LovE mE whEn i'M gONE

Tired Mind And Body

2008-10-09T23:23:00.005+08:00

Exhausted.
seriously, no kidding.
Belum hilang rasa penat Hari Raya, now on-going with O level science practical exams.
Will end by 16th Oct but written ones continue til mid Nov.

Anyway, bought this during the fasting month. Highly recommended by a close friend.
I've watched the movie before reading the novel. Compared to the novel, it's not fully shown on screen(like duh~). Am truly in love with this novel. I must say, Fahri (the main character/narator in the novel) is the type of guy that I would love to bring home to meet my parents.. heh! I believed any gal would? =)

It's been long since I read a malay novel. This novel educate me with sufficient verses of the Quran about love and also the hadiths of the Prophet S.A.W.
MasyaAllah. Subhanallah.

On it's way

2008-05-15T10:51:00.004+08:00

InsyaAllah....
when everything has gone pretty well and settle....
will start on the look for one...
Honda Civic 1.6 VTI....

I'm Back~!

2008-05-15T08:33:00.009+08:00

it's been soOOooOo long I didn't blog here...
miss blogging here thou...
was browsing and reading some of my precedent...

dropping by just to add on a little life story of mine...
of what's happening to my family lately....
I'm busy with my dad who is still in SGH...
hopefully he'll be discharge by next week...
he's in the hospital since mid march...
love to see you back at home Ayah....
he's getting much better now....
able to move and do things all by himself, Alhamdulillah....
recall those days where Ayah had his open heart surgery...
were moments where my mum, sis and myself having hard time....

things happen so sudden and least expected.....
the night Ayah had the attack right after maghrib, luckily I was at home...
was suppose to go for gym that evening....
Ayah kept on reminding me of the time, but I was just lazy to get myself ready....
hati ni berat nak pergi gym..., I dont feel good that day...
I guess it's a sign of something gonna happen that evening....
he went pale, cold sweat, chest pain and breathless......
I dont know what to do...
didnt even come to my mind to call for ambulance....
we went to A&E the next morning....
doctor found 3 major blocks....
unfortunately the blocks were the main coronary arteries....
Alhamdulillah, the surgery went smoothly....
and I'm much relief now looking at Ayah's condition....

thanks to all my close paternal and maternal family members who have always come visiting my dad now and then...
to my understanding colleagues, my primary school buddies who willing to hang out with me at the hospital, they came more than once hee~ I know something rare people do, anyway thanks girls for the company....
thanks All again for the care and concern....
I feel the LOVE....

Kwang Kwang Kwang...

2007-08-08T13:38:00.000+08:00

Updates?!
Nothing to update....
see how lah eh....
when I have the time....

shuffle up adopt from ophelia

2007-06-24T18:00:00.000+08:00

1. Ensure your music player is in the shuffle mode.
2. Press next/foward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question, even if it doesn't make sense.

How are you feeling today?
lene marlin - unforgiveable sinner

Will you get far in life?
leaan rimes - how do i live

How do your friends see you?
clay aiken - solitaire

Will you get married?
hoobastank - the reason

What is your life's theme song?
bryan adams - cloud no. 9

What is the story of your life?
cake - i will survive

What was high school like?
ryan cabrera - true

How can you get ahead in life?
enrique iglesias & whitney houston - could

What is tomorrow going to be like?
alicia keys - if i ain't got you

What is the best thing about your friends?
baby bash feat akon - baby i'm back

What is in store for the next weekend?
shania twain - you're still the one

What song best describes you?
lonestar - amazed

How is your life going?
savage garden - truly madly deeply

What song will play at your funeral?
brian mcfadden feat delta goodrem - almost here

How does the world see you?
rupee - tempted to touch

Will you have a happy life?
marc anthony - you sang to me

What do your friends really think of you?
keane - everybody's changing

What song describes the person you're attracted to?
3 doors down - here without you

What message would you like to tell the next generation?
westlife - more than words

Do you have a deep dark secret?
kevin lyttle - turn me on

hahahaaaaa...... fantastic! try it~ =)

get-together

2007-06-24T09:19:00.000+08:00

after 9 years we left secondary school, at last I managed to get hold of these two classmates of mine.... great night, we laughed non-stop, we recall those nerdy days...... Kelvin de catalyst for that night, he recall the time when I did an introduction of myself to the class. doing some hand signals, simplified my name. a number "2" and letter "T"..... seriously I don't remember doing that, but anyway it was funny. hilarious. well that's how I make people remember my name, especially for the non-malays. and yeah I know there's this petrol brand for bikes called 2T. hahaha......

oh well, I just don't get it why some people find it's hard to pronounce my name. don't mention about my second name, cos it will sounds even worse.
T-U-T-Y...... it's short and simple yet difficult. four letter word! urgh~

some tounge says Tuty as :-

Duty... "D" n "T" is sooo far out lah!
Tee-U-tee... stressing on the phonic... ha ha
Tuu-tie... utter the "ty" as tie? something like to say BY?
Tweety... yeah yeah I thought I thought a pussy cat! oh I did!
Tutti frutti... this is nice, I loike~

anyway, what a coincidence. great minds I guess. me and Irene have a similar watch!

same brand and design but not the color.....

time by DKNY, 11pm *wink*

oh I miss you folks already. thanks pseudochic for joining us that night.... X-Men eh~! suka kau eh~~

something to code and share. I was listening to syarahan on radio warna this morning. this ustaz mentioned why particularly young married couples end up separate ways.
he said.... "kerana tanggungjawabnya kepada Allah, iaitu bersolat, memperbanyakkan bersujud, jarang atau tidak dilaksanakan, maka itu dia juga tidak mampu melaksanakan tanggungjawabnya sebagai suami atau isteri.... tidak mampu menyelesaikan masalah dengan baik, sebaliknya membuat sesuatu mengikut nafsu.... "

hmmm, senang cakap atau cakap kasar, kalau nak BERBINI, mesti cukup bersedia PIKUL BEBAN INI.... hehehe...

To My Dad

2007-06-17T07:28:00.000+08:00

To my dad on his day,

Of whom I am a living will

May your happiness fulfill

Your goodness, as is just and right.

Deeds are seeds upon the night

As wind and wonder have their way,

Delivering the destined light.

for him I've blossomed to a fine young lady, despite his fierceness, hot tempered, stern, strict, old fashioned etc, I know he is doing his job as a father. it's qualities like these that keep us aware of who we are and what we can give to life. it's qualities like these, Ayah, that you have taught me and adeq to value. through your influence, your example and your love. it has made me love you very much Ayah. and each year that passes, I even more glad, more grateful and proud just to call him Ayah! Thank you, Ayah...

with that I would like to dedicate this song to my dearest AYAH,
(click to listen, the song very syahdu...you peepz would like it too, enjoyz!)

Lelaki (warkah seorang anak).wma

Lyrics to the song:

Telah berdiri seorang lelaki

Hidup berbekal kecekalan diri

Walau menghadapi sejuta cabaran

Terus berpaut pada kebenaran

Berkurun sudah kau merintis jalan

Bertahun sudah hasratmu terhalang

Tetap bersemarak api keazaman

Bara keramat doa dan harapan

Kau melangkah bermula dari lembah

Kau mendaki setangga ke setangga

Semakin hampir menjejaki puncak

Semakin sering kau ditikam onak

Namun kerana kau lelaki

Derita dapat diselindungi

Tangisanmu rahsia dihati

Kesepianlah teman nan sejati

Di dalamnya kau mengenal diri

Tenangnya wajah matangnya bicara

Kerana kau menyakini

Tuhanlah yang maha ESA

Kerana kau menyakini

Tuhanlah yang maha ESA

and to ALL fathers in the universe...

Happy Fathers' Day!

I dreamt HIM

2007-06-05T09:26:00.000+08:00

hahahaaa...
what a ridiculous dream. guess I'm SOOOoo or OVER obsessed by him.
he said nothing in my dream. just smile. HAIZ~ damn! I should have hug him ya?
he's ~~married~~ nobody husband but has a girlfriend thou, ~~but~~ and he's truly CHARMING. how I wish my future half looks like him. and would always always remain good looking even when he's above 50 *dream on*

Birth name: John Christopher Depp II
Born: June 9, 1963 (age 43) ... his birthday is coming!

can't resist, I surf for HIS pictures!!! aaahhh~~ an eye candy!

HAIZ~~ I'm melting.

double HAIZ~~ without a smile he's fine & lovely.

triple HAIZ~~ fierce but smooth.

even he's in pirates uniform, he's yummy!

look at him, stylist gorgeous him. padahal dah bapak orang~
hey he has to look good, he's a celebrity remember? c"p)
oh that's not his wife in the picture, she's his longtime girlfriend.
with his two kids, Lily-Rose Depp, 6, and Jack Depp, 4.

in class now actually, supposed to do 6 exercises. can't do the last one, so this is my exercise 6, HAHA!!
ok DAH! bye~

multi task

2007-06-04T09:27:00.000+08:00

9.50am:
I'm in class right now. very sleepy. my eyes can't open. worst still have to stare the monitor. this course makes me face the screen 24/7. today's topic ADVANCED SPREADSHEET.
aarrgghh~ sleepy...hungry... yawn~

oh by the way, didn't knew that my lecturer is a malay. she looks like a chinese to me.
come to know about it when I signed my attendance. in kepo mode, browsing through the attendance and that's where I saw.... Trainer: Ms Sabrina Zainal... oh melayu....
C-Rai-Years-Ly... she don't look and sounds like one. k will side track again later heh~!

10.22am:
haha... ophelia what you doing early in the morning? you not working right~ yeah lets go get Jack Sparrow today babe! check the show time already? text me soon kay~
hmm next movie would be SHREK 3!!!
oh I brought the Qabil Khusry Qabil Igam today babe. Will pass it to ya later... sure thing kau melalak, emotionally disturbed!

10.35am:
oh Janz you another bummer. how syiok not working or schooling today. yeah babe me pun melalak giler~
having a break now. freezing cold in this IT lecture room. I'll be back in 20 mintues time.
TerrA!

10.57am:
I'm back in action pack! whey~ it's not that I don't pay attention to Ms Sabrina ok, but she's going through some basic skills which I'm familiar with c"p)
pseudochic, you another bummer peeping here eh... hehe. you wanna know about Anggun Seminar that I went to? It's about body & health management babe. how to keep your body fit, and not like YO-YO. the secret is YOU MUST EAT! hehe... kay will elaborate more when I see ya...
Lesson starts!

12.35pm t0 1.45pm :
out for lunch!!!

2.24pm:
confirmed with ophelia the time & venue to catch Pirates. c ya later babe~
noted - tampines century square, 6.30pm show time...
I'll zoom there once I'm done,
latest by 6.15pm....

2.50pm:
BWUEK~!
I'm having this oats & honey crunchy bar... yum yum, jemput~
anyway, sheesh.. I'm having cramps today, 1st day lah...
just remember that I didn't pin up the entry on my colleagues farewell dinner, last last friday.
hmmm....

3.00pm:
*yawn*.... continue with the assignments given....
poor thing Mr Tan who sits across me. he lost his voice and so when he speaks he sounds like a BAPOK! haha... so please DON'T SPEAK~ I know what you're saying~ so please stop explaining~ don't tell me cause it hurts~....opps!
k back to study...

5.03pm:
gosh its 5pm already... and yet we have not finish...
kay I shall end here.....
see ya peepz! take care~

new watch

2007-06-04T01:46:00.000+08:00

oh baby~

can't wait to own you.

come to mama.

nice ey!

DKNY Women's Brown Mesh Strap Watch

and I'm watching Pirates of Carribean today~

woo hoo!

oh my darling Jack Sparrow,

I'm coming to rescue you...

c"p)

//Updates//

2007-06-02T21:44:00.000+08:00

as you can see the entry title. heh~ well not only I need to find the time, but also mood you see.okay let's start with my sis went to the country down under. organizing a conference for MOTOROLA... Hello Moto~ she came back last saturday. and of course Ibu & me were in tears *sooOo swwweeeTtt* Ayah too, but he controlled *hah~ ego!* hihi....

she gain weight?! hehe... chubby is cute DeQ~
these are selective pictures I edited:

aaAAaawWWw~ we miss you too *sob*sob*

here comes the bus....

finding Nemo... Nemo is in Sydney not Perth dear~ try again!

I have no idea where and what this is, but love the picture.

to the ..... hotel ey!

she bought me a dress. from dotti... nice~ love it......

hehe... ok enough of this aussie thingy. wanna view more as usual click to where? you should know where =) okay~ another update story...... had a sisterly hang out with both DeQ and Janz last thursday, the vesak day. kind of a belated birthday outing for me especially from Janz *wink*. had indian cuisine, very full feeling. never tasted briyani dam. hmmm oklah, to me the taste is like normal briyani, so what's the diff? we drop by SGH, as our dear Aunt was admitted the day before. later then, we chilled at Gloria's Jeans. and yeah Janz, I agree with you, what a bitching session we had hehe~ no! we'll never stop talking.....

snappy snappy SNAP!!!

I love this too Janz~ Cool huh....

lastly,

thanks Janz~ I love you even MORE!!!

.:. can't wait .:.

2007-05-25T08:57:00.000+08:00

DeQ coming back tomorrow night.
we all miss her.
can't wait to fetch her.

meeting my beauteous this coming monday for dinner.
miss them, can't wait.

can't wait going back to school.
studious, bookish, bookworm and busy.

can't wait to watch Pirates of Caribbean.
At World's End.
Johny Depp the beau.

off she goes to PERTH

2007-05-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday night we sent her. flight at 1.20am. checked in at 12am.

miss her already!!! alhamdulillah, she reached her destination safe and sound.

she message me this morning at 6.50am. take care DeQ~

this afternoon went to tan tock seng hospital with ayah and ibu. visit wak wadi.

sudden stroke and coma attacked. according to doctor, its critical.

nothing much can be done. it's all matter of time.

kita hanya dapat doakan yang terbaik untuknya. dan redha.

best shots

2007-05-17T03:26:00.000+08:00

natural, candid, best shots and edit.
taken on Mother's day last sunday.

view more? visit my multiply page ayte... do place some comments. thanks!

7th month in 2007

2007-05-16T14:10:00.000+08:00

number seven "7". I guess its a lucky number for this year. I just notice that July is also known as the BONUS month for us the civil servants. money will be credit into my account - begining of the month and mid too... wow~~ weeEEeee!!! ching~ ching~

my parents had received the letter from the CPF board (GST offset). already done for them through online minutes ago. but where's mine & adeq's? hmmm..... probably today. later. if not......... aku memberontak~~!!!! hehe....

and July would be a Nasi Minyak Feast for me. noted, practically every weekends I have a wedding/engagement to attend....

currently I have been watching this malay drama - without miss! considering hunky Fahrin Ahmad the main cast, charming guy. tall... dark... handsome...haiz~~~ and so the theme song has been like playing & stuck in my brain. very old school, classic song. by an indonesian singer, DWEN his name. very schmaltzy, sentimental & emotional song. the lyrics below....

Kau yang ku sayang

Dari dulu, kini dan selama-lamanya

Sebelum kenal dirimu

Sebelum jumpa dirimu

Kau sering datang dalam mimpiku

Kata hatiku

Selalu membisik kau adalah milikku

Biar lama pun kutunggu

Saat kedewasaanmu

Daku tak pernah jemu menantimu

Disaat ku sendiri

Ku bayangkan wajahmu

Terkadang ku berilusi

Tentang dikau dan aku

Ku harapkan semua ini

Esok kan jadi kenyataan

Dan aku berjanji

Kan ku bahagiakan dirimu selamanya

Kuharapkan semua ini

Akan segera terjadi

Dan semoga nanti

Bukan hanya sekadar impian belaka

who shall I serenade this song to?! anyone?

