaa....ah jay..kau nak sangat kan aku update...so i've granted ur wish...hehehee....


cute tak?? nie testing jek...

MengHiTunG hARi

Sayang
Ku menghitung hari dengan debaran dihati
Saat-saat berjauhan teramat menyiksakan

Sayang
Sejak engkau pergi waktu seakan terhenti
Dalam rinduku bisikkan lagi namamu

Belum pernah ku alami keresahan yang begini
Siang malamku bagai tiada berbeza
Dalam hatiku bertanya apa kau juga gelisah
Menghitung hari untuk segera kembali

Sayang
Dalam perpisahan terlalu banyak godaan
Demi kejujuran ini tidak ku hiraukan

Sayang
Bila kesunyian ku diburu kebimbangan
Apakah aku berdosa merasa curiga

Al-KiSah..taib~

So tiring today...sooo much work to do...plus me got eye infection..standard..never change my contact lenses..heheee.. dengan mata cojack nie aku singgah rumah mak..amik daging korban..hai..biasalah..dah sampai rumah mak malas pulak nak balik..but heng ah..peen ade rumah..n he's goin out meetin his frens at bugis..so he drive me home..poor peen..next wed he'll b hospitalise..doc said a tumor grows in his left side gums..but its benign..hopefully he'll b alrite..macam2 lah anak kesayangan ibu cik nie..heheee...

Haisyh..risau betul lah..salah aku jugak suruh dia reply dengan tulis surat..macam lah dia ade masa..nak email aku je payah.."yerlah sapelah kita nie kan..." eee aku benci kalau org gunakan this line..tapi skarang aku sendiri gunakan..hahaaa...yerlah aku nie kan bukannye org terpenting dalam hidup dia..tapi tu semua aku tak kisah..yg aku kisah dan risaukan..dia dapat ke tidak tu postage? gambar aku ade kat dalam!!! bukan 1 tapi 3 beb!!! haisyh...kalaulah tu postage tak sampai kat tangan dia..sape pulak lah yg terima agaknye...surat cinta n bday card aku tak kisah kalau hilang..tapi gambar BETA!!! oh tak rela daku~ oh~

suspen betul lah...brape lama actually postage tu bleh sampai eh? 1 wk? 2 wks? nie dah 2 mths..dia dapat ke tidak? aku rasa macam nak cekik2 je batang leher dia..takde initiative lah..slalu macam nie tau..mesti diketuk baru nak bersuara...ataupun aku try email dia tanye if he receives it? eh..susahnye jantan satu nie lah..eeee..blum jadi boyfren aku..dah cekik darah..kalau dah jadi amcamz? Mampoi lah aku nanti..kurus kering..tak perlu exercise aku bleh lose weight easily...eee..geram..geramnye aku kat kau Syafuan..eeee...

:*:*Geram jgn engkau geram..geram geram..*:*:

Nie kisah jantan lagik satu..entah ape kena lah...tiba2 je somewhere last week dia msg aku..almost midnite..dah brape lama tak sms..berbual jauh skali..tiba2 aje muncul..takde angin takde ribut dia msg aku.."Sorry to disturb you..I miss You..Good nyte"...nie ape case pulak nie...ngigau ke sasau? nie mestilah 'collection' dah berkurangan ataupun 'collection' semua dah dikebas org...

abih aku nie ape? parking lot? port? harbour front sound betta...heheee..eh PUHLEASE..no way...aku pun reply dia tanye wassup..dia kata "saje je..just wanna let u know tt i miss u..who knows there is no tmr for me.." Yek eleh...feeling pulak dia..mat kental bolaichi..jiwangz buah ladung ah dekni..Apo kono eh Jang~hahahahaaaa...

aku pun malas lah nak tanye panjang2..pasal aku tahu mesti nak luah kan perasaan lah tu..jelak aku dengar..si pompuan nie yg dia suka..kawan dia pun suka lah..so he gives way lah..ade pompuan nie dia suka dah dilamar..ade yg dah jadi tunang org tapi rupanye ade hati kat dia..tak bilang early2..dan dia pun suka kan pompuan tu tapi tak bersuara..(ape guna jadi jantan?) blah blah blah...feeling reserved lagik lah...biar semua terlepas...entah betul entah tidak semua crita2 nie..wallah waklam..sebab sorang pun pompuan yg dia crita tu aku tak kenal..onli Ida yg aku tahu associated dgn dia...

ha..nie Ida dah nak tunang tak lama lagik..tak sedih ke cik abg oooiii...adeke dia kata by the time aku 27..kalau aku masih single..dia nak ehem2...ehem2 waklu!! juz bcos i ever told him tt i wld prefer to settle down at age bet 27-30..and juz bcos he knew my dad n they at times bebual kat bawah blk..kirakan line clear kepe...life aint tt easy lah brader~ ape aku nie last resort kepe...boleh blah ah~ don c me no up..don make my blood go up stairs..wat makes he think i'll accept him? gua cakap sama lu Fuad...lu relek suah~

oh yes..according to him..his bday is coming..27th ke 28th gitu..wateva..abih suruh aku blanja..tak tahu malu sey..alah terus terang aje lah..kau sebenarnye nak ajak aku dating..ape..tu pun perlu reserved ke?

Nas Rudy..alamak..nie mamat aku dah salah kasi signal agaknye..lain macam je lately dekni..sie mamat nie pulak kena tinggal ngan gerlfren dia..actually tt gerl n him takde ape2..but he treats her special..they are not officially 2gether..hmm..but somehow the gerl suddenly starts to ignore him..never reply his msg n calls...so understand understood lah kan..dekni pun tangkap sedih jugak..

niat aku cuma nak motivate je..tapi entah eh..dekni mula msg aku siang mlm pagi petang..tanye dah makan ke blum..hows ur day..naik rimas aku..lain macam lah..ke aku nie yg perasan tak? tapi kata org kalau seseorg tu keep on msg-in..tu ada makna tu~ Eeerrr...goosebumps kejap..heheee..alamak Nas..jgnlah kau pikir lain..kita mutual frens je..mentang2 aku tahu kisah kau..tak kan kau feelin ngan aku pulak kan..aisey bedah~ susah lah hidup akak nie macam...hehehee

Tapikan..since Syafuan takde nie..ok jugak ape kalau aku flirt? heheee...alah untuk mengisi kekosongan yg ade..heheheee..ok pe..lagik pun Syafuan ade pesan yg kalau aku nak notty sikit2 je...hmm sikit lah nie kan? hahahaaaa c"p) hey...options stil open...i'm stil free like a bird..free WOMAN~

aSMaRa

Sendiri..
Ku kemas airmata dipipi
Tak percayaku yang telah terjadi
Cintamu kini telah terbagi
Haruskah cinta aku akhiri
Hanya sampai disini
Tak mungkin
Aku berpaling dan menyesali
Tercabik hati ingin meronta
Jangan kau rejam ghairah yang ada
Haruskah aku mengemis cinta
Untuk menghilangkan duka
Asmara...
Kemana lagi akan ku cari
Siapa yang kan mengusir sepi
Disaat ku sendiri
Asmara...
Mungkin kah kau sampaikan padanya
Walau hatiku penuh derita
Aku masih selalu cinta

p/s: my al time fav song by novia kolopaking....neway sorry jnab..tot tt was yan..heheee

anoTHer cosy sUNdaY...

Yeah I’m back..but I might b disappear again? Hahaaa..well hav no idea who posted in a comment there..guess muz b yan..heheee..

Entah ape kena lah aku nie hari..wake up sooo early in the morning..after solat subuh..i cant sleep...its SUNDAY fer god sake!! Oh wat the hell…nuthin much to do besides doin house chores later...

Anyway yesterday me whole family went to gramma’s plc..ade doa slamat sikit cos both my beloved aunts akan berangkat ke tanah suci mekkah on this coming Wednesday 12th jan..as usual we cuzzins gathered..Vu is back from her honeymoon..lucky her she went to bali instead of Maldives..Vu senyum memanjang..pengatin barulah katakan..hahaa…kitaorg pun ape lagik..attack!! luckily ahmad not ard..hahaaa..Vu so excited abt the baby bonus..$$$ sape tak nak..hahahaa..lagik2 sie mak buyung kak ct kita explained to her..and there she started her calculations..hahaaa lepakzzz!! Georgie (airon) and aiman not ard yesterday..so tak gempak sangat ah..especially georgie..our best joker
hehee..so our hunks abg sani n peen(firdhaus) for the day..we watched that soccer match between Singapore and Indonesia..Singapore won 3-1..as usual Singapore is so complacent..Indonesia manage to score the very last minute before the game ended…2nd league on 16th jan at kallang stadium..Singapore better win..