...........

2007-05-15T12:16:00.000+08:00

I know He saw me,
it was obvious.
He turned around and walked away.

He brought me in and He resigned then,
not even once He seems to appear.
He thanked me through messages He can,
and that's that all I could hear.

it's not attention I asked for,
simply courtesy, sincere appreciation comes from Him.

but anyway,
may euphoria be with Him always.
be indebted and bless for He,
shared and directed me.

hopefully through these deeds that I've contribute,
in one way or another
ballyhoo me...
in our next world....
InsyaAllah.........

show me the MONEY~!

2007-05-15T08:04:00.000+08:00

wooHoo~!
we'll receive money again on 1st July...heh~!
watch news yesterday? regarding GST offset package? NO?!
oh well you are not too late to know more about it, especially when it concern money $$$ Ching~ Ching~!
visit www.gstoffset.gov.sg to read more...
remember not to miss the deadlines...
we'll receive this GST credits for conservative 4 years okay~
so quick start signing up using ATMs/online - easiest way for me.....

I'll upload the Mother's Day pics soon... sorry cuzzies~!
check out my multiply ok?
chEErs~~~!

12th evry mth, $$$

2007-05-12T22:16:00.000+08:00

I suppose today is the happiest day for all civil servants. why? well indeed, we received again the performance bonus(PB). normally its once a year, in March, but provided you are being graded C and above, based on your work review & development. and I heard this year would be the last year, hmmm... not sure about that.

we were excited about the pay raised for this month, but instead we were surprised with the PB of 0.5 that is the net salary plus 50% of your gross salary(minus 20% of course for the CPF.. ish!) Lumayan kan~~~ hehe... inilah untungnya kerja dengan gobermen... I suppose the reason why they raise our pay basically of the GST coming in July. ultimately there's nothing to be glad of. like my mum said, " besar periuk besar lagi keraknya... yang penting biarpun sikit tapi berkat tu ade... berkat yang kita nak... " true enough....

it's sad to hear people(around me) who are married decided to go separate ways. some are young, less than 5 yrs and some already more den 10yrs married. I can't comment, only listen. but on the whole, they mention the same line, " takdir~ dah takde jodoh... " sad very sad...

and what a coincidence, yesterday, friday night, as usual had my religious class. Ustazah Habsah touched on how easily people point finger at FATE (takdir). she said, " jodoh bukan datang dengan sendiri... kita/manusia yang sebenarnye menentukan... kita diberi AKAL untuk BERFIKIR, dan HATI untuk MEMILIH... suatu kebaikan yang datang pada diri kita adalah takdir yang diberi oleh Allah... tapi keburukkan yang datang pada diri kita adalah atas pilihan/kesilapan diri kita sendiri... melainkan ajal dan maut, itu ketentuanNya... selain dari itu kita yang corak perjalanan hidup kita... "

" Tuhan tidak akan mengubah nasib seseorang manusia itu, melainkan manusia itu sendiri yang mengubah nasibnya... "

" Tiada manusia yang merancang untuk gagal, tapi manusia selalunya gagal untuk merancang..."

p/s: I wanna take part in DeaL or No DeaL... $$$~!!!!!

deLaY

2007-05-05T14:11:00.000+08:00

the flight is delay...
from 11.40am to 2.40pm, then to 4.30pm...
doesn't matter what the time would be, we pray that their fly back to singapore would be a safe one...
InsyaAllah...

My Collections

2007-04-28T18:01:00.003+08:00

*base on my own true stories, dedicate to Mr S, guess you are not meant for me *

Just Tell Me

I don't know how long I can go on living this lie,
Pretending I don't love you when I look into your eyes.
You told me not to fall for you, you wouldn't be there to catch me,
But my heart just wouldn't listen and now this feeling scares me.
I'm running around in circles, not knowing what road to take
Scared to take the roads unknown the decision is so hard to make.
I wish you felt the same for me that I so strongly have for you.
I pray at night that God will hear and make this one wish come true.
You confuse me with your actions, sometimes I feel like you more than care.
Other times your cold and bitter like when ever she is there.
I'm tired of hiding how I feel so please be honest with me,
If you love me then just tell me, if you don't then let me be.

Thoughts of Love

I wonder if he realizes how much I care about him...

That I spend hours thinking about him...

Hours talking about him...

I wonder if he realizes that all my friends know all about him,

But he doesn't even know them...

Does it even cross his mind that someone right under his nose cares so much for him?

That everything makes me think of him....

Many song lyrics remind me of him....

Does it occur to him that the person who loves him is right in front of him?

I guess it's not that obvious....

One day I'll tell him everything...

How I've day-dreamed about us being together...

That I've dreamt of being in his arms...

Maybe one day I'll tell him,

But today is not that day.

Luv,

.:.dollyduz dove.:.

Tua Mengejar Kita

2007-04-27T19:48:00.000+08:00

april gonna end soon. hehe...
very tired lately. busy with science mid year practicals exam preparation. body ache everywhere. climb up and down the stairs. I just hate the moment where I forgot to either bring down or up stuffs to the labs. frustrating. so forgetful. OLD I suppose. it's a sign~

while surfing the net, found this old school video. suits with what I'm blogging right now. ha ha ha..... Enjoyz!

performing Umrah

2007-04-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

went to changi airport yesterday evening...

send-off my dearest grammas, aunties & uncles...

performing Umrah for about 2 weeks...

they'll be back on 5th of may, the evening...

I would love to perform one, one day InsyaAllah...

probably Haj instead of Umrah...

since Haj is the 5th pillar of Islam...

wishing them a safe and wonderful journey...

p/s: doakan untuk saya yg baik2 ye~ *wink*

tanda 100 hari sebelum mati....

2007-04-19T21:27:00.000+08:00

reading this scare me....
some wakefulness....
Sesungguhnya mengingati mati itu adalah bijak.....

TANDA 100 HARI:
Ini adalah tanda pertama dari Allah SWT kepada hambanya dan hanya akan disedari oleh mereka yang dikehendakinya. Walaubagaimanapun semua orang Islam akan mendapat tanda ini cuma samada mereka sedar atau tidak sahaja. Tanda ini akan berlaku lazimnya selepas waktu Asar.Seluruh tubuh iaitu dari hujung rambut sehingga ke hujung kaki akan mengalami getaran atau seakan-akan mengigil. Contohnya seperti daging lembu yang baru saja disembelih dimana jika diperhatikan dengan teliti kita akan mendapati daging tersebut seakan-akan bergetar. Tanda ini rasanya lazat dan bagi mereka yang sedar dan berdetik dihati bahawa mungkin ini adalah tanda mati maka getaran ini akan berhenti dan hilang setelah kita sedar akan kehadiran tanda ini. Bagi mereka yang tidak diberi kesedaran atau mereka yang hanyut dengan kenikmatan tanpa memikirkan soal kematian, tanda ini akan lenyap begitu sahaja tanpa sebarang munafaat.Bagi yang sedar dengan kehadiran tanda ini maka ini adalah peluang terbaik untuk memunafaatkan masa yang ada untuk mempersiapkan diri dengan amalan dan urusan yang akan dibawa atau ditinggalkan sesudah mati.

TANDA 40 HARI:
Tanda ini juga akan berlaku sesudah waktu Asar. Bahagian pusat kita akan berdenyut-denyut. Pada ketika ini daun yang tertulis nama kita akan gugur dari pokok yang letaknya di atas Arash Allah SWT. Maka Malaikat Maut akan mengambil daun tersebut dan mula membuat persediaannya ke atas kita,antaranya ialah ia akan mula mengikuti kita sepanjang masa. Akan terjadi Malaikat Maut ini akan memperlihatkan wajahnya sekilas lalu dan jika ini terjadi, mereka yang terpilih ini akan merasakan seakan-akan bingung seketika. Adapun Malaikat Maut ini wujudnya cuma seorang tetapi kuasanya untuk mencabut nyawa adalah bersamaan dengan jumlah nyawa yang akan dicabutnya.

TANDA 7 HARI:
Adapun tanda ini akan diberikan hanya kepada mereka yang diuji dengan musibah kesakitan di mana orang sakityang tidak makan secara tiba-tiba ianya berselera untuk makan.

TANDA 3 HARI:
Pada ketika ini akan terasa denyut nadi bahagian tengah dahi kita iaitu diantara dahi kanan dan kiri. Jika tanda ini dapat dikesan maka berpuasalah kita selepas itu supaya perut kita tidak mengandungi banyak najis dan ini akan memudahkan urusan orang yang akan memandikan kita nanti.Ketika ini juga mata hitam kita tidak akan bersinar lagi dan bagi orang yang sakit hidungnya akan perlahan-lahan jatuh dan ini dapat dikesan jika kita melihatnya dari bahagian sisi. Telinganya akan layu dimana bahagian hujungnya akan beransur-ansur masuk kedalam. Telapak kakinya yang terlunjur akan perlahan-lahan jatuh ke depan dan sukar ditegakkan.

TANDA 1 HARI:
Akan berlaku sesudah waktu Asar dimana kita akan merasakan satu denyut nadi sebelah belakang iaitu di kawasan ubun-ubun di mana ini menandakan kita tidak akan sempat untuk menemui waktu Asar keesokan harinya.

TANDA AKHIR:
Akan berlaku keadaan di mana kita akan merasakan satu keadaan sejuk dibahagian pusat dan ianya akan turun kepinggang dan seterusnya akan naik kebahagian halkum. Ketika ini hendaklah kita terus mengucap kalimah syahadah dan berdiam diri dan menantikan kedatangan malaikat maut untuk menjemput kita kembali kepada Allah SWT yang telah menghidupkan kita dan sekarang akan mematikan pula.

castle in the sky

2007-04-15T20:19:00.000+08:00

ok this is just some flight of fantasy.

how I wish I could get one.

I have things over japanese/chinese/korean look.

serious~!

and so at the moment, kinda falling in LURP with...............

QUE HAIDAR!!!

heh...

or he's real name is Tengku Iskhan Shah Tengku Haidar.

nice name, suits the person.

ok dah, tu jer~!

to those who are working tomorrow...

HappY WorkinG~ MondaY BlueSssSSss~~~

Hady and Taufik at Malay Heritage Centre

2007-04-15T19:44:00.000+08:00

I'm helping a friend who works at MHC to spread & publicizes this.

help the Malay Heritage Centre by supporting the event attached.

so to all Taufik & Hady die hard fans out there,

what you waiting for? pick that phone of yours & call NOW!

for 2007

2007-04-14T21:38:00.000+08:00

for this year I bought myself........................
teRRa!!!

yes baby.... front, back, centre, side shots.....
but only these 3 are the best it models for me....
hahaha.... WTH~!
its green yo~ very refreshing indeed.....
it makes my face radiant & glow....hehe like real~
you don't believe me? see for yourself....

hahaha, crappy reason....
wateva lah eh~~~

again, HappY BirthdaY to ME~!

HeR GiFTs

2007-04-11T20:39:00.000+08:00

thanks to all for the gifts & dinners too.... I do really appreciate it.... for those who perhaps missed wishing me or feel like adding more gifts.... by all means, while April last~! heh~

again, thank you all very very muchies *muaksS*

kokoru kara... watashi aishe teru!!!

(from the bottom of my heart... I love U!)

anyway I'm "broken-hearted" today....

I accidentally drop my Fossil watch =(

it was my 22nd birthday treat....

so now the LCD half heart, half blank red....

see what i mean??? =(
guess someone should buy me a watch? hmmm... can i have DKNY? hehe~~~
been longing for one actually....
but the one that I've been eyeing on, is no more to be found at any stores...
another sad case =(
oh well~

HaPPy BirthDaY to ME~!

HappY BirthdaY to ME!~

2007-04-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

thanks to all gals and guys for the wonderful and thoughtful wishes!~
I do appreciate it....
the thought that counts....
c",)

shopping....

2007-03-24T23:41:00.000+08:00

from IKEA

rugs
compartments
scent candles
cushion
kasset box

form GIANT

0.6L rice cooker
oven toaster
bedsheets

had a quality time with my mum and sister. shopping at the new outlet COURTS-IKEA-GIANT at tampines.

TMNT

2007-03-18T17:17:00.000+08:00

can't wait to watch my action pack favourite heroes (back in era late 80s). Raphael, Donatello, Michelangelo and Leonardo. not fergetting Master Splinter and April the reporter. coming this week....anyone care to watch with ME? heh~
oh come on dude....cowwa bungga~~~

oh yes, speaking of which these turtles made me recall the "stupidity" of me back in those days, heheheee....
its between my mum and me....
i saw a cat went into the drain at the roadside. so was asking my mum....

ME: Bu, kucing sekolah dalam longkang eh?
BU: kucing tak sekolah....
ME: abih kenapa dia masuk dalam longkang? macam ninja turtles, kan belajar dalam longkang....
BU: tu cartoon...

silly me~

LooK-AlikeS

2007-03-17T17:17:00.000+08:00

hehe...well said~~ c",)

mission not accomplish

2007-03-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

well i guess taking leave really meant to stay at home for me. had made so many plans for today but ultimately, I just lay on the couch watching tv. I sprained my waist. did pilates yesterday morning, guess too much stretching hehe....well anyway good news! I've lost 2 kilos. for the past 2 weeks, practially everyday I did workout, food wise, well eat moderately, don't skip your meals. infact you should have 5 meals instead of 3. yeah tea breaks in between, and try not to consume anything after 8 or 9pm. no matter what exercise is the most important key factor to lose and tone your body. indeed I felt more energetic lately =)

anyhow, met my dear ladies last saturday. as usual we did some shopping spree!!! hmmm, I spent the most in the end. oh oh~ me & pseudochic did some make over for ophelia hehe~ greatest gratitudes to M.A.C too. okay lets pin up the pictures!!! oh by the way, I like the candid picture of yours in your blog ophelia...COOL~~~

this taken unintentionally....but we do look good~ heh!

me & ophelia "memory daun pisang"..... sassy lady valiant & pseudochic....

nice rite~~~

ok this one I was intsructed by the lady in white to snap....so don't blame me for this... noOOo COMMENTOS! *luff histerically*

bookends...

2007-03-09T11:50:00.000+08:00

to be honest, I've been feeling for some time that I'm slightly stuck in a rut. I love my family. I love my close relatives. I love my friends. would die for them. but apart of me would quite like to meet a MAN, and unless I manage either to grab any or to steal from any. hmm, neither of which is a particularly an appealing options. you agree with me? hahahaaa......

feel like having Ramen... anyone? =)

pecah perut....

2007-03-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

daku ketawa tak terhingga....
afdlin and his gang are superbly genius~ totally~
hilang tension gue...
you should watch dE videos =)

TEACHING ENGLISH

"kita kena enjoy dalam pelajaran,senang masuk dalam otak kita yg berjambul..."
"sometimes, cat stevens cross the road also...."
"how much I love you~ the rice..."
HAHAHAHA....

MEMINANG

hilarious~~~
these videos really make my day....

Tickle results

2007-03-03T22:22:00.000+08:00

I'm bored....

so did some tickling questionaire about maself =)

and so according to Tickle~~

(1) Tuty Alawiyah, your inner rock star is Beyoncé

We're crazy in love for you, dreamgirl! Your rock star counterpart is none other than smooth
crooner Beyoncé. You've always known you were a bit of a diva, and it's no surprise that you'd have a magnetic stage presence and voice to match. Your foxy style shows people that there's no bigger star in the room than you. Work it!

(2) Tuty Alawiyah, if you were a movie, you'd be a Suspenseful Thriller

Nothing is simple. Especially you. Like your movie match, you've got lots of plot twists, and you'd like to keep it that way. That's right, you're no open book.Whether or not you actually lurk in the shadows, you do like to keep people in the dark sometimes. Mysterious and enigmatic, you keep people guessing. When they think they've got you figured out, you enjoy throwing a curve ball their way. Maybe it's the element of surprise that tickles your fancy. Perhaps it's the shock value. Or maybe you're just intensely private. In any case, you keep life intriguing and unpredictable. And that's what makes you such an interesting individual.

(3) Tuty Alawiyah, you're destined for The Bachelor/Bachelorette

Blind dates, double dates, 1-800-DATE, setups, mixers — despite trying all the usual (an unusual) ways of meeting people you still haven't found that perfect someone. It's time to think inside the box, inside the television box, that is. The Bachelor/Bachelorette is your reality show because it may be the best way to find someone who is daring, unabashed, and ready to do something crazy, like...say, get engaged in front of millions of people.Since you love the hunt and have always been a competitor, what better way to prove your personality, charm, and sex appeal than a little game of competitive dating? Fifteen to one odds? No problem — you've worked parties twice that size and still managed to reel in the prize catch. Hey, if The Bachelor/Bachelorette doesn't yield a soul mate, at least you'll get the next best thing: an agent.

Its March!~

2007-03-01T21:12:00.000+08:00

time flies. March begins. fast huh?! siapa yang kejar siapa? kita kejar masa atau masa kejar kita? hmmm...... anyway today I'm not gonna talk about time flies or walk or jump etc. its just the thought of cepatnye masa tu berlalu~~~

well yesterday me went down to tampines. as usual end of the month, settle some errands. it was raining yesterday afternoon til today, the whole day non stop. tampines~ me would only drop by end of the month, unless its necessary. so I must say its been quite a while I have not been window shopping at TM & CS. so did some retail therapy, and end up I bought 3 long sleeves dresses!!! 3 babe~ banyak tu~~~ but hey its sale lah! 30% off~~ according to the cost price, all 3 might just cost me almost 120$........hmmm cheap rite after the discount? great deal, guess end of CNY, clearance sale. oh the store I went to was ALANO. not familiar huh? well brand doesn't matter to me but the SOPHISTICATED CHIC style, you know those with kembang payung, pleats & ribbons...heh! sooOOo ME!

colors - black, light brown & purple....nice! =)

=)

2007-02-24T12:42:00.000+08:00

Finally!
jeng jeng jeng~~~

yeah! bought myself a pair of madrid birkie last wednesday, cost me 79$. yeah as u can see me size 39~ big huh?! to pseudochic, thanks babe for accompany me even with the walking from wheelock to centrepoint. I know it was like one end to another but you were always there for me *muakz* chey jiwa-jiwa pulak diaaaaAAaa~~~. would like to purchase another pair probably when i receive my performance bonus somewhere in late march or early april. yeah baby yeah~~ $$$ on its way!

and on the same wednesday night, while I was chilling at starbucks, I received a call from my aunt (ibu cik). a shocking news. a family friend to my cuz met an accident at north-south highway, ipoh-perak. I supposed everyone read or heard about the fatal U turn for duo from tampines two days ago. delicate life is.

Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya, Muhd Redhuan @ Wan Hussain....
Amin....
Al-fateha.....

***in memory***
we with Allahyarham Wan Hussain(stands beside me)

pyjamas party!!!

2007-02-18T19:38:00.000+08:00

woo hoo!! can't wait to have dE pyjamas party at pseudochic's crib.
been planning since last year, which we intend to have it at some selective hotels.
but because of our tight schedules and some unforseen circumtances,

we didn't make it happen.

I'll be going to my cousin's place first for her son's marhaban - cukur rambut,
then me ZZOOOOOMM to kallang.
hmmm, probably I'll drop some words (here) tomorrow about what's happening ya~~~

provided pseudochic allow me to use her lappie =)

morning glory

2007-02-18T08:35:00.000+08:00

GooD MorninG SunshinE~~~
well me can't sleep after doing morning prayer as usual, kinda excited to water the plants this morning. normally its my parents daily routine job to water them. why am I extra helpful today? well there's always a reason right~ okay let me introduce.... jeng jeng jeng~~~

welcome to the FAM~~ OrchiD! sOoOo Clever~~ heh!
there's this temporary flowers & plants store, hmm not exactly store course its like an open space right in front of my residence (which used to be a temporary wet market). guess its all because of CNY or else its just an empty space. there's so many beautiful & colourful flowers, so dE geram~ so i pester my dad that i want a pot of orchid, NO actually 3 POTS (course there were 3 colors ie. purple, white & orange). it was 18$ per pot at first but yesterday it went down to 10$ per pot. my dad disagreed and instructed me to just get a pot. he said "nanti sape yg nak jaga? mula-mula jer ghairah...nanti malas! sudah! beli satu jer..." =(
fine~~~

anyway while photographing the new member, I took the associates too!

look at the money plant, it starts to creep into my window. still standing tall, my beloved cactus is about 1.2m (it stands right beside pandan). it has been with the fam since I was 10yrs old, from a tiny winy small cactus in a small pot. my gramma gave it to me, she's a plant lover. the limau purut starts to fruit again!! yey~ we have many other plants like tujuh duri, kunyit, halia, sepulih, buluh jepun, hmm the rest I'm not sure what they are called.........

Craving fer ShoeS

2007-02-16T12:12:00.000+08:00

damn. this coming long holidays can't go shopping. all shops definitely not open. sianz~ wanna buy new shoes, yes~ shoes~~ for me to wear it at work. me do a lot of walking and climbing up and down the stairs, so you can't expect me with heels of course. but you will still see me with heels heh! lurve to be tall, feeling supermodel~

and so a good friend of mine suggested to try shoes from Birkenstock. she told me to purchase online, which is much cheaper than buying it from the stores. how do I know what size to get? only one way to be sure, I have to go try them on at the Birkie stores at Wheelock Place, Tanglin Mall or the Betula store at Forum. so anyone interested to join me? =)

these are some pictures I've grab from their websites.....
coOoool~~ NnniiiiiCCceeeEEe~~~~~

ok these are some common ones you always see rite? but there are many many stylo milo ovaltine and very very very pweety ones that you should try to take a look. I'm not sure if our local stores have them(that means I've ought to check it out!) but I tell you if you click to these websites ( Footshopping, Baumhouse, Go Buy Europe aka Jestel KG, German Shoes Online ) I guaranty and assure you'll fall in love with them...heheee!

"Wearing these shoes is like wearing no other pair of shoes. It was designed with an understanding that a person's shoes should reflect the shape of their feet. If the shoe is contoured and shaped like a human foot, comfort is sure to follow......"
p/s: chey mane-nye spoke-woman or advertisment aku nie eh....macam faham~ *wink*

Model dies like sister

2007-02-16T10:21:00.000+08:00

a promising young model has died from malnutrition, just six months after her sister, who was also a model, died from heart failure caused by starvation. she died of a heart attack moments after stepping off the catwalk. she ate nothing but lettuce leaves and diet soft drinks for three months before she collapsed.......

starvation can cause heart attack eh~ that's scary man~ hmmm, and here me still trying to loose more weight by starving myself. I only eat fruits, vegetables and drink plain water. no carbohydrate fer me. but at times do eat some junk food, hehe~ I've had once collapsed too, in the lift on my way to work. suddenly blurred vision and lost my hearing. luckily my dad was with me in the lift. mengucap macam nak rak awak~ ku sangka dah habis lah nyawaku masa tu....

my weight now maintain at 63kg(126 pounds). guess I can't reduce any more. my sis said I'm sick! sicko in the BRAIN!!! but I seriously need to tone my body, flabs everywhere. must find the time to exercise, build up my muscles and abdomen packs, I've lost those lines, can still see but very fine. tapi bila lepas makan perut dah buncit hilang terus~~~~
hahahaaaa.......

according to Adult BMI online Calculator, MY BMI(Body Mass Index) :

Height: 5 feet, 6 inches
Weight: 126 pounds
BMI is 20.3
(indicating your weight is within the normal range for adults of your height, maintaining a healthy weight may reduce the risk of chronic diseases associated with overweight and obesity)
BMI is calculated by dividing your weight by the square of your height.

oh and I have lots and loads of stretch lines!!! how to get rid of those marks/lines? have tried so many creams but can't remove them. anyone has any suggestions or recommend me any product to remove those ugly wugly marks/lines? macam pompuan baru lepas bersalin sey, banyak lines~~ eeEeWww~~

Fond Memories

2007-02-15T14:51:00.000+08:00

I've received this many times through email. all our lovable memories that have been long forgotten. for those who born in 70's and 80's, I'm sure you remember those old good days. but for those who don't, well you know what you missed out.....

1. You grew up watching He-man, MASK, Transformers, Silver Hawk and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget, Ninja turtles, My Little Pony and Smurfs too.

2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug.The teachers said you must brush each side 10 times too.

3. You know what SBC stands for.

4. You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or Strawberry MILK every week in class.

5. You watch a very popular Malay dubbed Japanese drama on RTM1 about schoolgirls who possess powerful skills in volleyball called Meoro Attack.

6. You find your friends with pagers and handphone cool in Secondary school.

7. SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned. The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red. The big red bell gives a loud BEEP! when pressed. There are colourful tickets?forTIBS buses.The conductor??will check for tickets by using a machine which punches a hole in the ticket.

8. Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day.

9. You've probably read Young Generation magazine.You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable.

10. You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to see the scenery.

11. Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50.

12. Gals are fascinated by Strawberry Short Cake and Barbie Dolls.

13. You learn to laugh like The Count in Sesame Street.

14. You longed to buy tibits called Kaka (20 cents per pack), and Ding Dang (50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes every week not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring.

15. You watched TV2 (also known as Channel 10) cartoons because Channel 5 never had enough cartoons for you.

16. Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven are probably the thickest story books you ever thought you have read. Even Sweet Valley High and Malory Towers.

17. KFC used to be a high class restaurant that serve food in plates and let you use metal forks and knives.

18. The most vulgar thing you said was asshole and idiot and THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'super white'...you just couldn't bring yourself to say the hokkien relative.

19. Catching was the IN thing and twist as the magic word.

20. Your English workbooks was made of some damn poor quality paper that was smooth and yellow.

21. CDIS were your bestfriend

22. The only computer lessons in school involved funny pixellised characters in 16 colours walking about trying to teach you maths.

23. Waterbottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go.

24. Boys loved to play soccer with small plastic balls in the basketball court.

25. Teng-teng, five stones, chapteh, hentam bola and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too...

26. Science was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the most important plants of our lives, guppies and swordtail being the most important fish.

27. Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and John, eternalized in our minds from the textbooks. Even Mr Wally & Mr. Yakki. What abt Miss Lala??? And Zaki and Tini in Malay Textbooks

28. We carry out experiments of our own to get yourself badges for being a Young Zoologist/Botanist etc.

29. Every Children's day and National day you either get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with 'Happy?National Day 1994'.

30. In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother.

31. We wear BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes.

32. Your form teacher taught you Maths, Science and English.

33. The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality.

34. You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes.

35. School dismissal time was normally around 1 pm.

36. There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday.

37. Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave?you $3 or more for pocket money everyday.

38. You see Wee Kim Wee's face in the school hall.

39. You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl

40. Boys like to catch fighting spiders.

41. Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys.

42. Autograph books were loaded with "Best Wishes", "Forget Me Not", and small poems like "Bird fly high, hard to catch.Friend like you, hard to forget".

43. Class monitors and prefects loved to say "You talk somemore, I write your name ah!"

44. There were at least 40 people in one class.

45. Large, colourful schoolbags were carried.

46. You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable.

no.41 & 42 - I love those activities! those were fun~ catch spiders and make them fight....10cent country's flag erasers... we called it kuti-kuti... gerek~ oh and paper balls soccer game...but I always end up lending my hands to my friends(boys) as a goal post c"p)
such a heart warming message around....

What's MY Seduction Style...

2007-02-12T21:01:00.000+08:00

hehe...luckily me not a gold digger ya~ calculating hmmm not so true lei~ what say you? are those mention above are true about me?

ViVo...BIG+COMPLICATED!!

2007-02-12T15:33:00.000+08:00

Went to ViVo last saturday with my lovely ladies.

Haiyo, so complicated, got confused, so crowded, so pissed, so so so.

Its actually best for tai-tai, lots of branded shops, but this tai-tai (referring to me..heh!) bo lui~ so can't shop lor~ wanted to cam-whoring, no mood.

Wanted to ride cable car, cancelled. so we end up walking around aimlessly.

but of course we managed to settle down at one of de cafe.

we had NADIA (not her real name) with us that evening.

so we sat and chat, and when de time strike 10 plus we make a move

(actually me & zainab notice mary fidgeting~ resah gelisah~ takut mak marah ke babe? hehe...oh ya~~ harbour front jauh per~)

and of course before we left, snapshots!!!

cover page - perkahwinan mag

2007-01-26T20:02:00.000+08:00

bought this yesterday. seperti ku pernah lihat mereka ini..tapi dimana ya?~~ chedebah~ cover page sey~~ caya ah sama lu! Anyway may you two have a blissful marriage. Make sure 3 kids eh~ jangan tak jadi.......

bowling+dinner+birthday+pool=1st bwps gath '07

2007-01-26T18:54:00.000+08:00

Met my ex-primary school mates last saturday. We had bowling and pool at Marina. Celebrated Faizal's birthday as well.

...dE Bees...

...dE Birds...

...we at the bowling alley waiting fer our turn to hit those pins down!...

...5zaL's 25th birthday, gosh he's a quarter of a century!!! scary man~~... "tak payah risau...giliran korang akan datang~~" he said...heh!

We had dinner at Marina too. Didnt took any pictures while playing pool cause it's not allowed, APE JER!!! We thought of going for Karaoke at K-Box, it's damn expensive sey~ 28$ per head, but we can stay til 4am. Tak kan nak nyanyi sampai pagi? sebelum subuh baru balik? camp terus kat situ pun baik~~~ Anyway we all really had fun, the 1st meet up for year 2007. Next, we'll be meeting at DyLLa's engagement day that is this coming sunday. I'll be doing the make-up for her, hehe, can't wait to transform her =)

New Year

2007-01-20T11:05:00.000+08:00

I would like to wish all viewers a Salam Ma'al Hijrah 1428....
May Allah bestow health, tranquility,happiness & wealth to everyone and families...
May 1428 be a great year for all of us....
Insya'Allah....

The lost of my paternal uncle was indeed a heartrending one for all of us. Unfortunately, his life has been a very complicated and thorny. If only he could lead a joyful life.....
How fragile life is.....
Semoga Allah tempatkannye disamping orang-orang yang soleh.....
Insya'Allah....

As requested by Ophelia.....

hey not showing me your butt!!! hmmm, de other was better....yeah~ SmilE~~
say EmmmBeEEkk~~

dE organs are in my hands...Muahaha~~~
come let me teach you some Biology....

Me had myself some korban during dE last Hari Raya Haji....
its my second...
but this time my lamb was sooOoo SLIM (like me..heh!) and very very fair.....
I can't upload the video, cos youtube is down at dE moment =(
so Ophelia, what do you have to say???
thank you???
oh don't mention~~~

Lately me went shopping.....
Looking fer a new school bag with Robinson $100 voucher....
but of course I won't spend it all....
it valid fer two years....

thanks to pseudochic fer being my camera woman *wink*.....

well the end product was.....

yeah my new school bag......
its white and dark chocalate~~~
SooOoo Sophisticated Me!!!

...December Updates...

2006-12-24T18:46:00.000+08:00

ok lets update...
put aside my laziness...
by the way...
today dE whole day raining...
eeerrrmmm....nice weather...cold...tydo syiok!!!

wont do much typing...
juz wanna update dE blog with pictures....
1stly, we start with wedding bells...