Khir will b ard either late February or by 1st march..InsyaAllah..hehee..huda gonna hav a brother soon!! N me gonna hav a nephew soon!! Best nyer~~ huda is soooo cute yesterday...her straight fringe..her eyes squint when she salam n she put on weight..she looks betta now..her 2nd birthday is coming..18th jan..hmm..wat to get her…hmmm..

Brad Pitt and Jenifer Aniston at last separated..wOO hOO!! my Brad is single now...wait fer me Brad..i'm coming to get u..heheee..

Oklah…selamat pagi singapura dah start…hehehe…seldom catch the show..anyway hungry ah..wanna eat breakfast…my mum goreng roti telur…hehe yum yum..jemput makan~

THe return oF ME

Bismillahirahmanirahim…hehehe

How time really flies…n yes the return of me here writing a blog..requested by many?hehe..not exactly lah..anyway Happy New Year!! I hope its not too late rite? Its betta late than never~ c”p)

Bagus jugak skola dah bukak…if not I’m so bored in skool..nuthin to do..shake leg..eat snake..makan gaji buta..sit ard..chit chat tak habis2..banyak duduk..makan..eeeEEeerrggh~ I hate skool hols..me gain weight!! Butt gets wider..DAMN..but hey..bonus 2004 gerek siol~hahaha..gerek pun gerek jugak…blanja pun blanja jugak…hahahahaa..then plus wif ERS..tak ke lumayan tu~hehehe…

Met Ida n Dayah on Xmas eve..Guess wat..Ida getting engage soon..so tts the good news she wanna tell us tt day..date dah fix..on 20th February 05..hehehe..we were so excited..tt day we went survey2 fer her engagement ring..oh my..she’s next after Dayah’s somewhere in august(2004)...berjangkit kepe..tinggal lah aku sorang in this grp..pressure beb..hehe nolah~speaking of which..Hilmi(bds) getting engage too this 9th January 05..my dear Vu dah slamat diijabkabulkan dgn Syed Ahmad(nama bapak aku nie..hehe)on 25th Nov 04..semoga kekal ke akhir hayat InsyaAllah…

Hmm..talking abt Vu’s wedding..Vu kan budak teater..so of cos ramai lah celebrities suria yg ade..so ade chance lah me cuci2 mata hehee..Fadly Awalludin came down..hehehe..he’s wif Norseha Sani..they came 2gether..pakai sepasang lagik..cute..but wateva it is..Fadly was there!! Haiz~macam nak peluk jek..he’s sooo charming..tall..dark..handsome..haiz~tergugat jugak iman aku..hahahaa…tengokkan Fadly teringat pulak me kat Syafuan..hehehe…bleh gitu eh ;)

Met my sec skool frens on new year’s eve..been quite sometime we didn’t meet up..as usual we went shopping..then we had dinner at swensons..had a great time..plan to meet up wif my poly frens too b4 yr ends..but it was cancelled..

Tapi akhirnya tahun 2004 bukan lah sesuatu yg kita semua duga...yea I’m talking abt tt tsunami tragedy..hanya sebak saja yg dapat kita sama2 rasa..inilah dia tanda2 kecil hari khiamat..Namun demikian aku tetap bersyukur kerana tuhan masih mahu memanjangkan umurku serta umur orang2 yg aku sayang..InsyaAllah..mudah-mudahan tuhan mencucuri rahmat keatas roh mereka2 terutama saudara se-Islam kita..InsyaAllah..Amin Amin Yarabbal A’lamin..Al-Fatihah…

3 monTHs LONG?!

Wow!! its eactly 3 mths i didnt update this blog..gosh..wat hav i done fer tis 3 mths? lots of things happened..happy ones, sweet ones, sad ones..indescribeable,unexplainable,pretty awesome though but at d same time heart pain too lah..hehehee..haiz~

Anyway despite of all tt..i shld say "I WILL SURVIVE" ~I've got all my life to live n I've got all my love to give~ yeah!! shld i note it in here wats wrong wif me lately? or wat happend actually? nah~ i don think its appropriate to enclose it here yet..meanwhile i'll juz take note in manual diary..hahahaa..