2ndly, we celebrate Lady Noli's birthday @ Alaturka last week....
her birthday is actually today 24th Dec...
and what a nice number too that she's 24 years old this year...
So again HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY NURLIYATI!!!!

lastly, its been like 2 weeks he is with us...
as in my mum baby sits him...
and what a coincidence that i'm also on 2 weeks annual leave...
hehe...its fun to baby sit...
but of course tired too especially bila dia buat perangai...
i like most when bath & groom him up....hehe....

...isn't he C-U-T-E...

...he looks at dE camera, say CHEESE-san...

...Aunty Darling & Khydr-san...

...he's MILK-ing...

like i said...

its fun to baby sit....

I LOIKE dE baby smell...

hehe...

but when he starts to whimper and everything i did didnt make him stop....

my last resort...

"IBUKKKKK!!!!!!"

hehe....

anyway i managed to record his baby talk early one morning...

he said "HARRO",

and

"GOOD MORNING"

sooOOoo cute...

gosh...after typing all this,

i realise that somehow i have dE MATERNAL in me now...

ooOOookay thats scary babe~~

hehe..maybe this could be a practice for me...

practice makes perfect...

yea yea...macam paham eh~

alrite..enjoy dE clip c",)

L-A-Z-Y

2006-12-23T08:11:00.000+08:00

me M.I.A??
almost like a month me have not been updating...
well basically i'm LAZY... period!!!
many events that i could update....
but LAZY...seriously LAZY...
did i said LAZY???.....
yeah you heard me....
why am i lazy??...
dunno lei...
feel like wanna make this blog END....
no more blogging fer me...
F.Y.I, this is my 110th entry....
how pathetic is that??
after 2 years??...
people have thousands over i supppose...
ok not thousands...i'm over, typo, its hundreds...
hmmm....
so when do you think is a perfect day fer me to make this blog officially no more?
dE day will come...
when dE time is right...

...LooSeN Up...

2006-11-28T21:33:00.000+08:00

as usual love to explore videos on youtube....

found two funny man...

one indian and dE other is japanese....

Russell Peters a stand up comedian....

a cynical and hilarious guy...

search more for his vidoes if you enjoy his slapstick...

next, a very kind-hearted japanese hard gay...

Razor Ramon Sumitani....

love to watch his videos where he helped kids....

search more too if you enjoy his sexual horny moves...

hahaha....

HOooOO!!!...

Say Say Say!!! OKAY~~~

PuterI GununG LedanG dE MusicaL

2006-11-27T08:39:00.000+08:00

24th Nov 2006 night....
Bravura...
Virtuoso...
Spectacular...

cant get enough of it...
I watch dE vcd yesterday...
if they could add in dE action pack where Hang Tuah flew in dE air would be great...heh~
anyway as much as we knew that picture taking during dE show were not allowed...
well who cares!!!

...dayang-dayang enlighten Puteri about Hang Tuah...

...puteri sails away searching for Hang Tuah...

...furious Adipati when Puteri has gone missing...

...the bustling city and port of Melaka feels lonely to Hang Tuah....

...Hang Tuah himself is ordered to lead the Royal proposal delegation to Mount Ledang...

...the two lovers Hang Tuah & Puteri meet again and their longing is quenched...

...one of Puteri's seven preconditions for her marriage...

...there, they remain as two beings, separated by time...

...Thunderous Applause and Ovation...

beautiful Tiara Jacquelina as Gusti Puteri Raden Adjeng Retno Dumilah...

handsome and with great voice, Stephen Rahman-Hughes as Hang Tuah...

funny walking yet vast character, AC Mizal as Gusti Adipati Handaya Ningrat...

gayish boogie dance, Adlin Aman Ramlie as Sultan Mahmud...

dE four main cast...

seriouly its worth watching...

...dE Autograph session...

...me and Mr Zahim Albakri dE Co-Director...

people starts to ambush Zahim, when he came down and miggle around dE foyer...

and i'm one of those people...hehe!!

a short conversation while autographing...

He : Oh this is dangerous...I'm not suppose to come down here at the 1st place...

Me: Oh well... we Singaporeans are Kiasu...

He: Kiasu?!

Me: (giggles) yeah over & extra excited... great show anyway sir!! taniah~

He: Thank You! (with a smile)

p/s: oh how can i miss thanking this particular thing which has brought this lovely pictures...hehe... kalau daku tak seludup tak mungkin ade kenangan...thank you ma dear Lumix Panasonic DMC-FX07....I LOVE YOU!!!

a very belated birthday

2006-11-26T20:29:00.000+08:00

her birthday so dE belated...

tiap kali janji asyik tak jadi....

when she's free, we two not free...

and so dE other way round...

alas we met last thurs...

its like exactly a year from which dE last time we hangout together...

we almost cancel to meet...

thanks to her kecohrable during dE day...

its money matter...

plus with dE non stop heavy rain...

haiyo...

we dine at Ramen Ten...

then to starbucks for coffee...

we had so much fun eventhough we did not spend dE whole day together...

yeah like what mA sis said...

we dE SUPER JAPANESE BITCHES

hope you like dE presie Jann~

green her fav color~~

you froggie!!! webeb!! c"p)

In HER's there is HIM and vise versa...

2006-11-23T12:27:00.000+08:00

hmmm..what am i talking about?
well basically i'm bored at work...
so i chak-chuar(hope i get da word and spell it right~~)
wateva~~
anyway as usual turn on to YOUTUBE site...
used to find this song funny which i dont denied that it is nice thou...
so now kinda addicted to dE song...
finds it irritating course its everywhere during dE fasting month at bazaar...
i must say i'm always like things that already "BASI"
hahahaaa...
probably i dont follow dE crowd...
after reading thru dE lyrics...
i find dE song is simple...
easy to memorise and very very sweet~~
so guess thats how you appreciate music...
jangan jadi "pak torot"...
ok ok..i suppose you must be wondering what song i'm blabbering about...

If we love somebody
Could we be this strong
I will fight to win
Our love will conquer all
Wouldn't risk my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart...my heart...

hehe...basikan~~
its fine with me...
its BETTER LATE THAN NEVER!!!

anyway i surf thru other video clips by dE same singers...
and what i've notice these two love birds are in one another's own video....
love birds love birds....
so cant be help...
they have to feature their love one in their video clip...
tak nak rugi!!! heh~
watch them if you bother....

well i have yet to produce a very own video clip of my cuz wedding...
but not ready yet...
stil in process...hehe~~
director cum producer lately ade lazy cikit....
wait okie dokie?

camera story morning glory

2006-11-09T08:49:00.000+08:00

oh damn!! my camera dah spoil....last friday da 3rd Nov was my staff dinner at Crown Prince Hotel...so i dont have any pictures to pin up...we were like bollywood stars...very da colorful that night...we had fun...but da food sucks!! sshhhh~~ i didnt won da award thing but i won a lucky draw...10th place...oklah...dapat queen size bedsheet...seriously it would be nice if i have pictures..anyway my colleague had promise me to send me da pics via email soon...UUrrggHH!!

anyway...we surprised Kak Zaza at Harem Hair & Body Salon last Saturday, da 4th Nov....we were there since 3pm... no camera again~~ but i manage to borrow... so let da pictures do da talking ya...i'm actually sleepy rite now...hehe...

on da 5th Nov, Sunday...had jalan-jalan raya with my fellow bedok southeans....again no camera..da camera i borrowed low batt and i don have da charger with me...Damn it!! so siapa lagi lah daku harapkan kalau bukan pada mereka-mereka yang berhati mulia *wink* heh~ Lady Zainab had pass her collections...so i'm waiting for Lady Wid & Lady Yan...after accumulate all then i pin up...i know that we gonna have problem when come to transportation..but alhamdulillah...everything went smoothly...da best one was when we were at Cikgu Aishah's place...photo taking habis kita-kita semua...yerlah kan cikgu tinggal kat Loyang Valley...rumah cantik..so ape lagi? tak reti-reti ker? hehe.... by the way early monday morning i check my email....

"Assalamualaikum Tuty.Pukul berapa balik semalam. Cikgu rasa gembira semua dapat datang sebab Tuty yang organise sampai saudara cikgu yang datagn pun kagum melihat anak-anak murid yang dah lapan tahun tak bersama masih nak menziarah Cikgu. Terima kasih cikgu ucapkan pada semua.

Hantarkan gambar yang telah diambil ya.

Terima kasih sekali lagi.
Regards Cikgu Aishah...."

so kawan-kawan ku...send her da pics ok? i've sms you her email add rite?

yesterday adeq and me went to COURTS...we bought a new camera!! yey!!! but we can only collect it either tomorrow ie friday or latest saturday...course they need to do some process of documentation first as we go for installment thingy...me cant afford to fock out lump sum to pay lah...wanna know what model?? tunggu~~~

haiz~~ macam tahu jer nie dah nak akhir tahun eh...my television pun buat hal...please lah~~ aku nak save duit!!! nak KAWIN!!! hehe.... kiddingz yo*

i'm on leave today til monday...today Kak Zaza's nikah day...

and tomorrow da reception....

oh i'm gonna sing at her wedding~~

songs still yet to be confirm...

i'm shortlisting...

many songs i wanna sing but i guess i'll just sing 2 songs...

takut nanti hujan pulak...hehe

and sunday is her sanding.....hehe betul nye excited aku nie

oklah better log off now....mummy said after zohor we have to zoom to Paris!!!

at first Datin...now Dato'

2006-10-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

Siti skarang dah bergelar Dato' sey...

last weekends Siti dinobatkan...

so...

Dato' S & Datuk K...

hmmm...

no comment ah~

Found!!!

2006-10-28T07:44:00.000+08:00

Look what I've found!!!
i remember that i've scan this picture long time ago...
thought of pin this up...
hehe...just for fun and laughter...
kenang kisah-kisah manis masa silam~~
guess its a perfect time...
since we still in the month of raya....

we were in sec 4...

dance to a song title Selamat Berhari Raya...

by Rahimah Rahim...

*sweet*sweet*sweet*

...Events Up on November...

2006-10-27T22:24:00.000+08:00

wow...
october gonna end any soon...
so here are events up on coming november...

3rd Nov - Staff dinner and dance
4th Nov - Kak Zaza's bachelorette party
5th Nov - Raya outing with bedok south friends
9th Nov - Kak Zaza Nikah
10th Nov - Kak Zaza Dinner reception
12th Nov - Kak Zaza Sanding
24th Nov - Putri Gunung Ledang the Musical
28th Nov & 29th Nov - Staff Seminar

ok thats about all...not sure if i miss any...and so this coming wednesday adeq and me plan to go SHOPPING~~ *like da whitechicks* heh~ we wanna shop for kak zaza's dinner...the theme is GARDEN CHIC...hmm.. where shall we shop eh~ by the way i need to buy punjabi suit too...i dont have any you see...for my staff d&d...have to look like a bollywood star~ hehe... the theme is Bollywood...guess i'll juz look for some simple not bling bling ones...anyway we shall know too the results of our very own broadrick awards..hahaha...

by the way...today, 4th of Syawal...i've not wish here yet...

soooOOoo...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri !!!

(mcm lampu lap-lip)

more KUIH MUIH RAYA!!

2006-10-19T18:22:00.000+08:00

yummy yum yum~~~
collected these 3 type of kuih from kak Imah after work juz now...

kuih tart
almond cornflakes
kek kukus

pine apple tart...takde nie tak sah....mesti nak ade...and i'm HANTU kuih TART!! infact i would taste the pine apple tarts in each and every house that i visit...betul~~ tak tipu.... juz LOVE them muchie much....heh!

almond cornflakes...NICE~ dont believe me? come lah to my place....but only below 16 jer i kasi duit raya ok? hehe....

kek kukus...my mum's favourite....she's lazy to do this cake cos she said it takes almost half a day juz to masak gula jer...but of cos she would be doing da marble cake and sarang semut cake....thats fer sure!! my fav~~ but not today lah...on coming sunday... da 2nd last day of puasa..

this was done by DeQ...she's not working that day...so she did da crescent moon almond biscuit or biskut badam...very da eggy...use a lot of da egg yolk...den sapu lagi da yolk on top of da biscuits...its nice thou~~ tapi banyak makan this kuih guaranty your fart...fuuuhh yoooo~

this chocolate chips Deq bought it at GIANT....very nice!! almost finish already...hehe me HANTU choc chips too~~ so probably you wont see this bila raya nanti...hehe....but dont worry..i'll replace it fer sure...its choc chips too....very instant one which you can find it in any super store ;> don tell people ya? you know i know...public don have to knoe...hee!

fried popiah....from my school malay HOD...nice of her...tak payah me beli...

hmm...macam-macam eh...tak terkira bilangannye...penuh lah meja nanti...standard~~ after this guaranty berat badan gue naik~~ hehe....PARANOID!!!

anyway enjoy listening to my collection of raya songs....if you bother lah kan...have more to upload...if you cant listen to it becos no speaker or some other reasons..den too bad lah eh~ i suggest you on radio jer lah ok? hehe....ampun~

last sunday raya shopping

2006-10-18T22:48:00.000+08:00

as i've mentioned that i went for raya shopping wif DeQ...
not many stuffs we bought...
but yet its heavy...
macam "wak gembeng" ...hehe~
so we start wif browsing for some kuih and kerepek...
adeq made me walked all da way right to da end of da bazar infront of paya lebar mrt there juz to buy da kerepek...
she said over there da kerepek is cheaper from da rest that she had surveyed...
plus according to her...
the sales person handsome... (ish ish...astargfirullah~ puasa oi~ takut tergugat iman..)
yeah rite~~
when we reached...
there was no single guy at da stall...
but two plump ladies...
and those kerepek that we intend to buy...

no more...
yeah i have to agree that their's are cheaper....
and so we decided to buy from other stalls...
no choice....

kuih bunga rose (my fav) & maruku (ok oklah...but its tasteless to me....not spicy enuff~)

the kerepek merepek....

as for myself...
just wanna look for tudung and probably some brooch...

3 for 5bucks...nice~

adeq has no shoes to go along wif da white songket...
so i suggested to look for one at MANIQ (at tangjong katong complex - 3rd floor)....
found one...
exactly like mine which i bought last year...
hehe...
seriously da exact same one....
but hers is 1/2 da price of mine...
15 bucks onli!!!
hmph!!

so this year we not only sepasang as in baju...
but also shoes~~
hehe...its been long since we wear sepasang....

hmmm...
thats all for da shopping spree...
didnt get to buy da PGL tix on da same day....
you noe wif all those stuffs...
so i went down to sistic on moday instead...
manage to book on friday da 24th of nov....
seats available more on da 3rd level...

hmm...wish to meet some local artist there....
or probably some m'sian artist?
since its da 1st day of da show...
seriously i wanna meet HANS ISAAC!!!
hehe...cos during da short commercial on suria...
Hans did mentioned that he's coming down to singapore to catch it one more time...
anyway on da next day that is on saturday da 25th nov...
there's a high tea wif Hans Isaac at some hotel...
read it somewhere...paper if i'm not wrong...
45bucks for those who interested.....

before i bobok...
found a picture of Huda...
took this on da day before we start puasa....
we cuzzies hang out at kak ct's place...
hmmm....
LIKE AUNTY...LIKE NIECE....
hee!

<"> eye pimp <">

2006-10-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

been havin this painful & itchy feeling on my right eye....
afraid to scratch cos dont wanna have puffy eyes like noli....
den later yesterday afternoon while shopping with DeQ...
i discovered "WHAT?!?! A PIMPLE IN MY EYE?!?!"....
today its huger than yesterday....

aarrgghhh!!!

feel like squeez it out da yellow thingy~~

nana banana...puik!

tot of blogging what we (me & adeq) shop yesterday...

already took da pics...

but ma camera with DeQ...

today is Baby's wedding....

so she needs da camera....

its alrite...

its okay...

i'll write...

another day...

heh!

anyway PSI - 113...

we should also solat minta hujan....

haiz~~

haze haze go away...

++ up & down dates ++

2006-10-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

i'm back~~

ok this actually was done last saturday....

did not sleep after subuh...

i did da crispy popiah or in malay they call it as layang-layang...

layang-layang terbang melayang~ ~

terbang melayang di tengah padang...

ingin aku hiburkan~~

hiburkan hatimu sayang....

ooppss menyanyi pulak! heh!

total of 3 packets of 50 pieces....

hmmm...banyak tu...

muai jugak....

dapat lah dalam 3 bottles...

buatnye makan masa...

tapi makannye...

sekelip mata...hehe...

after roll da popiah skin...u hav to wait fer sometime to make it really stick...

gorengnye cepat jer....

lastly taburkan sugar....

simple...kejam mata pun boleh buat...

...before frying...

...da frying process...

...sugaring...

we did da snowy cornflakes as usual...macam tak sah kalau tak buat gitu....

...before bake...

whereas those others like tart, makmur, chocolate chips etc...

kita buat pakai "tepung kertas" jer....

tepung kertas~~~ tak tahu ape tu?

alah yang berwarna-warni tu~~

ade color merah no.10...ade color blue no.50 etc....get it?

and so on da same day...

in da evening...

meet ma lovely ladies...

celebrating 2 in 1 birthday of Lady Zainab & Lady Mariyana....

noli and me "tapao" some Long John Silver for buka....

we had it at da padang since we gonna watch da starlight movies....

we watched X-men 2 which is at 8pm....

didnt wait til end of da show...

cos we were craving for satay that nite...

thus we took cab and zoom to east coast....

it was really fun...

my dear friends were surprised to know that i can speak batak...

they love it and cant stop giggling....

haha...

cool isnt it?

damn!

i didnt get to take pictures of their presents....

me wrap them like some gubahan for dulang hantaran...

hehe...practice~~

by the way i'm glad that both of them like their presents very much....

O level science practicals starts next week....

many things to do...

its really tough this time...

by the way...

last thursday i was shocked to see that i'm nominated for "The Most Elegant 0r Well Dressed" under category "Barbie Doll"...

this is some game that we staff gonna have for staff dinner and dance on da 3rd of nov....
other catogories like "Madusa", "Beach Boy", "Prince Charming" etc....

hehe...

omigosh...

people notice me for that?

sometimes i feel like i'm over dressed compared to da teachers in school...

anyway i have to be maself mah~

personality and image babe ;)

hmmm...

tomorrow me and DeQ will be doing some raya shopping...

as usual i need to find tudung that matches with my outfit ;>

2 outfits for this year...

white songket & silver-grey lacey....

can't wait....

plus i'll drop by sistic to book some tickets for da

Puteri Gunung Ledang the Musical...

Hang Tuah handsome yo!

p/s: today weather very bad .... haze PSI = 104....

bored so change layout c",)

2006-10-14T12:22:00.000+08:00

Yey!!
change ma layout again...
after solat subuh til now...
images and song attached seems to lag....
hate it...
anyway...
wanna update some stuffs...
but LAZY lah...
c how later later...
wanna rest ma eyes first...

zoom zoom...here i come!!

2006-09-23T12:33:00.000+08:00

I'm proud to say that............

I PASSED!!!

with just one attempt....

scared like hell....

with 12 demerit points....

the test was on the 13th sept, wednesday....

received my photocard driving licence last thurs....

that was fast...

i thought the lady officer said within 2 to 3 weeks?

hmmm...oh bother....

hereby let me announce,

Ms Tuty Alawiyah is a Qualified Driver (class 3)

BWPS BBQ

2006-09-23T12:03:00.000+08:00

we had a reunion at east coast park last saturday da 16th september...it was an overwhelming respond...well its great to meet my fellow primary school friends...especially the guys...as for the ladies we have met for several occasions before this....

yes....bbq da whole chik-Ken....

the early birds.....

the two mentel T&T (tuty-siti) ladies....hehe~~

the first famous 5....

Abang-abang Bomba setting up the BBQ....

more and more coming....

smile people~~~

looking forward for more events with you people....and thanks for the compliments...hehe~~ malu beta =>

09/09/2006

2006-09-23T10:55:00.000+08:00

hari yang terangkumnya duka bercampur suka....

In Loving Memory......

beloved Nek Anip...79 yrs of age...you will always in our mind & heart....we miss you nek~ semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat...semoga beliau ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yang soleh & solehah....insyaAllah...Amin...Al-fatihah....

The New Born....

another BOY!!! another agent but this time 009....he's born to Kak Ct & Abg Sani...Baby Khydr is his name....

isn't he cute & adorable? 1 week yr old....he looks like a japanese baby...Khydr-san~~ aka Agent 009

Meeting~~

"Calling calling Agent 007..."

Baby Abudullah aka Agent 007....

"Yes Agent 009...007 here.....bla bla bla....ok! roger and out!"

hehe~~

The Wedding.....

Bik Jidah nikah on 09/09/2006 afternoon....and sanding on the next day...my mum & me went for her sanding at Fort Canning Park....

the arriving of the groom.....

as usual...uncles who did da halang-halang stuffs....

the bride patiently waiting....

To Bik Jidah & Cle Adi....congratulations! may you have a blissful marriage....

and thats for Saturday, 9th September 2006....

Kids Central Live!!!

2006-09-06T08:29:00.000+08:00

went together with my sister...hehe!
there's always a kid in me....
and you too...admit it!!
soooOOoo...GROW UP! heh~
anyway we had fun....
met da top 4 finalists of singapore idol....
they were there too....
Jonathan!! *drooling~~*....
haizzzz~~~~

So Wats Up?!

2006-08-26T18:22:00.000+08:00

finally i crop my hair!!!
woo hoo!!!
goodbye to my damage hair caused by da rebonding...
so i had my hair cut shoulder length and layered....
it feels great!!!
da reborn of me...
havin long hair makes me feel sick, hagged....
almost look like sadako...EEEEEeeeEEeeee
and so as usual me took pictures...
my new look....
with my handphone samsung d600...
shots taken from different angles....
with da flash...
multi shots.....
high intensity lights....
and of course ultimately important are~~~~
my pose and smile!!!!!
hehe....

hmm..at some point ade sikit iras-iras Erra Fazira *wink*...
hehe....
no matter what, da beyonce look always remain...
i did try blow my hair....
and as you can see in one of da pic....
it looks so kembang and fluffy....
dah macam marilyn monro pulak kan?
feeling dolly looking...
hehe....
hmmm....i plan to have a very short hair cut...
you know something like late princess D or halle berry...
had that kinda hair cut when i was 4 years old.....
i should give it a try again....
probably in 5 to 6 months time....
we shall see....

cerisi one down!

2006-08-25T21:31:00.000+08:00

hilmi's wedding last sunday...
da 20th august....
been busy n tired lately...
now den i have da time to pin this up....
yeah cerisi one down! hehe....
ribenaz? nah~~ not yet...

me was like rushing that afternoon....
was from giving tution first before went down to hilmi's place....
juz nice when adeq and me reached...
the pengantin tengah berarak....
we manage to snap da pengatin wif songket....

sweet~~~

we didnt get to snap pictures wif them when they wore songket....
anyway we waited fer them to get change....
walla~~ they came down wif an evening wear....

red~~ i LOikE!!

da ladies......

a reunion pic? da guy in front of me...yg penuh gaya...mutu dan keunggulan...
tak habis2 nak bergambar....mentang2 dia dah single....
after da wedding...noli,zainab,fid and myself...
we lepak at coffee bean tampines....
noli was stress wif all this wedding...
hehe..relax babe...your day will come..no worries...
we were wondering who'll be da next one?
from cerisi or ribenaz?
hehe...
we continue yakking..from one topic to another....
from ct nurhaliza...to abigail...to nizam getting married..
to da old skool days of ours in millitary band....
"Boon(fid)-June textiles" hehe...cool~ they were da uniform IC...
zainab & noli were da instruments IC....
me & mulyani were da NCOs....
me NCOs eh~~ budak gemuk bleh jadi NCOs....mepek!!!
anyway it was nice to recall all those youngsters daysss....
funny and hilarious.....
ok i'll send in another entry later....
something u peeps ought to c....
u wait~~~

when Mr Anonymous writes in....

2006-08-19T09:52:00.000+08:00

oh rindunya daku untuk mem-blog...(hancus bahase..hehe)
been busy n tired to send in entries you see....
anyway since i'm free this morning and since i have a topic to send in....HERE I AM!
so wats story morning glory?
alright fer those who prehaps read my shoutout in friendster...i wrote this :

Andai bunga tiada mekar mewangi..
Hancurlah harapan unggas menyepi..
Andai dikau menghilang dan menyendiri..
Ku terapung hilanglah panduan..
Bak hujan di tengahhari..
Panas menduri bumi..
Begitulah perasaan pabila bayangmu pun tiada..

well basically this words not originally by me...its some part of a song lyric i crop...and i juz love da song..its by our local singer...
tapi tak sangka pulak ia menjadi perhatian sesetengah org tu....
so here comes an anonymous sent in a message...that says:

Kalau kembang dah hilang mekar, tak tau apa nak jawab,
namun i'll put it diferently...Seandainya kau dibiarkan menyendiri, ketenangan pasti menjengah....hati dambakan keheningan biar dalam panas atau hujan, berpanas atau berembun... sekiranya manusia melarikan diri dari mu, menghindar mu, ingatlah
Dia yang menghendaki begitu. Dia yang menghendaki kau curahkan tumpuan dan ingatan kepada dan untuk Nya....

Untuk Mu :Manusia, hidup dimuka bumi ini menempuh berbagai cabaran dan cobaan.
Seperti laut yang bergelombang, pasang surutnya, pertukaran malam dan siang, begitulah kehidupan MUKMIN, selalu berubah dan bertukar-tukar.
Adakalanya terasa manis kehidupan, kerap terasa pahitnya. Sifat hati sentiasa berubah dan bolak balik. Ada masanya seorang mukmin terasa ALLAH begitu hampir dengan dirinya. Saat ini dia terlupa segala-galanya.
Perasaan dibuai berbagai rasa yang ditafsirkan sebagai cinta, kasih, rindu dan lainnya. Detik yang dilalui begitu indah, lebih indah dari suasa malam pertama sepasang pengantin yang saling bercintaan. Kerap terkeluar dari bicara dan sikap yang takkan terfikir dan terjangkau oleh akal fikiran.
Bagi orang lain, sikap ini ditafsirkan keterlaluan sehingga ada yang menggelarnya gila. Sebenarnya hamba ini ini tidak gila bahkan SIUMAN. Mereka mabuk dalam sedar, membendung satu perasaan yang Maha Hebat sedang bergelora dalam diri.
Sedikit yang mampu bertahan, kebanyakkanya tidak dapat menanggung beban perasaan lantas terkapai-kapailah mereka di belantara fikiran dalam mencari MAKSUD KEJADIAN.Ketika diri membuat dosa dan kesalahan, si hamba terasa terlalu jauh dan ditinggalkan oleh Khaliqnya. Beban penderitaan perasaan lebih dahsyat dan menggerunkan.
Terciptalah luahan rasa yang berbentuk merajuk dan bernadakan kesedihan. Hati pilu seperti seorang kekasih yang putus cinta dan ditinggalkan. Terkeluar rintihan dan keluhan berbentuk penyesalan. Hati seolah-olah dapat membayangkan apa yang diperkatakan oleh Khaliq kepadanya. Terjadilah dialog di dalam diri yang seolah-olah menggambarkan bicara antara diri dengan Tuhan...
Seorang mukmin perlu merasa takut dan harap dalam mengharungi kehidupan agar sampai kepada Tuhan, Penciptanya. Dengan takut dan harap ini semoga Allah mencurahkan kasihNya kepada kita semua lalu dibelaNya umat Islam dunia dan akhirat. Hanya dengan pembelaan Allah sahajalah kita dapat menempuh kejayaan sebenarnya.

well...this is not da 1st time i received such preach from this hamba Allah...
anyway dont get me wrong too...i'm not in da state of heart broken, lonely or wat so eva....
its juz that daku ini berjiwa seni...suka pada puisi...and i like puisi songs....
some songs da lyrics so merepek no meaning but yet can be popular....
people may find puisi songs boring~~
but to me puisi songs have solid and bold words...

however i do appreciate those opinions from Mr Anonymous....
million billion zillion thanks mister....i accept it with my open heart...
and to you people too...any comments or compliments are welcome....

"Sesungguhnye WAJIB bagi kita se-agama untuk menegur, Bahawasenya itu adalah tanggung jawab kita....Tetapi terserah lah bagi individu itu, Sama ada dia mahu menerimanye ataupun tidak...." kata ustazah aku dah~~~ hehe

okay... so whose song lyrics that i crop from?
its by Zubir Abdullah....song title TEMAN....
here goes....

Kehangatan mentari menyinari pagi..
Derusan hujan mendingini panas..
Saling mengiring saling melengkapi..
Begitulah kudrat Ilahi..

Kehadiranmu Teman..
Bagaikan cahaya..
Menerangi taman hatiku yang sepi..
Menjalin kasih mesra kurnia Maha Esa..
Merestui kemesraan ini..

Andai bunga tiada mekar mewangi..
Hancurlah harapan unggas menyepi..
Andai dikau menghilang dan menyendiri..
Ku terapung hilanglah panduan..
Bak hujan di tengahhari..
Panas menduri bumi..
Begitulah perasaan pabila bayangmu pun tiada..

Keikhlasan hatimu..
Menghangatkan jiwa..
Kelembutan suaramu..
Menyejukkan baran..
Jernih airmatamu lambang ketulusan..
Menemaniku dikala kesepian..

Andai bunga tiada mekar mewangi..
Hancurlah harapan unggas menyepi..
Andai dikau menghilang dan menyendiri..
Ku terapung hilanglah panduan..
Bak hujan di tengahhari..
Panas menduri bumi..
Begitulah perasaan pabila bayangmu pun tiada..

Teruslah menyinar mentari pagi..
Teruslah menari hujan yang mendingin..
Menghijau menyegar..
Menyuburi bumi..
Saling menjalin hubungan infiniti..

so as a whole...da song not about some kecewa kecundang roboh kind of song rite?
it goes to all my TEMAN...be it you are male or female....hehe...
last but not least...Mr Yahya (da anonymous name)...if you were to peep thru my blog too..i hope you dont mind me sharing this with my fellow people... ape salah nyer kita berkongsi PENDAPATAN yer tak? oopss pendapat~~ pendapatan mane boleh~~~ so sama-sama lah kita ambil iktibar darinya....wallah waklam....

Tired Nyer~~

2006-08-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

tired...
i'm so occupied lately....
having a new student to teach maths fer O level....
he lives at pasir ris...
so now me having a total of 4 studs...
tue = 1
thurs = 1
saturday = 1
sunday = 1
enuff!
mummy bising tt i've not been attending religious class every wed...
haiz~ kalau tak ikhlas pergi pun tak guna...
i'll end up sleeping thru out da lesson...
unlike friday nite class...
ape tak, next day not werkin wat~ weekends!!
oklah oklah i try my best....
so i left with monday fer weekdays having nothing after work....
monday blues....
so perhatian-perhatian~~
for those who wanna ask me out...
buleh~
bukan tak buleh~
if you are reading this, roughly you know when i'm free =)
as fer weekends definitely in da evening lah...okay?!

tagged by zainab

2006-07-16T19:50:00.000+08:00

six weird facts about me....

i can sleep without any pillow, sleep on da couch da whole nyte....hehe weird kan~~ (then da next morning had a neckache)...