Gosh..i juz dunno how exactly i feel..happy? yes i am happy indeed surrounded wif my family,dear cuzzies,lovely n happening colleagues b it in school or in pruden..but still there is tis particular thing or shall i rather say a particular person tt keeps on haunting me..haiz~

Fancy..fantasized..tts wat i normally do..should i stop? HELP!!HELP!!

p/s:help me if u do read tis~

biCArA riNdu...

Sesungguhnya keadaan suasana
Hidup makin terpisah
Perpisahan telah mengajakku
Berbicara soal rindu
Rindu kepadamu
Rindu pada keindahan
Yang tak dapat meramalkan
Bilakah rindu ini akan berakhir
Akan terus beginikah aku
Berbicara dengan rinduku
Sehingga aku menyedari rinduku
Sudah tak terhitung
Sakitnya sayang
Merasakan keperihan
Dari bautan rindu
Yang makin memeritkan
Akan terus beginikah aku
Berbicara dengan rinduku

bLow D CaNDleZ

Today is my Monsta Burfday…hahaha…19th birthday...19 my lucky number n her fav number (I noe why… :p) Well bought fer her a denim jacket…pheewww really cost me man…anyway no celebrations..as usual ayah baca doa slamat, small tahlil and its juz among us family members..my mum bake her fav cake..chocolate marble cake…my fav too!! Hehehe…wish her all the best in her 3rd yr, long life, stay jembu always..n keep on irritates me..cos I LIKE~ hahahaha…

Oh yah.. I didn’t went out last thurs cos kinda cloudy tat evening…instead me n adik went out on Friday…we went to CPF building at tampines..then window shopping at TM n CS..nothing interesting as usual..oh yes..met a fren n guess wat..he said I’m pretty lah hahaha…face sooo flawless..sempat buat sound effect SHING~hahaha..ape sajek!! Nice compliment… my greatest gratitudes to M.A.C hahaha…wat the hell..

So our next destination was to town…went to KFC far east fer lunch..followed by this boutique (cant remember wats the name) and there a denim jacket which caught her eyes..sooo feeling minah2 bike..the best part she wore it on the spot…hahaha…thought of watching Shrek2 but we have religious class that nyte..

Oh yes~ me bought something fer myslelf too..a digital camera..hehehe..had been longing fer this since last yr..thought of buying it last December.. too bad the money was used fer something else more important…On our way home..my cuz called n said that she’s coming down to my place (going fer religious class together wif us)..so waited fer her at orchard mrt...

Saturday..at home the whole day...clean the house,eat,watch tv,vcd,karaoke and when the nyte comes..we sleep…..ZzzzzZZzzzzZZzzzz

LazY @ hoMeY~

Hmm..has been skipping fer 2 days..fer Tues n Wed…so lets update..hmmm recall..recall..

Tuesday...working as usual..cant wait fer Wednesday as its public holiday..and after that I will be having or perhaps enjoying my annual leave..woo hoo..taking leave from thurs to next Monday..great isn’t it? So much things to settle actually..that’s the reason why I’m taking leave..and will be taking leave again in middle june..hahaha..still have 28days more..hmmm…

Oh yes..i met noli on Tuesday..it was a last minute plan..she sms me around 2 plus in the afternoon...asked me if I’ve bought presie fer zurina…so we met tat day..went down to town..browse into some accessories shops..noli was thinking to buy her a bracelet…found one..very elegant..black in color..suits her…later then we went to geylang hahaha…me looking fer a tudung and at the same time juz wanna kill the time coz noli is meeting rafi later on at 9plus at pasir ris..

Wednesday…it’s a holi-holiday(singing it in tat cheekygirls tune~)hahaha…watch tv all day..hahaha hmm.. not really actually..clearing my wardrobe with my sister..wow there were so many clothes tat we decided to discard and give them away..hehehe..more coming I guess..;) then later at nyte as usual I have religious class…

And fer today…Thursday…here I am writing a blogspot..guess maybe later I’m going out..looking fer my sis bday presie…shit~ I don’t know what to get her..k then better get ready now…perhaps going down to tampines..oh hell wat do they have there?aarrgghhh!!

P/s: at the same time..Chatting wif Diana on msn now…great to hear from her..World Peace!!