2. i'm patience & impatience at the same time...weird kan~~

3. i sometimes have the problem of racking my brain over things, which do not occur in the end...weird kan~~

4. i'm left-handed in doing some stuffs..eg. sweep/mop da floor, squeeze wet towels, wash plates...basically when doing house chores but not cooking...weird kan~~

5. i can eat whole meal biscuits and nothing else juz whole meal biscuits for all my three meals....i muz say its biscuits day~~ weird kan~~~

6. i can be long winded at times...i notice that...hate that...but sometimes cant help it...juz bare with me...weird kan~~

ok i've done mine....hmmm who shall i tag??

miny myni miny moe! da choosen ones are......Jannah, Wahidah & Farizan =)

btw why must be 6 weird facts? so many you noe...out of so many numbers must be 6 eh~ WEIRD KAN~~~

Wedding BeLLs~~~

2006-07-16T19:13:00.000+08:00

practically i have weddings every weekends lately...
be it friends or relatives or my mum's friends ( pun i kena folloe~ ) ...
since may...til today...
next weekends no wedding....phew~~
but da following starts again~~
so called my 2nd cuz, daddy's side...not my 2nd cuz getting married...
but her daughter...which means da bride is my NIECE!!!!
oh anyway...i've not blog in my dear Farizan's wedding pic....
her wedding was last sunday...9th July...was too tired & busy lately to pin this up...hehe~

she was in HOT PINK!!! SsooOOooo pomPuan~~~~
she made her man wore pink...hehe so cute~~
and they are both cute....
and as for today....
went together with Ida & Khai to Lyn's wedding....

the cinta-asmara peeps....hehe~

and soooo...

to both my dearest Farizan & Hazlyn....

Best Wishes from ME~~

May you always find happiness in one another....

Congrats on your wedding!!

and...

SELAMAT PENGATIN BARU!!!

ok ok enuff~ heh!

heard Ida gonna have her wedding somewhere middle of next year *wink*

and as for me...

coming soon too...

when??

InsyaAllah mine will be in year 2010...

next world cup ok?!

hahahahaha....

ITALY CHAMPIONS!!! (ok i noe dah basi~~)

c"p)

~congratulation a celebration~

2006-07-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

I must call him the James Bond Baby...hehe...he's born yesterday!! 07/07/06...if only the numbers are all 07 isn't that cool? he's born to Ahmad Alhadad & Iryani Tahir aka Vu, at 2:06pm, 3.24kg and he's healthy..... Congratulations!!!

up next, attend my ex-primary school mate's wedding at woodlands this afternoon.....

:*:*:* Adilah, Marly, Me & Idah *:*:*:

the Guys, Jufri, Isa, Ridzwan, Ariff & Sondee...Erni, Shikin & Mazni were there too...A hearty congratulations on your wedding Syasya, Selamat Pengantin Baru! May you have a blissful marriage and a beatiful life....

and tomorrow i have another wedding, who's wedding? you wait~~ c"p)

baby blues....

2006-06-29T22:51:00.000+08:00

these strips reminds me of doing/cleaning out my closet....hmmm, bila lah daku nak buat?

cute kan~~ hehe...love reading them...if you peeps wanna relief stress or watsoeva...visit their website...http://www.babyblues.com....you can read from da year 1996..where Zoe was da only child at that time....okay~ enjoy reading comics!

== Dearest Siti ==

2006-06-29T20:47:00.000+08:00

read today's berita harian?? main page...about who?? sape lagi kalu bukan biduanita fofular yang tak asing (bukan orang asing eh~)....Cik Siti Nurhaliza...
the title went like "Tarikh Israk Mikraj dijangka hari nikah Siti dan Datuk K"..... nampaknya macam confirm ct n datuk k together-gether....nikah on da 21st august and majlis sanding on 27th august @ KLCC...wah!! hmmm..so are their wedding gonna be da next grand or best wedding of da year? like erra and yusry? we'll wait n see.... by the way...these stories or gossips all came from sumber-sumber yang mungkin boleh ataupun tak boleh dipercayai...why cant ct or datuk k themselves confess to da media? kalau takde angin masakan pokok bergoyang~~~ tu pun masih nak menafikan lagi...dah lah ct..awak pun bukan makin muda...go head jer~~ heh! anyway wateva her life gonna be...let it be... Que sera, sera~~ Whatever will be, will be~~ The future's not ours to see~~ Que sera, sera~~ What will be, will be~~

by the way...i bought her latest album last week...those rumors however tak sedikit pun menjejas prestasi daku meminatinya...hehe..i do still adore her...hmmm, me pun nak cari datuk lah...bukan datuk yang ade ramai cucu eh~~ hmmm...datuk wat aphabet yang sesuai? pilihkan an aphabet fer me~~ Datuk "?" mari kita sama pikirkan....

Monday..monday..

2006-06-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

School reopen today...as usual Monday blues...very da lazy...change of timetables...teachers start sending in their requisitions...some last minutes some more...haiz tak makan saman dah suruh 2 days in advance pun masih tak faham2...can submit to me da request last week but no...today 1st day jugak dia request...den wanna use da apparatus today jugak...ingat kita nie robot ke? tu jam nak tu jam siap? skali aku lesing~~~

looking forward to watch scary movie4 after work but was cancelled cos my fren had some urgent stuff to attend...so we'll be catching it tmr...after me giving tution to this new stud lives somewhere near ngee ann sec....

so after work...dont feel like goin home straight...wanna merayap2 fer awhile...i drop by bedok interchange....bought some 5 dollars t-shirt from hangten fer daddy n maself...bought durians fer my dear mummy..da durian queen heh~ and so while walking n browsing...i remembered wid mentioned about these aerobics, cardio & pilates vcds available at bedok...so i went around and look fer it...aaaAAnnnNnddDd~~~~

semangat~~~ its very cheap liao~~~ worth it...rather den signing up fer some fitness centre~ oopps..wid shld not hear tis hehe...but den again u need to discipline urself thou~ oh i tried da dance workout juz now..it was fun...its more like dancing den exercise...but sure thing you'll sweat like a pig...cos its fast movement dance steps....lagu techno remix babe! i do checkout da rest of it if there's any damage to da vcd..at the end of da whole exercise thing..da intructors said da same thing..that is to do it 3 times a week in order for you to see excellent results (InsyaAllah i try~~ otay?)

oklah...wanna continue watching Italy (mamamia~~) vs Australia (da down under~~)

til den!! tata fer now!!! terra!!!

peterpan to bday to movies to shoppin to etc~

2006-06-24T00:56:00.002+08:00

After like a week of peterpan's concert...daku masih lagi merasakan bahangnye~~ hehe like real...really enjoyed da show...could have bought da VIP tix which i think is more worth it...but overall it was a superb, fabulous & excellent show....we sang along each and every song they performed....they'll be having an actual concert here soon after they finish fully released and promoting of their 3rd album da Alexandria....and i'm definitely going fer da concert...die die i wanna go!! and so last thurs wid pass me her digicam memory card...met noli too 2gether 3 of us went fer a movie...we watched JUST MY LUCK..it was hilarious...

yeah wid juz aim at Ariel da vocalist...he's married thou..but still HENSEM banget!! i shall change my liking to Uki instead...da guitarist...hehe~~

oh btw we had a mini birthday celebration fer our dear Zurina last last thurs...bought her a brownie cake...and guess where we celeb her bday? at Noli's 2nd home...

and later part of da day...me we'll be going shopping again!! woo hoo!! alas last wed i managed to get a pair of shoes that i ever wanted...found one at Americaya....

DarN!!! weigh maself juz now...i've gain almost 4kilos....no wonder yesterday i felt kinda tight wearing my white jacket...urgh!! i muz go on diet~~ so puhlease ladies if u read this~~ dont psycho me eating fatty food or junks ya...u peps can go ahead~~ i shall juz sit around enjoy da smell of ur food~~~ haha...

I'm All ExCiteD!!!

2006-06-17T11:26:00.000+08:00

cant wait fer tonite exclusive PETERPAN concert at HRC....
juz wanna drop some words...that~~~
I'M SOOOOO EXCITED!!!!
AaaRrrGggHHhh!!!!! ( wif both hands on my cheecks...mcm home alone gitu..heh~ )

"Dan Pasti Malam Ini....
Kita Kan Berjumpa Di HRC...."
(follow da tune of Mungkin Nanti c/o... hehe)

Me smell EggY

2006-06-13T20:28:00.001+08:00

One whole day me did da snowy conflakes... bau telur satu badan! yuxs! so far, 2 big bottles full...so 1 box of cornflakes is equivalent to 1 big bottle...i counted each bottle can filled abt 85 pieces....but doing it banyak gunakan electric lah...skali bakar take up 45mins tau....nie mcm cannot buatkan gitu2 jer...mesti jual...but you noe lah my mum...not money minded..."alah sikit lebih kurang jer lah...jgn suka berkira..." eemmm...iyerlah~~~

anyway sambil2 buat sie cornflakes tu me watch soccer repeat telecast da whole day...heh~~ watch again da match Japan vs Australia & Italy vs Ghana...didnt watch Czech Rep vs USA last nyte... Japan complacent ah da last 8 mins....malas nak cakap...oh i like czech played...da goals were magnificent, USA main lembik jer~~ and YESHA~~~ Italy ma man~~ ma darlingzz.... Totti cute sey short hair... kisses fer Pirlo & Iaquinta cos they score a goal each...Muakz!!

ghana played not bad...they have a lot of chance to score...but rezeki takde...

and today..i think i wont be sleeping...hmmm will be like on-off thing watching Korea vs Togo @9pm...cos wanna catch other shows on tv....but DEFINITELY watching France vs Switzerland @12am & @3am match, Brazil vs Croatia....woo hoo!!!

ok den betta get ready my pong-pongs...

Ole~ Ole~ Ole!!

Main-main Bola...

2006-06-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

Damn!! Japan lost~~ bloody Aussie.....

neway i cant wait fer my fav team to play later on...

at 3am against Ghana.....

so i shall have my beauty sleep now....

Alarm SET!!

hmmm~ teringat crita Gol & Gincu....

funny n cute story....

oh yes~~ Asyraf SinClair~~~ *drooling*

ok ok...sleep sleep!!

BitchinG SessioN

2006-06-12T17:44:00.000+08:00

Aloha!!...chey feelin hawaian...heh~~

juz reached home, shopping wif my mum at bedok ntuc...buying some stuffs fer mama enon cos she requested da snowy conflakes...well blanja barang rumah jugak lah...and on my way home mcm2 i plan to type fer today's entries...hmmm~~

well last sat..besides havin a 21st celebration fer my sista...Kak Iza, DeQ n Me had a good bitching session..hahahaaa...too bad Vu cant make it... oh btw...Vu! i also want a bouquet of roses pleeaasseeee~~~ next yr can? heheh~ my 25th? haha...i want WHITE ROSES..or WHITE LILIES...jealous sey~~~ and wat a false alarm when da delivery man came sent da flowers...all of us thought its from adeq's special one...we all make soOOoo much noise..skali when adeq read da card...chey~~~ kena cheated!! and Vu~ i noe u were soOoo anxious to noe wat da bitching session all abt rite? hahaaa...we shall have a repeat telecast on da day we do berkat wrapping fer Kak Iza....

heard from Kak Iza...Vu giving birth InsyaAllah by 23rd June...thats like 2 weeks time...cant wait fer my next obsession...my next pride n joy...please do plan to have more!! da more da merrier...my suggestion not one at a time...possible have 4 or 5 at a time...hahaa...and Kak Ct would be having hers InsyaAllah in August...2 boys on their way!! Syed Abdillah and Mohd Izzudin (fyi this is da 3rd name she plan to name her baby...b4 this was Khidir and hmm wat eh?oh i cant remember).... so Kak Iza...next year your turn ya..dont wait long long~....

hmm..it seems like my fingers kinda itchy...feel like type some of da contents of our bitching session...hahaa..well Vu if u read this...this would be a summary/sinopsis some part of da conversation...oh well basically we gossips abt some significant pple whom we think loves to condemn others...and always have things to say...infact they condemn their own blood...its like they are da onli one soOOoo perfect... plus those who loves to compete... wants to be better than da other...its fine to have something better den others but be in a right n positive way...and not with PHD (perasaan hasat dengki) dan iri hati....

if possible everyone wanna get married once in a lifetime...unless under some circumstances...but still...who doesnt want to have a grand wedding? or maybe a dream wedding? but den again of cos we have to see our budget...and if you are someone who is good in looking fer sources, creative etc i believed your wedding will look grand without spending much...unless pple who cant be bothered and have lots and lots of money to spend..100% leave to da wedding planner... cant be bothered attitude... reminds me of this 2nd cuz of mine (shall not mention name..me not close wif her)... cant stand her action... my aunt was asking her how's her wedding preparation..and she replied "ah! gasak lah~~ malas nak pikir...mcm dah tak kuasa gitu~~ tahu adekan diri jer nanti.." what a reply~~ with some hand gestures somemore... halooo~~ how can you answer someone much older den you that way? so much of being someone i know who is SMART...so babe act like one...speak like one...den later she can sit one corner wif Kak Iza talking abt her wedding...kata tak kisah~~ tak kuasa~~ ape jer!! do wat you preech ah babe.... that was b4 her wedding...and now after her wedding, i heard that her guy's side was insensitive cos had liquor during their wedding dinner in dunno what hotel... well guess this is what da outcome of 'cant be bothered' attitude....thanks eh!

pple said Kak Iza's engagement was grand...huh?!
normally there's no berkat during tunang...huh?!
"banyaknye duit sampai ade berkat...." what da *toot.....initially da plan was having da feast at da void deck..cos da space outside quite small...afraid might hindered pple's passage way...but it was cancelled...nasib baik tak jadi...or else~~ paham2 ajerlah....adekan berkat jer org dah cakap~~nie pulak nak jamu org makan kat bawah kolong? kenapa eh org mesti ade nak cakap? buat wedding kecil-kecilan org cakap...buat besar-besaran LAGI org cakap...mesti cakap ker? duduk diam2 lah...doakan yg terbaik untuk bakal pengantin/ yg dah jadi pengantin ker....dah bagus tu org jemput...your job datang makan den sendiri mahu ingat ah ape nak buat lepas tu...da wedding big or small not your money mah~~ tu semua kan rezeki masing2...ikut kemampuan masing2....definitely you cant do a grand wedding if you get married at da age of 21 cos you don have that much savings...unless your folks are fugging rich....unlike if you're 30... probably your savings more den enough....den tak salah lah kalau nak buat besar-besaran kalau ade duit ye tak? yeah i noe... yg penting biar jodoh berkekalan...bukan hingga anak cucu atau pintu syurga...kalau boleh masuk syurga sama dengan anak cucu...kan lagik best!

nie blum my wedding....me plan to nikah kat masjid...and fer sanding i wanna do depan blk 606...tempat lapang tu..ade stage lagik..can place my pelamin there....huh~~ ape nak cakap?
if you were to ask me what's my ideal age to settle down...i would say bet 28 to 32....fyi lah ok? but calon blum ade~~~ bedek ah if i said i have no one special in my heart...but i not sure lah if i'm special to him...ooppss...shall not leak out too much ya c"p)

so Vu..more details or full coverage probably Kak Iza will tell you any soon or perhaps when we see you....

last but not least...my aunt's (whom i call Ibu Cik) fav line.... "Biar org buat kita...jangan kita buat org..."

Ge-WeeN...

2006-06-09T17:22:00.000+08:00

Out of boredom...change my layout again yesrterday night...and this is my 8th...hehe...uUuuu its green...green like swarm thing~~~ so fyi i'm on leave with regards from today to da 16th of june...YEY!! so i can watch da grand opening of world cup and da matches!!

woo hoo!!

btw my family gonna hav a small doa slamat tmr...a small feast ( nasi bancaan ) to celebrate my sis 21st birthday...my 24th birthday ( i noe dah basi~~ :P ) and my parents 25th Anniversary...nice numbers rite~~~~ in yr 2006....kwerl~~

oh oh~~ i've got my PETERPAN tix from my Lady Wid last tues!!! AArrggHHHhh!!! i'm so so so excited...cant wait da 17th june to come...hmm..wat shall i wear eh?....

me didnt get to watch da singapore idol...both days me missed...manage to watch it online...with juz a short performance i chose Rahimah and Gayle..both of dem has da voice and potential...eventhough i find gayle sings a lil bit over...too much colorful...senang cakap meleret~~~ but she has da package thou...oh well, instead jasmine gets in...

oh my~~ another surat saman i get yerterday evening...its from Farizan...on da 9th of july...my my...mcm virus sey...dah jodoh lah katakan...hmmm wonder when is mine eh?

haiz~~ my prince charming masih dayung sampan or naik unta lah...

pple take bullet train or air jet~~

takpe lah...biar lambat asalkan slamat....heh~

oklah me gotta continue helpin my mum prepare da ingredients and wat so eva help

needed in da kitchen for tmr's event....

~~chiao chin chaw~~

another one down!

2006-06-04T20:31:00.000+08:00

from left to right: Zu, Dyla, Marly, Ct, Me & Syasya

together with my ex-primary schoolmates....we attended Hazridah's wedding this afternoon....we didnt get to meet the bride & groom....we thought of taking picture with their wedding photo near their pelamin...hahahaa...anyway she appeared on today's berita harian under pengantin column...
so who's next after this? tadi jugak kitaorg semua kena saman...Syasya's turn...on the 8th of july....btw its nice to hear that Marly is expecting now...4mths old...Fazilah didnt get to join us...tu lagi satu mak buyung..already 7mths...soon soon soon...

my prediction or preminition?

2006-06-02T10:30:00.000+08:00

yeshaaaa....
i'm absolutely rite....
da two long hair boys.....

ole....ole....ole....

2006-06-01T10:22:00.000+08:00

Can you feel the heat of upcoming world cup 2006....
who shall win this yr?
like previous seasons....
host at france...
france won....
host at brazil....
brazil won....
so this time round...
could it be the germans?....
sounds like "kelong" to me.....
anyway....wateva lah huh....
as long as i get to watch my heros in action is fair enuf fer me...
hehe...
hmmm...i muz say my fav team would b ITALY....mamamia~~~
italiano hunks...body-fit jersy...I LOIKE~~~
however i do support others....
like england...brazil...france...portugal...
not bcos of their charming sexiness looks....
england: beckham....standard~~~
brazil: ronaldhino (great player), roberto (kecik2 cili padi sey~~), ronaldo (sie pekan...mak!!! pekan nak susu~~~)
france: henry (cute~), zidane (salute ah~)
portugal: figo (haizz.....hencem!)
hmmm....i wonder why this year senegal is not in da league?
da underdogs in 2002....
they are superbly good~~~~ why huh?
seriously cant wait to see my twin brother on the field....
don u noe who is my twin?...
oh my... ok let me intro you peeps.....
tadaaaaaaa.......

:*:* FRANCESCO TOTTI *:*: (from italy...)

but den again he will not be playing most of the games cos he has some other commitments...
damn!!! i read the online article...

Italy's national soccer team will be stocked with young, less-experienced players for a two-game exhibition tour of North America this month, coach Marcello Lippi said Wednesday.
Stars such as Francesco Totti, Christian Vieri and Gianluigi Buffon won't accompany the squad for games against Serbia-Montenegro at Toronto on June 8, and against Ecuador at Giants Stadium in East Rutherford, N.J., on June 11.

Italy "will be without many big-name players from big teams like Milan, Juventus or Inter," Lippi said.

"Unfortunately, I can't bring all the players that have other obligations or are out of gas. But it's better to bring players who come with enthusiasm and want to show what they can do."
He spoke on a conference call from Italy, where his team is preparing for a 2006 World Cup qualifier at Norway on Saturday.

Some players participating in that game won't make the trip to North America. Others aren't available because they're playing in the two-leg Italian Cup final between Inter and AS Roma on June 12 and 15.

Those five, who also were selected for the team that faces Norway, are defenders Andrea Barzagli, Fabio Grosso and Cristian Zaccardo, midfielder Simone Barone, and striker Luca Toni.

Other players expected to be on the North American tour: veteran goalkeeper Angelo Peruzzi of Lazio; striker Christian Lucarelli of Livorno, who led the Italian League with 24 goals this season; striker Mauro Esposito of Cagliari; striker Vicenzo Iaquinta of Udinese, and goalkeeper Flavio Roma of French club Monaco.

sedih sey~~~ *sob*sob*

eventhough i didnt get to watch da singapore idol yesterday,

DeQ managed to tape it fer me...

out of da 7 guys...

i would prefer Paul & Jonathan to da next round...

lepak sey when Ken comment abt one of da contestant...

something like "if you a cha kway teow..you cant be a spagetti.."

which is true ah...

infact to me most of them sounds like singing karaoke...

not really touched me...

sianzzzz...

by the way...

i weigh maself this morning...

shit!!damn! i need to go on diet...

i hate it when it comes to school holidays...

definitely i'll gain weight...

i gain almost 3 kilos!!! f*$@ man...

i cant said no, not to da food...

but to my colleagues...

cant run away ...

i feel bad if i don eat what they tapau fer me...

and so fer not making them feel bad...

terpaksa lah gue badok~

and its like rice, noodles, lontong...

heavy sia.....

AaarRRggGgHhhhHHhh!!!!!!

EaT SnakE.....

2006-05-31T09:23:00.000+08:00

well well...today my mak dara starts her annual leave...WOO HOO!! gue bebas!! lady boss pun not ard...P? dia siang2 dah on leave....anyway here i am enjoying maself "eating snake"..hehe its a direct transalation of a term in chinese which means like makan gaji buta lor..hehe... talking abt snake...me n ma gerls had a trip to da zoo last sat...its MOE family day...yeah gerls, u gerls are my family....i've upload da pics..but half way thru..will continue today ayte~ and i'm looking forward fer our next agenda tt is to da Theme park..n our 3D2N stand/pyjamas party @ hyatt, wah~~ if noli can gets it ah...if not we shall have it @ntuc chalet ayte??

so since i'm free like a bird at werk...wat have i done so far? basically here i am bloggin =>... i blog hop too, was browsing thru some entries and wedding pics...wat a grand wedding those gerls had...feel like joining them..haha..not fer real but juz tukar2 baju pengantin & main-main naik pelamin..bergaya sakan..tu jer.... juz wanna hav da fun jadi pengantin u noe....ish ish mentel~~~

besides tt mua was doing some tickle qns on COLORS...hmmm my foreva fav color normally white & red...haha so patriotic eh...like singapore flag...but by right my color is green...hmmmm....back like a yr ago, there's some site i surf abt colors...it says tt my romance color is Jade green...wat a coincidence and i was surprise...i bought maself a jade bangle before i knew da fact tt its actually my color...wow! wat an instincts or wat u call it as your 3rd eye... jeng jeng jeng~~

so lets read more abt me n my colors from tickle...shall we?? ok go!!

1. My True color is Green!
The color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum, reliable and trustworthy.

2. My Aura color is Gold!
A glistening gold aura is as good as it gets. A lively blend of yellow and orange, gold people are happy, playful, energetic, sensitive, and generous. Always up for adventure, you'd give a friend in need the shirt off your back. You're spiritual, too all those halos in old paintings aren't colored gold by coincidence. Almost childlike in the carefree, joyful way you live your life, you're popular and outgoing with your large circle of friends. Chances are you're so full of light and energy that you sometimes find it hard to sit still and chill out. Instead, you're constantly looking for excitement, no matter how risky or impulsive the occasion. Happy-go-lucky and always laughing, you truly are as good as gold.

3. My Signature color is Champagne!
A sophisticated soul like you is best matched with a classic color that's always tastefully chic. That's why Champagne is your perfect pairing. You're probably known for your impeccable taste in everything from clothes to music to restaurants. And it wouldn't surprise us if you also had an unparalleled ability to know just what to say or do to handle almost every situation gracefully.

4. My Relationship color is Purple!
This means that you tend to be a cooperative, passionate partner who is able to balance your own firmly held beliefs with strong negotiation skills. You're not one to keep that special someone in the dark about your feelings. In fact, you'll usually do your best to fully communicate any emotion you have. Most times you think that it's better to talk frankly and openly about problems or concerns, even if that talk leads to a heated discussion. It can be very important to you to feel comfortable and listened to when sharing your inner life with the one you love. Ordinarily, you'll return this courtesy by listening deeply to your partner's opinions and emotions, as well.

macam ye ye jer tickle nie eh~~ hur hur ;>
ok tts abt all...oh btw HAPPY 2nd Anniversary Bloggie Ku!!!

Fun Week

2006-05-25T17:47:00.000+08:00

this week is da Art Festival week in my school...its an annual event...and this yr is da 2nd year we have this event...but to me its art fest cum food fest...hehe...oh we had a stall....fun doing business...lots of tibits, junks we sell..hehe..students love it cos they wont have those on normal days...i've had been making pudding like mango,chocolate,strawberry...sell at 50cents each.....NICE~~ trust me heh =>
we have cultural shows by some associations....like dance group from korea, portugal, indonesia and china......we have POP Broadrick Idol....hahahaa....

oh oh..there's balloon making...i get maself Cinderella balloona, Elmo balloona & Apple(filled wif water) balloona...cute~~

cute kan~~~~ i'll snap photo again probably after a week or two....see whats da outcome like...guaranty semua kempis........

of all da students art piece...i like this da best....u know why?

yeah it has a BUTTERFLY!!! and a caterpillar too..........
beautiful piece.....
ok so much abt da art fest....

yesterday...fer da first time i had my driving at nite...and its like at 8.40pm....and fer da fisrt time my intructor is a malay guy....was excited abt driving nite time....but actual fact is, it was scary....i cant really judge da vehicles behind me when i wanna change lane or over take.....haiz~~~ anyway i seriously need to take note of my weakness areas....me always tend to drive towards da rite hand side...which is very dangerous....wrong timing changing to lower gear before turning n da one i hate most....BLINDSPOT checking....mirrors are good enough...yet hav to check blindspots...haiz~ fine fine....juz follow da rules.....nanti bila dah pass suka hati kau lah tuty....samseng jln raya!!! hahahaaa......

LangkaH kAkI KANAN duLu

2006-05-21T02:17:00.000+08:00

i always remember pesan ayah...

bila nak mulakan sesuatu tu mesti ingat langkah kaki kanan....

kaki kanan masuk dulu...

den ade doa-doanye...

faham tak? tak faham? ok wat i meant was last time...

bila nak ade exams...

so bila nak masuk class ke....

hall ke etc....

mesti mulakan dgn melangkah kaki kanan....

seiringan dgn terkumat kamitnye mulutku membaca doa....

biasa lah...

al-fatehah...3 "qul" n "allahumma yasir walla tua'sir...."

so wats wif da kaki kanan tt i wanna post here....

actually juz now during da day....

late afternoon....

i had an in conversation wif my dad....

as usual he asked me hows my driving.....

den suddenly sumthin strikes me when ayah mention abt practical test....

Me : Yah...nanti bila practical test...mcm biasalah kan yg mcm Ayah slalu ajar... langkah kanan dulu... den doa dia yg slalu tu lah kan?

Ayah : yerlah~~ dah lupa ke?

Me : (me starts to giggle) Tapi Yah nanti org terkeleput lah....

Ayah : Huh?!

Me : yerlah... org bukan masuk class atau hall...org nak masuk kreta...kan kaki kiri dulu...bukan kanan...

at this time Ayah speechless... heheee....

Ayah : lah mestilah.... kaki kiri dulu... tu lain.. nie lain~~

Me : hehe...alah ayah dah salah cakap...tak nak kalah...dah paisey... haha

Ayah : dah dah...nie dah sembahyang blum??

Me : mestilah blum...kan org baru balik...dah malu nak halau org pulak....

haaa...tu lah crita nyer....
so tak semua perkara tu mesti langkah kaki kanan dulu nyer.....
see hows da situation like....
jgn pulak nanti joget BOOGIE WOOGIE....
put ur right leg in
put ur right leg out
put your right leg in
And shake it all about
And u do da boogie woogie
And u turn urself around
Tt's wat it's all about
Hey, boogie woogie
Tt's what it's all about ....(yeah sing wif me)

btw tonite starts singapore idol....dunno wat those jokers will b singing....tt cowboy chap....i think he tried da anugerah b4....dah tak bleh nyanyi tu buat hal tak bleh lah....sanggup jadi badut lah these pple~~~ well lets hav a great luff at dem...i wonder ape perasaan these pple eh? hmmmm....

Last Last stories.....

2006-05-19T19:29:00.000+08:00

hmm...i think i muz hav been missing or not updating some events....heh...
last last monday...i went down 2gether wif wid to california fitness...cool....
we did some boxercise movements n intensive push ups....aduh~~ sakit tangan gue....
n we did some machines too...
when eveything was over...s usual da consultant start to do some sales...she didnt say much like convince me...push me til i said YES i wanna join dem...not convincing enuf..
probably she's new....
den came tis guy who instead ask wid y didnt she convince me....
haiyo..its not wid's job lor....
might s well wid work fer dem...n i think wid can do better...
to da both of dem...APE~~~ JER~~ ~~~

last last wed...i met zurina...
a belated birthday meet up...hehe...
after we had dinner we drop by noli's work plc...
chill til almost 11pm....
took pic...n guess wat...
noli make me buy da starbucks water bottle...
20% staff discount...anyway i do actually need one....
da one i'm using da cap dah tercabut....
mcm tahu2 jer aku nak bottle baru....

da librarian is da one wif green apron...eh~~ confused ah~~

ok wat i chose orange...not like torch light lah noli...
dah bagus tu aku beli...hehe...support kawan punye pasal...
aku baik tau~~~ =P

presie from zurina...thanks babe!!

anyway noli....OMG!!! BOBBY DOEL came down to your plc...
AAARRGGHHH!!! although his pics u took wif ur hp not tt clear...
not full body length...i can imagine...berapa perkasa nyer body dia...
he's sooo damn good lookin....azmir drop by? haiya..dektu dah slalu nampak...

last last thurs....met yan n zainab at tampines....
had ice cream at swensons....
chit chat...luff...eat ice cream...giggles...eat ice cream again....on n on n on....
den ltr we realise we wore same color footwears.....

can u guess which is whose? heh... so clever~~~

last saturday...we celebrated mother's day @ Vu's plc....

wah...DeQ gets her advanced 21st birthday present....
from SOOKEE jewellery sey~~~

hmmm...wat else shld i type?? oh yes....last monday...met wid again fer boxercise...
2gether wif wid's colleague zana...
after da gym we drop by noli's werkplc...
wid told us a very funny story abt this makcik...
its her laughter...hahaha...pecah perut betul dengar crita wid...
she can immitate da makcik pretty well...
something like.."hurrrhurrrhurrrrrrrr...hurrhurrrhurrrr..."
something like tt lah...meleret....tak bleh angkat ah wid~~~
guess da subtitles goes like "laughing hysterically..."
ahahahah....

Polling...

2006-05-06T16:23:00.000+08:00

1st time get to poll...at da age of 24....my card number 2211...nice~ hehee...so wanna noe i chose who?? eh..eh..remember? "Undilah dengan bijak...Undi anda adalah rahsia..." so sshhhhhhhh..... alah u noe i noe lah kan...i chose si dektu...dektu tu...yg gitu-gitu tu....haha...go figure~

hmmm...nuthin much to write lah actually...oh btw Vu if u read this..i'm sorry ya didnt inform u tt i was not at home when u came by sending tt water distilled thingy....tot my lesson in da morning...skali salah timing lah...SOWWIE~~

anyway i cant wait fer da mother's day celebration....gerenti kecoh riuh rendah bagai nak roboh rumah aunty Sah...hehee....as usual lah kan....

hmmm since nuthin much to do...here me scan2 my pics...da transitions of ME!!!
DON LUFFF eh~~~~

hmm..can see da fluctuate weight in me...sekejap kurus..sekejap tembam...at 1st was ugly...den cute..den obit...den now dah LAWA kan~~ yeah i noe...don hav to tell me..heheee..... ish ish...masuk bakul naik lift.... SELF PRAISE UNIVERSAL DISGRACE.....hahaha....

.....karyaku

2006-04-27T22:35:00.000+08:00

......Kau Teristimewa......

Suaramu menusuk di kalbuku

Kau bak permata di lautan biru

Ku tidak ingin ianya berlalu

Segala kenanganku lalui denganmu.......

Kau ku anggap hanya teman biasa

Tidakku sangka hatiku berubah

Rinduku kini menjadi cinta

Buatmu teman teristimewa.......

Segala detikku rakamkan di minda

Detik manis yang dilalui bersama

Hilangkanlah keraguan dihatinya

Agarku dapat merasakan cinta.......

Aku tahu pasti ada yang cemburu

Sekiranya kau bersama denganku

Namun itulah dugaan yang harus ku tempuh

Jika aku ingin memiliki dirimu.......

Mampukah aku untuk menyatukan

Hati dua insan yang tiada kepastian

Aku tunggu saat untuk lafazkan

Segala perasaan yang lamaku pendamkan.......

.................mawarputih_2482

.......................pen on Monday, 24th April 2006

Ok Ok..fer da 1st time i ADMIT...

2006-04-27T22:01:00.000+08:00

admit wat?? ok ok i admit "I'm....Not....F...A...T!!! no more!!!...."
hehe....hmmm...now 60kg not fat meh? haha...

ok tis b4 n aft pic above...b4 was 78kg...da aft one was 66kg...

it took me abt 2 and half yrs to reduce 18kg(started since late 2003)...

wif those crash diets..supplements...

fitness centres...slimming centres....but of cos i did slack in between...

but da will power in losing more weight continues.....

anyway.....

i shld aim fer da minimum mah....tt is 57 or 58kg....2 to 3 more kg....

can lah~~ can lah~~

siao chabo! hahahaaaaa......

suka hati bapak tiri laki mak aku lah kan?~~ ;p

@>--BeCause oF YOU--<@

2006-04-26T22:26:00.000+08:00

I've been in darkness for so long just waiting for the light,
And now that you have come my way, my days don't seem like nights.

I've never really felt this way about a guy before,
You've truly touched me deep inside, you've opened, unlocked, the door.

I know it's nothing serious, but surely it's a start,
You've treated me so equally, I feel it in my heart.

And even if this does not work, I'm glad I've had this chance,
To see how great you truly are, even just for a glance.

We never know what'll come of this, it really just depends,
I'm glad we're taking the first step, we're becoming better friends.

With you I never have to guess just how you really feel,
You talk to me about the facts and tell me what's the deal.

With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong,
I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song.

So hopefully from this day forth, I'll know just what to do,
If ever I come across a guy, another guy like you....

........mawarputih_2482

.............pen on Sunday, 5th Sept 2004

WeDDinG DatE PredictoR by TicklE....

2006-04-26T21:22:00.000+08:00

Tuty Alawiyah, you're a Total Opening Soon!

YOU ARE CLOSE to finding "the one!" We have carefully calculated your responses according to our scientific formula and harmonized the results to the Venutian lunar calendar. But don't get your hopes up to hear those wedding bells soon, because your bridesmaid days aren't over just yet.

YOU WILL BE MARRIED BY: Saturday, July 24, 2010 (wow..tts 4 yrs from now... nice date thou)
A number of different factors influenced your result.

Social Factors:
On the social front, you are not looking at an immediate marriage prospect. Prince Charming, for now, is waiting in the wings. But keep in mind that he is slowly warming to the idea. Thankfully, now that you know your destiny, you can enjoy your single life to the fullest. Get out there and use it, girl.

Emotional Factors:
Emotionally, you seem to be fairly ready for marriage. You show strong signs of being a contender, and you've got what it takes to make the plunge. Maybe any hesitation is just a small case of the "jitters." In any case, for Mr. Right, it's practically a done deal. He's just waiting for the right moment, so sit back and let it happen.

Sexual Factors:
It appears that you have a number of sexually motivated reasons for avoiding marriage. Perhaps you view relationships as a series of unsolved mysteries, and you are not quite ready to turn in your badge and weapon. It's clear that the carefree single life can pose a strong attraction, but don't forget that the right person changes everything. When the day finally arrives that you're ready to say "case closed", just remember that Tickle told you so.

p/s: any comments peeps?? heheheeeee....

===FroZeN===

2006-04-18T21:57:00.000+08:00

You only see what your eyes want to see

How can life be what you want it to be

You're frozen

When your heart's not open

You're so consumed with how much you get

You waste your time with hate and regret

You're broken

When your heart's not open

Mmmmmm, if I could melt your heart

Mmmmmm, we'd never be apart

Mmmmmm, give yourself to me

Mmmmmm, you hold the key

Now there's no point in placing the blame

And you should know I suffer the same

If I lose you

My heart will be broken

Love is a bird, she needs to fly

Let all the hurt inside of you die

You're frozen

When your heart's not open

Mmmmmm, if I could melt your heart

Mmmmmm, we'd never be apart

Mmmmmm, give yourself to me

Mmmmmm, you hold the key

You only see what your eyes want to see

How can life be what you want it to be

You're frozen

When your heart's not open

Mmmmmm, if I could melt your heart

Mmmmmm, we'd never be apart

Mmmmmm, give yourself to me

Mmmmmm, you hold the key

If I could melt your heart

Dreams...

2006-04-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

me have a lot of dreams...not a day dreamer...but real dreams...like i mention abt maself... ".. I was able to turn most of my dreams into reality and some are still waiting to become reality..." juz tt its a matter of time....dont b afraid to dream....we muz hav BIG DREAMS & DARE to DREAM....and of cos dreams muz b SMART....

S = specific
M = measurable
A = attainable
R = realistic
T = time

hmmm...well one of those dremas i have is to own a car...and my dream cars are like Ferrari, Porche, BMW and Mazda....

lets start wif Ferrari F430:

Ferrari F430 is the successor of Ferrari Modena....its shape has been honed to generate special flows to increase downforce and improve cooling....outstanding performance and maximum driving pleasure...i'll op for the red one of cos..heh~

:::General Info:::
Price: $229,955
Main dimensions (L x W x H): 193 x 77 x 53 in (4,902 x 1,955 x 1346 mm)
Curb Weight: 3197 lbs
Layout: Mid-Engine/RWD
Transmission: 6-Speed Manual/5 Speed Auto

:::Engine:::
Type: V8
Displacement: 4308 cc
Horsepower: 490 bhp @ 8500 rpm
Torque: 343 lb-ft @ 5250 rpm
Redline: 8500 rpm

:::Performance:::
0-60 mph: 3.9 sec
0-100 mph: 9.2 sec
Top Speed: 196 mph
Miles Per Gallon: 10/17 mpg

next, introducing Porche 911 Carrera S :

Porsche Carrera has a newly developed six-speed gearbox and a reworked chassis....which includes active suspension as standard in the S model...is a 911 which is even more dynamic, clear, powerful and, at the same time ELEGANT~ but this one no red...but can be done~

:::General Info:::
Price: $79,100
Main dimensions (L x W x H): 175.6 x 71 x 51 in (4,460 x 1,803 x 1,295 mm)
Curb Weight: 3131 lbs
Layout: Rear-Engine/RWD
Transmission: 6-Speed Manual

:::Engine:::
Type: V6
Displacement: 3824 cc
Horsepower: 355 bhp @ 6600 rpm
Torque: 295 lb-ft @ 4600 rpm
Redline: 7300 rpm

:::Performance:::
0-60 mph: 4.7 sec
0-100 mph: 10.7 sec
Top Speed: 182 mph
Miles Per Gallon: 18/26 mpg

coming up next...so my heartthrob...da BMW Z4:

BMW Z4 is a 2-door, 2-passenger convertible sports car with long and sweeping hood...short front and rear overhangs...low and rearward seating...and soft top - a modern, athletic and assertive new design....sophisticated, full-featured sport roadsters....yeah baby yeah~

:::General Info:::
Price: $41,300
Main dimensions (L x W x H): 161 x 70 x 51 in (4,089 x 1,778 x 1295 mm)
Curb Weight: 3042 lbs
Layout: Front-Engine/RWD
Transmission: 6-Speed Manual/4 Speed Auto

:::Engine:::
Type: V6
Displacement: 2979 cc
Horsepower: 225 bhp @ 5900 rpm
Torque: 214 lb-ft @ 3500 rpm
Redline: 6000 rpm

:::Performance:::
0-60 mph: 5.6 sec
0-100 mph: 14.7 sec
Top Speed: 155 mph
Miles Per Gallon: 21/29 mpg

lastly...oh yes~ Mazda RX8:

Mazda RX-8's unique freestyle four-door design...effectively demonstrating that a true sports car does not need to sacrifice space or convenience...with enough passenger room for four full-size adults and enough trunk space to fit luggage for a weekend or two full-size golf bags, soulful driving is no longer solely for the driver....RED!! I LOIKE~

:::General Info:::
Price: $26,875
Main dimensions (L x W x H): 174 x 70 x 53 in (4,419 x 1,778 x 1,346 mm)
Curb Weight: 3029 lbs
Layout: Front-Engine/RWD
Transmission: 6-Speed Manual/5 Speed Auto

:::Engine:::
Type: Renesis 2-Chamber
Displacement: 1308 cc
Horsepower: 238 bhp @ 8500 rpm
Torque: 160 lb-ft @ 5500 rpm
Redline: 9000 rpm

:::Performance:::
0-60 mph: 5.8 sec
0-100 mph: 15.9 sec
Top Speed: 155 mph
Miles Per Gallon: 18/24 mpg

so which one do u think suits me da best?? but den fer a start i go fer Mazda RX3....

Nice?? hehee....well i have da strong believe tt i'll own one...and again its juz a matter of time n $$$ heh~

so take note of tis... "Never Laughs At Anyone's Dreams...People Who Don't Dreams Don't Have Much..."

there's another thing tt involves time but not money....instead PATIENCE...and wil this patient yield delicious fruits? i don hav da answers...anyway patient is virtue....plus its also a matter of HEART...was like dicussing da matter wif my gerls tt nyte....n til today i'm stil waiting...many things tt i wld like to clear...clear da mist...am juz waiting fer da day....

"...You want the best & will often wait forever for the right lover...and to you money & love do go together..."

TV & more TV...

2006-04-14T22:00:00.000+08:00

considered i'm bored rite now...so here i am adding more entries fer da day...hmm wld like to talk abt tv programmes.....well watched AI5 ytdy...Ace Young was one of da bottom 3...kinda sad at first...but heng ah~~ instead Bucky was out....Ace u better sings da rite song next week....i was like surfin fer his best pic...n i FOUND ONE!! not wif his long hair...a very clean cut...hensem!! i loike~~

look at his BOD~~ uummm...heh!

oh my mum's long lost fav spanish drama returns....Gaby, Hanya Kau Cintaku....so many conspiracy...but both da actors & actresses in da drama not bad looking....even if i miss many episodes..i can still catch da story..u noe y? cos ibuk very good in providing synopsis...short n simple...hahaaaa...btw i find Gaby very cute..like a Doll...

another full of conspiracy & complications..heart pain, DIA...how can i miss this...my FAV!!! well sad to say last monday Dwi died....actually knew da ending...Irfan n Dia wil b 2gether again...as to grant Dwi's last wish....Fifi, me feel like killing her but her act is good thou....definitely she's da best actress in this drama... btw Dia,Eka & Dwi wil b coming to spore...wil b here fer mother's day event...need to buy tix if wanna see them.....hmmm they shld do tt fer Ari tt time...hmph! not fair!

i wanna watch tt japanese horror movie...the reincarnation~~ hmmm....

Birthday Updates!

2006-04-14T11:44:00.000+08:00

oh yes~~ been like enjoying cleberating ma own birthday last week..til didnt get da chance to update...btw a picture worth a thousand words ryte? very da lazy to type much u see...anyway here goes...

4th April, Tuesday.........

Met Ida & Dayah fer dinner @ Eastz19...

MAD bag from MAD chabo...hahahaaaa....thanks to Ida fer all da pics....

we took neoprints too... 2 of those tt i like among da rest....

8th April, Saturday..........

Celebrate wif my very dearie ladies....though its quite late....we stayed late too...anyway thanks to zainab fer da ride...chey~ one day u'll b our chauffer can jay? hehe.... we had our dinner at Marina Square Pizza Hut and followed by coffee at Starbucks @ Suntec City....and of cos PICTURE TAKINGZZZZ!!!!!

some cast away letter...hehe...Wid not wif us tt nyte...she went to KL...look at da prezies...hmmm i muz say i like da bag most!!! when do u gerls think i'm gonna play those bunga api? hmmmm.... tt belt cum long necklace nice too...THANK U SOOOO MUCHIES LADIES!!!
fer more pics can surf thru my fotopages ya? (am answering ur qns pseudochic? hehe...)

On top of all again....Thank you vely vely much peepzzzz!!!

Gadis Melayu Memang Menawan =>

2006-04-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

"...Siapa bilang gadis melayu tak menawan...tak menarik hati tiada memikat..."
"...Kalau lah memang tak mungkin aku tertarik...kalau lah sungguh tak mungkin aku kan jatuh..."
haiz...lagi2 Taufik yg nyanyi...
lembut nye...lemah gemalai suara~~~
love his moves too...

24th Birthday Me!!!

2006-04-02T21:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY TUTY ALAWIYAH!!!

hehe...
dah 24....
wat can i say...
nuthin much...
anyway...
i received my 1st bday presie from my cuz....
Kak Zaza...
WASH AWAY YOUR SINS CONVERSION KIT(bath & body)...
cute~~~
da best thing is tt there's a line says...
"..for liars,cheaters & wrong-doers..."
hmmm...wat is she trying to imply? hahaha....

well as usual every sunday morning i give tuition...
rite aft tuition i quickly dash off...
meet my mum at da bus-stop n we both zoom to PLAZA SINGAPURA!!!
Y?? to meet ARI WIBOWO!!!
but of cos didnt get to b da 1st 100 pple...
pple came as early as 8am...
typical kiasu singaporean~~~~
nevertheless i managed to get maself quite near to da stage...
sweat like a pig thou....
but fer my ARI panas terik pun ku rasa dingin~~~ heh!
he's soooo good looking~~~ cakep banget deh~~ YUMMY!!
AAAARRIIIII I LOVE YOUUUUU~~~~

anyway he's not using any lipstick~~ its natural color...

moist pink ya...

da reason is bcos he's not a SMOKER~~

ARI, if onli u cld sing a birthday song fer me~~~